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.Thursday, June 19, 2014 ' 4:14 AM Y

Hi readers,

I noe I damm long nv write blog le..now back to writing..lol...Mon went to punggol to take some photos..found out alot nice place but alot of fly..sand fly...Worth it! Took a few nice photos..

Ytd afternoon went to punggol again..Took some nice river photo..Got fly oso but not tat much as mon...Tired sia..From punggol walk all the way to sengkang through the park..carried my heavy bag and walk...shag...

shall end here..need to rest le..

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.Tuesday, May 27, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y

Hi readers,

Today sch start late so wake up late oso hahas..Today writing tis blog is to express my feeling..So wat happened is tat..I feel tat jiiajiia don really telling mi wat she doing..Maybe I always tell her and I hope she will do the same thing back ba..She complain when tat time I in pub den I message her slow..I noe she worried..Worried tat gals come towards mi..

I did sent her message but it hard for mi to keep track of time but still I try to keep message her after a few minutes..But today, she after sent mi say eat baobao le..on 11.41am den I woke up and text her a few den she replied on 12.13pm..Okay she said she busy as she carrying stuff..but when she go to sch..she don even tell mi tat she is on bus, train all tis..Usually she does..okay not usually..is last time..even very before we broke up..way before..ya I say way before..

so y didn't I said last time? Cuz last time I don care..Cuz I wont really think of her but only myself..But now y am I stressing myself so much? Should I change back to last time? So I have lesser stress? Maybe I think too much? Or should I do the same thing like wat she is doing? Okay she today indirectly said she is on train but wat abt bus? 8.07am, she reached sch as tat time she told mi..10.28am den told mi tat she going in for test le..From 8 to 10.30 how long is tat? 2 & 1/2 hrs and wat the fk is she doing in the 2 & 1/2 hrs? She didn't even text mi?! This is not the 1st time le..

Okay maybe I need to control my emotional now..Cooling down 1st..Okay on the same time..10.28am she sent test hao le..wat is going on? go in and come out? after tat 10.29am she say die liao..I oso noe will die..go in and come out..nv do anything..Okay maybe u can tell mi it the phone reception prob so nv sent out on time..On 10.29am she said die liao lo till 11.22am she said she gg eat..wat she doing?

Maybe I expect too much from her? I stressing her too much? Maybe I over care? Or tis is not even care? Den I bo cha liao..Not going to ask so much..Nv say den suan liao lo..since ppl don wan say..Maybe she feel I busybody..I oso don wan tell her I at wher liao all tis..L8r she find I like bo liao..even at hm oso nv tell mi wat she doing..Den I oso don wan say..I nv tell her wher am I den she will ask..It the same thing..Wat do you feel? Of I don tell u wher or wat am I doing..Den I oso found out something..When she nth to do at hm, she message mi more den she in sch..like a few minutes 1 message..Even when she slp den i do sth or i go wher will tell her as i scare her worry..maybe next time no need ba..I juz wan more details.....suan le..I expect too much le..Need to reduce ba..

I oso found out tat she don post our photo on instagram..Normally she does but now only im doing it..Maybe she finds tat she tgt with mi will throw her face ba......suan le...y am i fking stress now...haiis...Lucky i have u blog..at least i can express all my feeling out here..so glad tat i still have a blog...Shall stop here le..

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.Sunday, May 25, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y

Hi readers,

Today wake up ard 12pm..My fever drop le..Ytd nite after ep day den went hm with jiiajiia..Eat supper le, my fever started to come le..I think I stress my body too much le ba..I actually donno wher is my limits..Ate panadol and went to slp..

Actually today we not gg out de..but I don wan jiiajiia cuz of mi den drag her things..Wan her to faster done her things..So we get up and went to prepare..Done le jiu went down to have lunch..I punch the lift door and cut myself on the right hand middle finger..

Angry with someone...nvm..So done eating le jiu faster go to vivocity and take free cablecar..Took a few photos and some nice view..Very fast jiu reached her work place le..Saw her friend..They talk awhile..Notice tat jiiajiia don intro mi to her friends de..I feel like im nothing............Her friend look at mi and I look at her......I always intro jiiajiia to my friends even ep day I intro to adviser..nvm............

After tatwe went to take bus back to station den take train back to vivocity..We went to buy movie tickets den went to walk ard..6.30pm den went for our dinner at carls jr..Soon we finished our dinner, we went to movie le..Not bad but abit too much conversation in the movie..After tat I meet up with wee xiong den sent jiiajiia to take train and I took bus hm..yea, so tis is wat we been doing the whole day..shall end here le..

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.Wednesday, May 21, 2014 ' 11:00 PM Y

Hi readers,

I went to sch and reached class on time, den i see teacher nv start class so i went out with friends..After tat we came back and he say he will mark us late. I was like wtf?! If u wan do things till like tat den come at mi man..i not scare..You oso nv start the lesson on time and y not i cant go out?

After tat we went to rest and get ready for cds..Xue Qi suddenly text mi and asked mi abt whether i eat hello panda and i said yes..She show mi a whole box of hello panda..alot sia..1.30pm she meet mi and pass mi 30 packets..After tat, i went to class and watched "Sandcastle" a local movie..Quite meaningful..After tat jiu go hm le..Go hm le rest awhile den go busy with cc stuff..busy with tis coming sat ep day..shall end here le..

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.Sunday, May 18, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y

Hi readers,

jiiajiia after we woke, after lunch..jiiajiia started to study le..see jiiajiia so stress haiis *heart pain*sayang* I jiu lay on bed nua le..so sian..keep playing game lo..played 2048 till 1.2m sia! jiiajiia got keep cake for zhuzhu eat and ask zhuzhu for comments..didn't really like the tiramasu but I like the cheese cake more..

juz tat when I gg, we quarrel on the phone of jiiajiia future plans..sian..lazy to talk abt it..care for jiiajiia...........nvm sua le..shall end here le..tired..gg slp...runny nose the whole day.....sian
...nite!

