Today sch start late so wake up late oso hahas..Today writing tis blog is to express my feeling..So wat happened is tat..I feel tat jiiajiia don really telling mi wat she doing..Maybe I always tell her and I hope she will do the same thing back ba..She complain when tat time I in pub den I message her slow..I noe she worried..Worried tat gals come towards mi..
I did sent her message but it hard for mi to keep track of time but still I try to keep message her after a few minutes..But today, she after sent mi say eat baobao le..on 11.41am den I woke up and text her a few den she replied on 12.13pm..Okay she said she busy as she carrying stuff..but when she go to sch..she don even tell mi tat she is on bus, train all tis..Usually she does..okay not usually..is last time..even very before we broke up..way before..ya I say way before..
so y didn't I said last time? Cuz last time I don care..Cuz I wont really think of her but only myself..But now y am I stressing myself so much? Should I change back to last time? So I have lesser stress? Maybe I think too much? Or should I do the same thing like wat she is doing? Okay she today indirectly said she is on train but wat abt bus? 8.07am, she reached sch as tat time she told mi..10.28am den told mi tat she going in for test le..From 8 to 10.30 how long is tat? 2 & 1/2 hrs and wat the fk is she doing in the 2 & 1/2 hrs? She didn't even text mi?! This is not the 1st time le..
Okay maybe I need to control my emotional now..Cooling down 1st..Okay on the same time..10.28am she sent test hao le..wat is going on? go in and come out? after tat 10.29am she say die liao..I oso noe will die..go in and come out..nv do anything..Okay maybe u can tell mi it the phone reception prob so nv sent out on time..On 10.29am she said die liao lo till 11.22am she said she gg eat..wat she doing?
Maybe I expect too much from her? I stressing her too much? Maybe I over care? Or tis is not even care? Den I bo cha liao..Not going to ask so much..Nv say den suan liao lo..since ppl don wan say..Maybe she feel I busybody..I oso don wan tell her I at wher liao all tis..L8r she find I like bo liao..even at hm oso nv tell mi wat she doing..Den I oso don wan say..I nv tell her wher am I den she will ask..It the same thing..Wat do you feel? Of I don tell u wher or wat am I doing..Den I oso found out something..When she nth to do at hm, she message mi more den she in sch..like a few minutes 1 message..Even when she slp den i do sth or i go wher will tell her as i scare her worry..maybe next time no need ba..I juz wan more details.....suan le..I expect too much le..Need to reduce ba..
I oso found out tat she don post our photo on instagram..Normally she does but now only im doing it..Maybe she finds tat she tgt with mi will throw her face ba......suan le...y am i fking stress now...haiis...Lucky i have u blog..at least i can express all my feeling out here..so glad tat i still have a blog...Shall stop here le..
I went to sch and reached class on time, den i see teacher nv start class so i went out with friends..After tat we came back and he say he will mark us late. I was like wtf?! If u wan do things till like tat den come at mi man..i not scare..You oso nv start the lesson on time and y not i cant go out?
After tat we went to rest and get ready for cds..Xue Qi suddenly text mi and asked mi abt whether i eat hello panda and i said yes..She show mi a whole box of hello panda..alot sia..1.30pm she meet mi and pass mi 30 packets..After tat, i went to class and watched "Sandcastle"a local movie..Quite meaningful..After tat jiu go hm le..Go hm le rest awhile den go busy with cc stuff..busy with tis coming sat ep day..shall end here le.. Johnny hearts yiijiia
Today nth much actually..I went to sch den do nth but keep playing game..nth to do lo..After tat went hm..did some workout den go shower..Micheal grandma pass away ytd night..so l8r gg to songka..mama today nv cook so went down to eat den went to songka..Adviser got come..chit chat awhile den he go off le..gg to jio him for my birthday hahas..ya..actually i still abit angry..haiis..slowly lo..Next mon gg to help out in the pap thing..shall end here le..
jiiajiia after we woke, after lunch..jiiajiia started to study le..see jiiajiia so stress haiis *heart pain*sayang* I jiu lay on bed nua le..so sian..keep playing game lo..played 2048 till 1.2m sia! jiiajiia got keep cake for zhuzhu eat and ask zhuzhu for comments..didn't really like the tiramasu but I like the cheese cake more..
juz tat when I gg, we quarrel on the phone of jiiajiia future plans..sian..lazy to talk abt it..care for jiiajiia...........nvm sua le..shall end here le..tired..gg slp...runny nose the whole day.....sian
...nite!