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.Saturday, May 17, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y

Hi readers,

Today I actually don feel like wake up for the retest 1..cuz I noe im gg to fail again..I nv even study..How to pass?! Tat time 48 ppl take the test and only 8 ppl pass..wth?! Now retest oso hard lea..but still I wake up for the retest..hope ther is open book or wat lo..btw jiiajiia keep saying wan to come over ytd nite..but I stop her as tis coming mon she got exam den only left today and tml to study le..plus she tired tired...So nv let jiiajiia come over..

I faster go prepare and go out le..stomachache sia...sian..maybe nervous ma..scare fail ma..$40 lea..Very meet them le..den went over to national training ground..Meet all the ppl le..fast sia..went to take attendance le..Suddenly got 1 problem...karen name is not in the list?!?! wth?! My name is inside ar..so cannot be karen forgot to pass up or sir forgot..cuz I ask karen to help mi give to sir ar..I actually tot of changing my name to karen..I don mind actually...or lend karen money den get back for sir..

I tell karen to call sir..don care kelvin or jason..juz call..kelvin keep no1 pick up so called jason..den pick up le..karen tell everything le..jason went to check and ask karen to pass phone to the mdm who in charge..After tat jiu okay le..We found out tat actually jason submitted the wrong name..Bryan not suppose to be inside..should be karen...

We tis time no need to take any test juz go through everything den we pass our theory..nice..den pratical oso..juz practice all tgt one shot..den count 1 to 10, 1 to 1 to sir Michael in Korean..Very fast jiu done le..heng ar..lucky I got come sia! Now im a certified 3rd class (provision) National Kyorugi(Sparring) Referee le!! yay!! finally..like some how buy to pass..don care le..at least I have pass!! yay!! $40 is worth it man!!

After tat, mi and pat went to near kevin work place to eat and see the training ther..The kids ther are so cute lo..hahahas..Like so fun ther hahas..Pat treat mi to eat oso..but I treat her back bubble tea..don really like gals treat ar..she say she wan to thank mi tat I accompany her go over..hahas no prob ar..hahas

jiiajiia angry with mi as jiiajiia feel tat zhzuhu go too near with pat le..scare pat will like mi..don worry la dear..we 2 really cannot be de..jiiajiia scare cuz I treat her nice and good..but I only treat her like a sis..so don worry..jiiajiia oso jealous of her..cuz I trest her good good..hao hao..zhuzhu don go too near to pat and don talk or text her so many time..zhuzhu promise le ar..After late lunch den I went to jiiajiia house le..Shall stop here le..

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.Saturday, May 10, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y

Hi readers,

I today woke up early as jiiajiia need to go for wedding lunch..lol..normally is dinner..So went to get prepared and go out..jiiajiia went to take mrt and I went to take bus 854..I 11.30am reached andy house..Woke him up when im in the bus by calling him..After having lunch at him house, we went back to my house as I need to take my camera and take a shower..jiiajiia wedding lunch end quite early so I asked jiiajiia whether she wan to come along anot..jiiajiia agreed and went to take train..2.30pm reached inter and ard 3pm I called jiiajiia and jiiajiia already reached bay front le..So we faster get ther and we took some photos..

After tat, we waited for izuan when we reached marina square as we want to have our dinner..Izuan went for wedding lunch too..After dinner, we started to walk to garden by the bay..We took quite alot of photos along the way..Very fast sky turn dark le..getting late le..Before we reach barrage, izuan need to go back hm le..So we say bye to him and we continue walk..jiiajiia getting very tired le..I oso actually but I need to be strong ar..Very fast reached barrage le..den I because of jiiajiia slippers and I quarrel with her..I bare foot and pass her my slippers but jiiajiia don wan..I insisted but jiiajiia don wan..I started to get angry and say I don care her le, I den walk off and go take my photos..Im juz being care.....her foot pain and turn red..I see le heart pain ah..den my slippers bigger so wont be so pain but jiu don wan...haiis....After awhile we okay le..den we continue take photos..We even took those like wedding couples shots..help peng and ayu..ayu help mi and jiiajiia..lol..

Cuz we keep taking photos..den we like neglect andy sia..Feel so bad..After awhile, it time for us to go back hm le..Late le..Was planned to go back my hm but so late le..so we took cab to yishun and I stay over..peng they all took another cab..Reached hm shower den went to mac den came back hm jiu already 3am plus le..Soon we went to slp le..Shall end here le..

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. ' 12:25 AM Y

Hi readers,
I going to shorten the story..

Early 3 years 3 months (38months) Anniversay present!

This morning I nv go to sch but lay on my bed till 11am den I went to get prepared..Thinking how to bring the flowers to jiiajiia sch and give her..Didn't tell her I gg as I wan to give her a surprise..So I went out at 2pm and stand all the way till cck ite..Wat a long ride..I called karen and ask her wher is the bakery class and she told mi blk 2 but donno which floor..I see the lobby floor information and I feel tat lvl 4 is the class..So I went to to lvl 4 and u noe wat when the door open, I saw some1 I don like..Den I walk another way but means tat it is confirmed ther is the class liao..I reached cck ite ard 3.40pm plus..Waited till 4.30pm jiiajiia den say she went to locker..So I called jiiajiia but she give mi the angry or fierce fierce voice..I sian lo..Meet her at lvl 2 and pass it to her le..jiiajiia nv kanna surprise by mi..