Today I actually don feel like wake up for the retest 1..cuz I noe im gg to fail again..I nv even study..How to pass?! Tat time 48 ppl take the test and only 8 ppl pass..wth?! Now retest oso hard lea..but still I wake up for the retest..hope ther is open book or wat lo..btw jiiajiia keep saying wan to come over ytd nite..but I stop her as tis coming mon she got exam den only left today and tml to study le..plus she tired tired...So nv let jiiajiia come over..
I faster go prepare and go out le..stomachache sia...sian..maybe nervous ma..scare fail ma..$40 lea..Very meet them le..den went over to national training ground..Meet all the ppl le..fast sia..went to take attendance le..Suddenly got 1 problem...karen name is not in the list?!?! wth?! My name is inside ar..so cannot be karen forgot to pass up or sir forgot..cuz I ask karen to help mi give to sir ar..I actually tot of changing my name to karen..I don mind actually...or lend karen money den get back for sir..
I tell karen to call sir..don care kelvin or jason..juz call..kelvin keep no1 pick up so called jason..den pick up le..karen tell everything le..jason went to check and ask karen to pass phone to the mdm who in charge..After tat jiu okay le..We found out tat actually jason submitted the wrong name..Bryan not suppose to be inside..should be karen...
We tis time no need to take any test juz go through everything den we pass our theory..nice..den pratical oso..juz practice all tgt one shot..den count 1 to 10, 1 to 1 to sir Michael in Korean..Very fast jiu done le..heng ar..lucky I got come sia! Now im a certified 3rd class (provision) National Kyorugi(Sparring) Referee le!! yay!! finally..like some how buy to pass..don care le..at least I have pass!! yay!! $40 is worth it man!!
After tat, mi and pat went to near kevin work place to eat and see the training ther..The kids ther are so cute lo..hahahas..Like so fun ther hahas..Pat treat mi to eat oso..but I treat her back bubble tea..don really like gals treat ar..she say she wan to thank mi tat I accompany her go over..hahas no prob ar..hahas
jiiajiia angry with mi as jiiajiia feel tat zhzuhu go too near with pat le..scare pat will like mi..don worry la dear..we 2 really cannot be de..jiiajiia scare cuz I treat her nice and good..but I only treat her like a sis..so don worry..jiiajiia oso jealous of her..cuz I trest her good good..hao hao..zhuzhu don go too near to pat and don talk or text her so many time..zhuzhu promise le ar..After late lunch den I went to jiiajiia house le..Shall stop here le..
As usual..I wake jiiajiia up..den I went to sch..but for today, I nv go training as I gg to cc to help out..So I end sch early, I went hm slack and use com till it time to go down..Went to house visiting..Jason ask mi to bring cam cuz need to take photos..Funny thing is tat I saw 1 of my teacher...I was like.....omg....his parents live here..lol....After taking photos, I chiong down to ite to pass present to Patricia..tired of cuz..but I don wan to drag it too long ar..Patricia oso pass mi the rings make by her using 3d printer..thanks! After tat went to tamp to have dinner tgt..After tat den went hm...tml still got sch and I nv slp enough..haiis..my body like so weak le..need more rest..jiiajiia angry with mi as I told her tat I not gg ite..but I forgot tell her tat i gg to pass present..cuz I tot I say I not gg ite means not gg training ma..shall rest le..tml morning lea...
Early 3 years 3 months (38months) Anniversay present!
This morning I nv go to sch but lay on my bed till 11am den I went to get prepared..Thinking how to bring the flowers to jiiajiia sch and give her..Didn't tell her I gg as I wan to give her a surprise..So I went out at 2pm and stand all the way till cck ite..Wat a long ride..I called karen and ask her wher is the bakery class and she told mi blk 2 but donno which floor..I see the lobby floor information and I feel tat lvl 4 is the class..So I went to to lvl 4 and u noe wat when the door open, I saw some1 I don like..Den I walk another way but means tat it is confirmed ther is the class liao..I reached cck ite ard 3.40pm plus..Waited till 4.30pm jiiajiia den say she went to locker..So I called jiiajiia but she give mi the angry or fierce fierce voice..I sian lo..Meet her at lvl 2 and pass it to her le..jiiajiia nv kanna surprise by mi..
jiiajiia said she got the feeling tat i came..I tot tat bloody guy go tell her..After jiiajiia receive the flowers and I see her face like not very happy like tat..Tis is wat I feel....jiiajiia face like normal..nit like last time I give her presents and she smile till so happy..but I nv see tis time..I feel I have wasted my efforts and make mi don feel like making anything next time..like so shag like tat..Hope I think too much ba..but tis is my feel ar...haiis..After tat we home tgt..I should have go and shake hand and talk to tat guy ah! Reached hm, we rest awhile den went to eat..After eat we continue rest and after awhile, jiiajiia bring the flowers go outside let papa and ah yi see...They give mi the smile is like so much better den jiiajiia de..haiis..but jiiajiia got smile tgt with them..y jiiajiia at 1st nv like tat lea? I make so much effort on the flowers u noe? Can you feel it? I even go all the way down too...After chatting, jiiajiia slp on my lap and very fast..haven 5 min jiu slp so sound on my lap le..I continue play phone all tis den I see her phone and found out tat jiiajiia actually got quite a number of photos didn't send mi lo..sian..den in her phone I saw jiiajiia with tat guys I jiu sian..not happy..haiis..I noe jiiajiia say they 2 nth but jiu don like..same as jiiajiia don like I go near to other gals..After tat I take all the clothes and put wher jiiajiia always put..den I open up the ti lam..Now 12.20am..I close the door and windows den on the air con..juz now papa came in and say l8r wan in jiu on lo..I heard he say wat jump electricity thing de..donno la..lol..Now laying down le..gg slp de..can see jiiajiia tired lo..always say not tired..mouth to hard...stubborn.....
shall end here..
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Now 1.06am le..jiiajiia haven slp..dear cant slp as ytd evening slept awhile le..haiis..l8r 5.30am need to wake up lea..how? haiis..Thinking to buy camera..I wan to buy 70D need a better cam ar..I spent so much money..haiis..but I wan to buy myself a 21st birthday present ar..I wan to get a husky too..cute ma..dear oso like hehe^^ checking out cam prices..Now 2.03am, I think I choose Canon 70D kit 2 EF 18-135..I think it better plus I don think I will need it till 18-200 ba..ya it a better zooming but zoom too much oso not good and depands wher I stand..stomach pain >.<
Now 2.07am..Feel like having supper =.= but donno why stomach pain...sian..Now 2.17am..l8r gg meet peng and ayu for supper..bringing jiiajiia with mi..l8r jiiajiia cannot find mi..Now 2.37am, reached mac and went to deposit money..den went I walk back to mac, I saw police and paramedics pull a old lady out from mac..can see she got sth wrong de..Now waiting for peng and ayu walk here..Listening to dear sleeping hehe^^ dear don snore de only chew her teeth but currently nv..can hear her breathing sound..So wish tat I can slp beside her now..jiiajiia so tired..l8r need wake up early..haiis..l8r end sch must go hm slp early oh..must guai oh *sayang*
eee now 2.42am den reached..jiiajiia nv eat before..next time bring jiiajiia go eat =) I actually forgot to bring the very hot de korean instant noodles give jiiajiia..stm sia mi..keep forgetting things..haiis..Now 2.53am, heard jiiajiia say wei..I shocked..make awake jiiajiia le..haiis..don mean to de..haiis..jiiajiia tired tired..juz mute my phone den jiiajiia say wei den zhuzhu faster unmute..jiiajiia angry and sad sad cuz I mute jiiajiia..psps..scare wake jiiajiia again ma..haohao zhuzhu don mute..*sayang*
jiiajiia told zhuzhu to finish all the food myself as promise I finished le..damm bao..so long nv eat so bao le..I order the green curry chicken burger meal, drink change to ice lemon tea and fries change to cup corns..but the counter give mi up size drink and fries so I tot he mix up or wat den jiu nvm lo..After I bring to ny table, peng and ayu went to order..After awhile, a stuff came with 2 small cup corn and ask mi.."you order cup corn rite?" den I was abit blur so I took out the recipe and see but nv write any thing ther..the stuff have the same recipe so it mine..den the stuff say they give wrong den they say nvm..so I got fries and cup corn...After awhike ayu came back..she blur so I told her wat happen and I gave her 1 cup corn..After awhile peng came back with food he oso shock..so I told him wat happen too..He brought cup corn too..we think tat they have no more normal size cup corn le..so they gave us 2 happy meal de cup corn..