jiiajiia said she got the feeling tat i came..I tot tat bloody guy go tell her..After jiiajiia receive the flowers and I see her face like not very happy like tat..Tis is wat I feel....jiiajiia face like normal..nit like last time I give her presents and she smile till so happy..but I nv see tis time..I feel I have wasted my efforts and make mi don feel like making anything next time..like so shag like tat..Hope I think too much ba..but tis is my feel ar...haiis..After tat we home tgt..I should have go and shake hand and talk to tat guy ah! Reached hm, we rest awhile den went to eat..After eat we continue rest and after awhile, jiiajiia bring the flowers go outside let papa and ah yi see...They give mi the smile is like so much better den jiiajiia de..haiis..but jiiajiia got smile tgt with them..y jiiajiia at 1st nv like tat lea? I make so much effort on the flowers u noe? Can you feel it? I even go all the way down too...After chatting, jiiajiia slp on my lap and very fast..haven 5 min jiu slp so sound on my lap le..I continue play phone all tis den I see her phone and found out tat jiiajiia actually got quite a number of photos didn't send mi lo..sian..den in her phone I saw jiiajiia with tat guys I jiu sian..not happy..haiis..I noe jiiajiia say they 2 nth but jiu don like..same as jiiajiia don like I go near to other gals..After tat I take all the clothes and put wher jiiajiia always put..den I open up the ti lam..Now 12.20am..I close the door and windows den on the air con..juz now papa came in and say l8r wan in jiu on lo..I heard he say wat jump electricity thing de..donno la..lol..Now laying down le..gg slp de..can see jiiajiia tired lo..always say not tired..mouth to hard...stubborn.....
shall end here..

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.Friday, May 2, 2014 ' 11:38 PM Y

Hi readers,
Going to shorten my story for today..

This morning wake up feel abit of headache and sore throat..Didn't went to sch..After wake up, went to see doctor.Text dear and dear whole day nv reply mi..haiis..After lunch den see doctor le jiu already 4pm plus..Waited to see doctor ard 1 hr plus ba..After I shower, went to find Xue Qi in Bedok mall and pass her flowers and buy bear..After tat I went to find jiiajiia le..On bus thinking of alot of things..My 21st birthday and jiiajiia de things..Soon I reached jiiajiia house le..Shall rest le..tml gg pasir ris to take money..

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.Friday, April 25, 2014 ' 6:57 AM Y

Hi readers,

The only place that I can express my feeling..I scare I tell ppl..ppl mouth big..I do have friends that i can trust but i will scare they feel I annoying..So ya here is my blog anyway..oh ya plus writing blog I can look back wat I have done last time..I can keep my feeling here..It like a memories..hahas..okay here we go!

Morning! Now 6.32am, wake up jiiajiia at 5am den I lay down till 6am jiu get up le..cant slp..donno y..Before wake jiiajiia up, I notice my cable nv plug in =.= den my phone battery flat =.=

I keep feel tat jiiajiia like abit don care mi or heartache mi de..haiis..Is it my expectation too high? I keep feel tat jiiajiia still nv put mi 1st in her heart..haiis..even her cca is more important den mi..jiiajiia like nv put in effort like tat..okay..cannot say don have but abit..haiis..Is it I think too much? Cuz last time de jiiajiia will really ask abt mi..heartache abt mi..Anything she do will think of mi..Wont like left mi alone..Maybe she now busy with her sch work but wat abt after sch? She usually will take time out to go out with mi..Make time for mi..Maybe now im juz a obstruction to her ba..Ahhh..don think le..Im l8r gg to find jiiajiia after sch but she say she got cca..haiis..even fri.....usually it for ours...haiis..I try to keep myself free for fri to sun for her..I push away alot of things..Even I wan to surprise her now oso hard..Like wat I do she wont feel surprise..Do sth sweet she oso don feel it..Am I not good enough? I noe jiiajiia don like to compare to other ppl..but I see other gal de bf do sth they will like so happy and even post up to show off wat her bf does even if it is a very small things..But I wan to make jiiajiia happy like so difficult..Wat did I do wrong? I juz wan to earn jiiajiia a smile..haiis..Ahhh don think le!

Now 6.49am le..jiiajiia cant feel im sad? Normally I say try she wont oh...she will say no try..must! but tis time she nv..Normally jiiajiia will heartache zhuzhu den will sayang zhuzhu but nowadays jiiajiia like nv sayang zhuzhu..very less I can say..jiiajiia like wont heartache zhuzhu..Like still can feel jiiajiia still treating zhuzhu as a friend a much more better friend..I try to be cute, sweet in the message..jiiajiia got continue awhile den back to normal..haiis...Juz because I asked her to go study and tis is wat we become? I noe jiiajiia still recovering from the hurt I did..I noe it my fault to become tis..haiis..Only can blame myself..The feel jiiajiia give is tat when im physically ther she is different..really got treat mi like a bf but on phone is different..I donno y..haiis..I noe jiiajiia now wan to study hard and get gpa 4 but I oso make time out for you..My studies even worst..Need more study but still u need to rest from all tis..jiiajiia life like only have sch den no other stuff..den like no life like tat..I hope I have think too much..

jiiajiia 7.14am reached sch..Now take bus..reached inter oso lazy tell mi le..haiis..Now 7.52am le..went to toilet juz now stomachache sia..Drinking milo too..I need to go out soon le..Nowadays, when I say I love you or I miss you..jiiajiia will only ans oh...It actually hurts..haiis..Maybe I need to put in more effort to get jiiajiia love mi more ba..haiis..Now 8am le..need go out le..Reached sch 8.42am..Very fast jiu end sch le..No need to talk abt sch things cuz nth..10am jiu end liao..After end sch went to eat with Andy..We after tat went to take form for financial..After tat we went to andy house..Watching movie..Now 2.12pm..I miss my dear =( juz now when in sch eating, I make jiiajiia angry as I gg to lend esther money den jiiajiia angry and fa zhuzhu pi qi..fierce fierce ='( den I reject esther cuz I noe jiiajiia don like..zhuzhu will listen to jiiajiia and do anything tat jiiajiia wont don like de..

Watching tis show..A show jiiajiia don like zhuzhu to watch but teach mi to be a better bf..This show oso show mi tat gals always don speak their heart but their mind means she actually doesn't wan to be like tat..likes to hide wat they wan actually..Now 3.07pm le..missing jiiajiia..wonder wat time jiiajiia finish haiis..3.54pm jiiajiia finally text mi say she gg hm le ^^ gg out to take bus and now 4.06pm on bus 854 le..hope I can catch up with dear..Miss her soo much sia! *muackz* Now 4.54pm, in bus 812..nv see jiiajiia wonder jiiajiia took the bus juz now or have reach yishun..but jiiajiia take train no need 1 hr to reach yishun ar..hmmmm..jiiajiia 5.02pm text mi say she is hm but I 5.04pm received the message..What wrong with the internet...btw how come jiiajiia don ask wher am I? jiiajiia don care de..haiis..I ended sch so long jiiajiia oso nv ask wher am I..I nv say I go hm or wat..jiiajiia don care de..haiis..5.08pm reached dear house..

jiiajiia open door for mi but she like not very happy..Last time see mi outside house like so happy like tat..haiis..Now I come in her room sit down awhile le..jiiajiia oso nv like come and ask abt mi..like no guan xin like tat..haiis..Is it I think too much? Btw I saw her phone..jiiajiia really gg bali..haiis..Actually I don wan jiiajiia go de..But jiiajiia rarely can go oversea den jiu let her go ba..Juz tat I will worry..bu fang xin ar..haiis....Anyone will understand my feeling? jiiajiia now 1st thing come in take phone den lay down..haiis wont come and talk to mi or hug mi de......*pain* can feel pain sia..haiis..See jiiajiia so tired my heartache..haiis..Maybe jiiajiia tired den will like tat ba..haiis..But jiiajiia nowadays with mi keep use phone..Normally I wont use phone when dear is ard de..cuz pei jiiajiia ar..but now she with mi will play game..haiis..I got so boring ma? I feel like im juz a extra..haiis..No matter how tired I oso come to pei jiiajiia..show my efforts..I 2am slp and I 5am wake up..Slp awhile..I feel tired but my mind and heart say meet jiiajiia jiu no tired le..No tired but feel pain haiis..Nv meet even more worst..Miss jiiajiia ar..haiis...

Now 7.02pm..juz shower hao..wat really happen to us? Now 10.48pm le..Juz now eat jiiajiia make de cake in sch de..very nice! Den we help each other pick our ears ^^ sweet sweet =D no matter how jiiajiia change till zhuzhu will still love you! but pls don leave zhuzhu de side please! zhuzhu noe jiiajiia wont bear to see zhuzhu very pain de..jiiajiia will still care for zhuzhu de =) shall stop here le..

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.Wednesday, April 23, 2014 ' 1:57 AM Y

Hi readers,

Today morning woke up by my alarm 7am cuz jiiajiia need wake up for sch le..Wake jiiajiia up jiu went back to slp le..Woke up at 12pm..Ate 2 bread with nutella..So lazy go sch...Now 12.49pm..Started to get prepared..1.09pm went out of my house..Now 1.12pm in bus le..Reached sch abit early..1.45pm..Waited awhile teacher came and all the ppl ther I donno..sian..4pm class ended and Andy called mi say peng choosing cds so I went down and meet him..aiya 1st day class late nvm..hahas..After done we went up class..we late half an hour sia..lol now 4.50pm class ended..lol end early some more..only stay in class like 15-20mins only..lolol..Went to buy burger and eat..So long nv eat western store de burger le..Nice!

After eating, I went hm as peng need to come over and use my com to book his ns medical check up..His com cant book..donno why..Peng came oso cannot find the thing..After awhile we gave up den we played his new phone s5..nice sia..After awhile, went down with mama and papa and mei mei and didi go eat dinner at downstair de coffee shop..Peng went to eat with friends..Eating half way, my er yi called mi say the kor kor last time live at er yi house de..haiis 32yrs old only sia..Police say motor slip and hit the pole..but cannot be ma..straight road lea..I think is car hit till and run..9.07pm reached kor kor here..kor kor have a peaceful road..Rest in peace..

Saw kor kor de gf cried till like tat..I oso feel very sad..Kor kor the father and sister juz reached as they were oversea and they rush down..Feel sad sia..Now 11pm le..11.12pm, gg hm le, took cab and 11.38pm reached hm..dear cant slp but after i called dear, she very fast jiu slp le..hahas cute cute de..dear miss mi den cant slp..I do my project and things..bobby came in my room and sit on my bed like a boss..I saw the newspaper tat got kor kor de..Will post the photos l8r..Now 2am liao..Need to rest le..Tml morning lesson sia..Night ppl!

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.Friday, April 18, 2014 ' 6:36 AM Y

Hi readers,
Good morning ppl! I have not been waking up so early! 4am, I hang up call with jiiajiia cuz I scare l8r alarm ring will make jiiajiia wake up plus tis is a surprise for her..Went back to slp and very fast 5.30am, alarm rings le..I stop and set it to 6am..ya tired..lay awhile ba..6am le..alarm rings again, so I push myself up and went to brush up..Thinking of jiiajiia will be happy to see mi so early =) My body not tat tired le ^^ Very fast I done preparing and went out le..Before I went, of cuz tis time I rmb to put the very spicy instant noodles into my bag..I bring the phone cover too..Hope jiiajiia will wan to put the same cover as zhuzhu even though jiiajiia said before u don wan tis cover..The phone cover I brought it when I was in bugis with Andy on wed but I nv mention on my blog tat time..6.28am, I reached bus stop..Let the story begins.........

I took train to tamp and reached on 6.53am, took bus 969 to yishun..7.33am reached yishun le..now gg to inter to take bus to dear house..My thigh still pain sia..Ytd training really over stretch..shag..donno need how long to recover haiis..Still thinking abt taking 2nd dan sian..Actually teach class quite fun but I scare im not up to standard lea..Everytime need to fierce them..Okay don talk abt tat le..Im on bus 812 otw to dear house le..Took some photos on bus hahas..selfies! 7.50am reached bus stop, walking to dear house ^^ 7.56am reached outside dear house..but the door is close so I called dear to help mi open door..Saw dear got phone cover le..haiis..dear don wan slp after I reached...haiis..scare her tired tired ar..jiu force dear go slp..jiiajiia say gg wake up le..haiis..I noe I siao nv slp alot den come find jiiajiia..but cuz of jiiajiia I become siao..The day before ytd I woke up 7am plus 8am like tat den ytd nite I slp a few hrs jiu wake up le..See jiiajiia, zhuzhu jiu not tired le ar..

I feel like im extra...haiis..slept awhile juz now..10.20am, done preparing and went out le..Eat very bao sia..but jiiajiia come den very pain vomit out all the food..I send dear hm, her family go si ma lu..I take care dear like she have baby..ppl give mi tat kind of face..lol..How I wish it real..lol..Like got xin fu xin fu de feel..hahas..Went we reached yishun inter and waiting for bus, we saw her family juz nice oso reached and waiting for bus..We took bus back hm..Now 2.57pm, dear resting..sian..till now dear still don let mi kiss her..haiis...Now 3.36pm, dear sleeping..I feel so shag..haiis..dear juz now say 4pm wake her up..I believe wat basheer had told mi before..Tis is our obstacles and if we pass through tis, our relationship will be very strong liao..I noe this is not easy but I will go for it..Fight for my happiness!

4pm le..wake jiiajiia up le..Now 4.04pm le..jiiajiia rest rest again..Went to slp with dear juz now..7.30pm, went to eat dinner den after tat went to room to rest..We talk talk den on 8.46pm we are back to couples! Hope we can be like tat forever! *happy* We talk alot of things out..Now 9.55pm gg to shower le..Done shower den rest awhile, teaching dear her homework..Dear stop studying at 1am den we went to eat again..After tat we play ard with each other and we slept at 3am..Before we slp we took out all our memories..Wat a happy day! Hope we can be like tis forever!

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.Thursday, April 17, 2014 ' 9:31 AM Y

Hi readers,
back again!
Woken up by alarm on 5.30am as dear gg sch but after I wake her up, I slept back..tired ba..I woke up at 8.13am and I donno y too..stomach abit pain...text jiiajiia den lay down on bed..nowaday jiiajiia only text "oh" even though I text her 3 messages or even more..sian...haiis don say le..Now feel like ordering mac lea cuz lazy go down..but waste money lea..sian..Now 10.11am getting up...cook noodles eat and watch show at the same time..damm bao sia..Now 12.33pm juz finish 1 show..missing dear..haiis..Now 1.23pm, wonder wat jiiajiia doing now..Watching tis show and it quite meaningful..It talking abt before Judgement day and after do Judgement day..How ppl change when they are abt to die..Nice show..I saw a quote too in the show..It says "There is no right time to break up but there is also no worng time to fall in love" wat a nice quote!

If u guys have the chance pls go and watch the movie.."Judgement day" It is from Singapore..
Now is 2.14pm gg to take a bath and get ready for tkd training..I find myself hard to pull out from tkd..I noe I love martial arts but only tkd is not enough..I stay in ignite cuz there is too memories in there..Ignite is the place where I fell in love with my dear..No matter how I wont leave ignite..I can join other places or other martial arts but still I will still come back to ignite..It the place to let mi be happy..It the place to rmb all the past and recall all the sweet memories..I noe dear nv come back for tkd le..but it is still the place where we 1st met and fall in love too! That is why I don wan leave even my friends have been asking mi to go join other clubs..Even I went to tp tkd training I still went back to ignite for training..I noe it tiring but I don mind =) Didn't go for tp training as I don like the ppl there..As for ignite, I been staying quite a long time le..plus I most senior ther so no1 will command mi except sir..

Miss those time when training with dear..Going grading with dear..Sparring with dear..(of cuz nv really spar..hahas) 3pm done shower..waiting for tine to pass..fat die mi liao..juz now watching show I eat ice cream lea..Need to do some training l8r..btw deon say he will be coming for training! So long nv meet him liao..hahas..Now 3.51pm still early..laying on my bed..feel like sleeping..dear text mi juz now saying tat tml buffet 11.30am at bras basah..cant wait to meet jiiajiia..So wish dear will come over and see mi train..haiis..Now 4.44pm le..feel like sleeping..lol..jiiajiia talk to mi keep oh de..haiis..So bored at hm..Wonder wat training will it be l8r as new comer is coming for trail..miss jiiajiia haiis...

5.15pm, went out le..reach ther should be 5.45pm or 6pm like tat ba..Today training 6.30pm start..If I got a car how great..I can drive ard den when reaching time den I drive over..Now 5.25pm, I was on bus and 1 more stop reaching inter and I suddenly rmb I nv bring my belt...wat a blur mi..stm sia...now I alighted and went across to take bus back..sian...5.36pm reached and take le..Cannot late...already sweating liao..sian..5.43pm on bus again..wont late ba..5.53pm, on bus 24 le..cannot be half an hr den reach ba..woo lucky nv late..6.10pm reached sport hall le..Train juniors and new comer..Teach new comer commands only..like so sian..Lead juniors patterns..nth much..Juz tat deon came hahas so long nv see him liao..hahas..Got another friend came too..oso very long nv come training le..Will post some photos here l8r..Very fast training ended so sir drive mi and deon go market 85 eat..Deon 1st time come here to eat..Sir treat again bak chok mee..Deon treat us sugar cane..After eating, sir send deon to his nearer mrt station and I walked hm..pat nv come 2day really make mi do everything alone sia..but it a good experience..Now 1.07am le..shall go slp le..l8r morning will go dear house 1st..dear donno I gg hehe ^^ tired nvm..can faster see dear plus give dear surprise ar..hahas..okay good nite readers!

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.Wednesday, April 16, 2014 ' 11:45 PM Y

Hi readers,
here is my next post..
nth much today actually so im gg to shorten tue post for today..

I went funan den walk to bugis den watch movie den I take bus hm..tata end~

huh? too short ar? hahas kk below is the more detailed 1...

I was awake by my alarm as it is 5am le, need to wake jiiajiia up le..jiiajiia having pratical test today! jia you jia you oh! After wake jiiajiia up le jiu went back to slp le..1pm woke up and I lay down till 1.30pm..Went to brush up and text peng wat time he gg to return shirt and tag..den he told mi he with ayu now and she is sick so I ask him wat time he wan to meet..He say 3pm at downtown den I say okay..I called Andy to wake up too and asked him go out tgt as our sch is starting soon..Enjoy now if not not time to enjoy..Asked him to get prepared..

I went to prepare and ate abit of noodles as my bro is cooking..After eating I nua abit den I went out..Thinking of taking bus or mrt..I went out already 3.06pm le..den I took bus =.= stupid mi..End up I 4pm den reach downtown..ps ar peng..After giving back the shirt and tag we went to mrt to meet Andy..Andy reached 4.30pm den we took train down to city hall and peng go to his work place..So mi and Andy went to funan for a walk..Funan change alot after I have left ther..I nv came back since I quit my job at funan..It quite a memories..Very fast time reached 6pm le..We went down to see wat we can go eat..We decided to eat subway..ya again..I ate wrap..so long nv eat wrap le..After dinner, we walk to bugis...We saw new Tian Tian steamboat stall and beside it another steamboat stall too and it is from KSL de..omg! regarded..should have eat buffet..hahas

My buffet hopping haven die yet even though I eat lesser and lesser le..Wanted to try out all the buffet ma..hahas..Food is 1 of my interest oso lea..The KSL brunch de steamboat buffet $19.90 only..can try can try..hahas..We walk walk den suddenly andy asked wanted to watch Captain America? I said anything so we went to buy tickets for 8.30pm de show..Now 7.30pm nia still early so we walk ard bugis plus den suddenly some1 jump in front of mi..Shock sia..Is Jia Yi, so long nv see her le..She changed alot..attitude and characters..She learned alot of bad stuff..haiis..See my friend like tat donno how to say le..But it quite happy to see her doing well..She busy with work and soon tis coming mon she gg for her new sch le..She went in RP..She didn't wan to and I noe y..hahas..She went off as we need to go in le..Time flies..Watch halfway jiiajiia text mi le..She using note3 le ^^ dear don over use of data plan oh..Miss her so much today actually..walk ard and mine mind keep thinking of dear as I cant text her..Dear reformat her phone but still I do wat I texted her through wat app..I noe dear cant see but maybe dear change phone jiu can see le..so I don wan to lost tat chance..If really cant see den at most I tell dear again lo..

Show finish le..Cold sia inside...Not bad the show..So we went out and eat mac burger den went off to bus stop..Andy went off 1st as his bus came..Soon my nus came and I went up le..I called jiiajiia when I otw hm..Told her wat i have been doing for today..Dear say friday go eat buffet ^^ So many buffet outing..fat die mi liao..Very fast I reached hm..

Actually alot details nv really write out cuz donno how write..must on the spot write den easy..so tis is all for today..gg rest le..2.31am liao..dear waiting for mi on phone..cute dear de breathing sound ^^ good night readers!

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. ' 2:03 AM Y

Hi readers,
Wa..Ytd nite shouldn't drink coffee sia! I cant slp=.= I turn here and ther till 3am plus 4am like tat slowly den slp sia..shag..Wake up at 7am to tell dear to wake up le..den I lay down till 7.30am cai wake up..abit tired..jiiajiia angry..psps..don mean to slp so late de..don angry oh..After get up le, I slowly get prepared..Jayson say he meet mi at bedok 8.40am so I slowly lo..since still got so much time..

8.36am I went out..Should have go out earlier..late liao sure kanna gan by him...=.= dear ate Nutella with bread..glad she haven eaten sth..but cannot eat too much Nutella oh..Must drink more water oh..So long nv so early go ite le..like last time gg sch to study sia..hahahas

Reached abit late like ard 9.20am? So i pass pat extension cable den mi and jayson went to eat..Ate Chicken rice..Eat halfway pat jiu text mi say start liao and tell mi faster..After eat jiu faster went up le den we started to give flyer..I went back to my mobile lab too..Saw a lot of my teachers =) So long nv see them le..Talk to Basheer for awhile too..Bash ask mi and dear and i told him we don have le..haiis wish i no need say tat..He ask mi wat happened so i told him..Basheer say wan knock my head..I noe it i not good..HE say dear is a very good gal..Rarely see some1 tat will care so much and treat mi so good..I noe ar..Is zhuzhu blur blur..gong gong..Is zhuzhu bu hao..haiis..zhuzhu wan jiiajiia =(

After talking finish, i went back..kanna scold cuz cannot find mi..plus my grp members kanna ask den all blur blur donno do wat..haiis...So after scolding, i gather my grp 3 to the back..I told them tat i wont scold them cuz i didn't do a gd job too..so i brief them wat to do and where to go den i dismiss them..I walk ard with Jayson den after awhile we plan to wear padding cuz very hard to pull ppl juz by asking them to join or giving them flyer..They need to see some performers to attract them..So we did kicking and a bit of light sparring..Very fast the event ends, of cuz alot of things but hard to explain everything out only can see photos..Oh ya sir drive mi and 2 junior to Simpang bedok to eat fishball noodles..I treat them drinks..Drinks tgt $7 sia..Means i eat 1 fishball noodles $7 =.= Lucky not everytime..They heng lo..So we rush back after eating and when we reach, they started to keep le..3pm le ma..So we help to keep and wait here and there..Sir ask all the committees to the back..Should be kanna scold den i wait for pat lo..Wait till 2 hrs den done sia...so damm long...Pat say they talking who got potential all tis..Should be stepping down and now gg to see who gd enough to take over the places..hahas good luck juniors! So i went back hm..pat actually asked mi go sengkang eat with her but i cant and too tired to go till so far..Cuz i still got cop to do l8r..

So i went hm den called jiiajiia..miss her so much..unpack things and rest for l8r cop..Actually called jiiajiia a lot of times when i resting and doing my photos..I called 17 times..jiiajiia answered and dear told mi tat she was helping her mum with the food and house chores..I den continue to do my photos, very fast 7pm le and jiiajiia say she gg eat dinner. Dear requested to hang up the phone cuz i 7.30 need go down for cop plus tonight cant pei jiiajiia slp slp den i don wan to hang up but still hang up le..haiis..Why the hang up feels like hanging myself up..so hard...haiis..Very fast i went down for cop..cop today do banner..tie up the banner and i almost got a rope burn..Told jiiajiia but i cant feel her care..haiis..Actually both of my instep pain..ya both...i did told jiiajiia but i feel any care, maybe abit ba..scolding mi so careless instead of sayang mi or asking mi..haiis...dear, do u noe tat ur 1 word makes alot of different? haiis..After cop, i go listen abt the youth pap things..Will go in ba..Help out in PAP will be fun? I guess..but of cuz i told them i wont be very active cuz i got too much things..Family, Sch, TKD, Friends, CC, RC and of cuz more important my dear! I will spend more time on dear! More and more things coming into my life but of cuz dear will be the priority of everythings!

Readers will feel abit weird as ther is no time indication cuz i have no time to write on the spot and now i trying to rmb everything wat happened from morning till now..Now 1.15am and i still writing..Started to like writing blog again..seriously blog is a place for mi to blast all my feelings out man so readers u might get bored to my blog post..Sorry~ Okay back to wat i gg write..

So i went hm after my cop den i go to have my light dinner since i nv take my dinner l8r jiiajiia angry so i went to eat..When i was eating halfway, my phone rings~ it the heart to heart ringtone! means it jiiajiia called! I was eating halfway and i jump up sia..den chiong to pick my phone cuz it has been a long time i have heard tis ringtone le..means jiiajiia very long nv call zhuzhu le..*happy* jiiajiia called and plus jiiajiia told mi tat her phone wont take away 1st..tml den take away cuz dear gg changing phone..So i ask jiiajiia to slp early as dear tml 5am need wake up and have practical test..jia you jia you oh!! zhuzhu will always be here for you de =) After finish eating, i continue writing my blog as my mum went shower den i told dear abt CCA fair de things..I told jiiajiia abt i hold a gal as she holding power pack for sir jason so need support her from behind..white belt some more..I explain asi scare jiiajiia misunderstood den jiiajiia told mi tat she wont jealous...My heart juz crack..haiis...After tat i went to shower and jiiajiia slp le..Continue my blog and listening to emo songs till now 1.55am..haiis...

LOVE how hard can u hurt mi? Come ba..HURT mi ba! No matter how i will stand up again and win jiiajiia back de! Stab mi to the heart ba..I will still endure de..cuz i wan to go for my happiness and no1 can stop mi! Saw a chinese quote and it says tat pain is ytd de but happiness is tml! Will put the photo up..late le, shall go rest le..jiiajiia waiting for mi on bed le..even it is through phone but i can hear dear de breathing ^^ *happy*

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.Monday, April 14, 2014 ' 1:10 AM Y

Hi readers,
back with next post..
Now 1.06am le..jiiajiia haven slp..dear cant slp as ytd evening slept awhile le..haiis..l8r 5.30am need to wake up lea..how? haiis..Thinking to buy camera..I wan to buy 70D need a better cam ar..I spent so much money..haiis..but I wan to buy myself a 21st birthday present ar..I wan to get a husky too..cute ma..dear oso like hehe^^ checking out cam prices..Now 2.03am, I think I choose Canon 70D kit 2 EF 18-135..I think it better plus I don think I will need it till 18-200 ba..ya it a better zooming but zoom too much oso not good and depands wher I stand..stomach pain >.<

Now 2.07am..Feel like having supper =.= but donno why stomach pain...sian..Now 2.17am..l8r gg meet peng and ayu for supper..bringing jiiajiia with mi..l8r jiiajiia cannot find mi..Now 2.37am, reached mac and went to deposit money..den went I walk back to mac, I saw police and paramedics pull a old lady out from mac..can see she got sth wrong de..Now waiting for peng and ayu walk here..Listening to dear sleeping hehe^^ dear don snore de only chew her teeth but currently nv..can hear her breathing sound..So wish tat I can slp beside her now..jiiajiia so tired..l8r need wake up early..haiis..l8r end sch must go hm slp early oh..must guai oh *sayang*

eee now 2.42am den reached..jiiajiia nv eat before..next time bring jiiajiia go eat =) I actually forgot to bring the very hot de korean instant noodles give jiiajiia..stm sia mi..keep forgetting things..haiis..Now 2.53am, heard jiiajiia say wei..I shocked..make awake jiiajiia le..haiis..don mean to de..haiis..jiiajiia tired tired..juz mute my phone den jiiajiia say wei den zhuzhu faster unmute..jiiajiia angry and sad sad cuz I mute jiiajiia..psps..scare wake jiiajiia again ma..haohao zhuzhu don mute..*sayang*

jiiajiia told zhuzhu to finish all the food myself as promise I finished le..damm bao..so long nv eat so bao le..I order the green curry chicken burger meal, drink change to ice lemon tea and fries change to cup corns..but the counter give mi up size drink and fries so I tot he mix up or wat den jiu nvm lo..After I bring to ny table, peng and ayu went to order..After awhile, a stuff came with 2 small cup corn and ask mi.."you order cup corn rite?" den I was abit blur so I took out the recipe and see but nv write any thing ther..the stuff have the same recipe so it mine..den the stuff say they give wrong den they say nvm..so I got fries and cup corn...After awhike ayu came back..she blur so I told her wat happen and I gave her 1 cup corn..After awhile peng came back with food he oso shock..so I told him wat happen too..He brought cup corn too..we think tat they have no more normal size cup corn le..so they gave us 2 happy meal de cup corn..

Very soon we eat finish and 3.47am I went back hm and unlock my bike and lend peng as he nv ride here..l8r in the afternoon we will be gg pasir ris to return our 7-11 shirt and tag..Now 4.09am le..still baobao..fat die mi liao..how am I gg to slim down like tat..accompany jiiajiia now..listening to dear sleeping^^ imagine how dear slp hehe so cute ^^ Juz now at outside no internet de..I tot 4g on phone can use 3g but no internet...sometimes can sometimes cannot..donno how the data things work..4.16am le..cant slp..too full le..sit awhile 1st ba..4.39am le..laying down le..misses my dear =( only can listening to dear slp now..shall continue l8r after I wake up le..need to get some rest le..brb!

Im back! 9am plus wake up by some company asking mi to do survey..I told her no time and after tat jiu hang up le..I den continue to slp..was abit hard to slp le..donno y..still back to slp le..11am plus woke up again and slp back again..Now 1.33pm I wake up le..saw jiiajiia message saying tat afternoon no class *happy* at least jiiajiia can go hm early to rest..Now 1.47pm..my stomach pain..donno y..maybe ytd de mac ba..dear at northpoint buying things..missing my dear =( Went to brush up le..Now 2pm in toilet..stomach pain ar..2.30pm out of toilet..nua in toilet sia..lol..scrolling fb..saw a post tat jiiajiia did before^^ so cute hehe^^miss jiiajiia ='( how I wish dear is here..haiis..below is the picture..

Now 2.56pm le..so sian..3.17pm le..nth to do..dear, zhuzhu wish to give up everything to have u back..I don care I have no friends or wat..with jiiajiia jiu enough le..When we married le oso no time for friends ar..Need work and earn money to support you and our kids ma..so zhuzhu ready le..zhuzhu willing to give up my life for you too oh..*muackz* I love you laopo! 3.30pm, I started to do some workout..doing weights for biceps..Peng and Wei Jie coming over but only can come awhile nia..cuz l8r 7.30pm need go down for my cc de reappointment dinner..Juz now peng and Wei Jie came, we train and spar..My instep zhong cuz kick till peng elbow..pain~ time pass very fast and I almost forgot the time..7.16pm, went to shower and get ready..After shower, I apply ice and put cold spray..Hope wont pain and zhong so long..Soon after I done, I went down to cc..of cuz I abit late but it okay..Went to eat and talk to cc ppl..

Now 8.19pm le..Adviser is giving speech..l8r might gg up stage and take certificate but I receive a notice saying my certicate haven hao..so go up stage no cert..Now 8.30pm, speech finish and now giving certificate..Everything done le..9.30pm..chat here and ther..den Michael say go coffee shop for some coffee den jiu go le..jiiajiia 8.30pm jiu text zhuzhu say gg slp le..but 9pm jiiajiia still haven slp cuz too early le..jiiajiia scare zhuzhu angry..zhuzhu nv angry or blame jiiajiia la..cute lea my laopo hehe^^ zhuzhu understand cuz too early le ma..jiiajiia body don use to tis timing I noe so don worry..explain to zhuzhu jiu okay le ar =) 10.05pm jiiajiia still cant slp..*sayang* slowly lo..close ur eyes and relax ur body..zhuzhu very fast jiu come back pei jiiajiia le ar..10.26pm, finish coffee jiu tell jiiajiia saying I gg hm le..but jiiajiia no reply should have slp le ba ^^ 10.32pm jiu reached hm le..Change clothes and packing things for tml CCA fair..My instep still pain >.< so wish jiiajiia can sayang zhuzhu but jiiajiia nv haiis..I called jiiajiia when packing my things..Called jiiajiia 11 times nv ans until yiying tell dear to ans phone and make till dear angry =( ps..didn't mean to de..I noe jiiajiia will say not angry on mi but is zhuzhu called and yiying wake u up to ans phone..on the 12 time jiiajiia answered..*sayang* jiiajiia tired tired..

After pack hao, I put cold spray cuz still pain ar >.< wonder tml how..zhong lea..haiis..btw I not bringing my padding go CCA fair tml as I scare some ppl hand not clean go cut or do wat to my padding..All kinds of ppl oso have de..so scare ar..Going take some photos tml..Now 11.25pm le..listening to jiiajiia slp hehe^^ cute dear =) jiiajiia tml gg wake up by 7am and so do I..Going slp early..I late oso nvm de lo..I bringing my 1st aid kit ther too..Juz now sparring I use peng gloves awhile..wa smelly sia..even after I shower still got the smell..*faint* Shall stop here le..need go rest le..Now 11.29pm le..don slp early l8r jiiajiia angry..good night ppl..
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