Very soon we eat finish and 3.47am I went back hm and unlock my bike and lend peng as he nv ride here..l8r in the afternoon we will be gg pasir ris to return our 7-11 shirt and tag..Now 4.09am le..still baobao..fat die mi liao..how am I gg to slim down like tat..accompany jiiajiia now..listening to dear sleeping^^ imagine how dear slp hehe so cute ^^ Juz now at outside no internet de..I tot 4g on phone can use 3g but no internet...sometimes can sometimes cannot..donno how the data things work..4.16am le..cant slp..too full le..sit awhile 1st ba..4.39am le..laying down le..misses my dear =( only can listening to dear slp now..shall continue l8r after I wake up le..need to get some rest le..brb!
Im back! 9am plus wake up by some company asking mi to do survey..I told her no time and after tat jiu hang up le..I den continue to slp..was abit hard to slp le..donno y..still back to slp le..11am plus woke up again and slp back again..Now 1.33pm I wake up le..saw jiiajiia message saying tat afternoon no class *happy* at least jiiajiia can go hm early to rest..Now 1.47pm..my stomach pain..donno y..maybe ytd de mac ba..dear at northpoint buying things..missing my dear =( Went to brush up le..Now 2pm in toilet..stomach pain ar..2.30pm out of toilet..nua in toilet sia..lol..scrolling fb..saw a post tat jiiajiia did before^^ so cute hehe^^miss jiiajiia ='( how I wish dear is here..haiis..below is the picture..
Now 2.56pm le..so sian..3.17pm le..nth to do..dear, zhuzhu wish to give up everything to have u back..I don care I have no friends or wat..with jiiajiia jiu enough le..When we married le oso no time for friends ar..Need work and earn money to support you and our kids ma..so zhuzhu ready le..zhuzhu willing to give up my life for you too oh..*muackz* I love you laopo! 3.30pm, I started to do some workout..doing weights for biceps..Peng and Wei Jie coming over but only can come awhile nia..cuz l8r 7.30pm need go down for my cc de reappointment dinner..Juz now peng and Wei Jie came, we train and spar..My instep zhong cuz kick till peng elbow..pain~ time pass very fast and I almost forgot the time..7.16pm, went to shower and get ready..After shower, I apply ice and put cold spray..Hope wont pain and zhong so long..Soon after I done, I went down to cc..of cuz I abit late but it okay..Went to eat and talk to cc ppl..
Now 8.19pm le..Adviser is giving speech..l8r might gg up stage and take certificate but I receive a notice saying my certicate haven hao..so go up stage no cert..Now 8.30pm, speech finish and now giving certificate..Everything done le..9.30pm..chat here and ther..den Michael say go coffee shop for some coffee den jiu go le..jiiajiia 8.30pm jiu text zhuzhu say gg slp le..but 9pm jiiajiia still haven slp cuz too early le..jiiajiia scare zhuzhu angry..zhuzhu nv angry or blame jiiajiia la..cute lea my laopo hehe^^ zhuzhu understand cuz too early le ma..jiiajiia body don use to tis timing I noe so don worry..explain to zhuzhu jiu okay le ar =) 10.05pm jiiajiia still cant slp..*sayang* slowly lo..close ur eyes and relax ur body..zhuzhu very fast jiu come back pei jiiajiia le ar..10.26pm, finish coffee jiu tell jiiajiia saying I gg hm le..but jiiajiia no reply should have slp le ba ^^ 10.32pm jiu reached hm le..Change clothes and packing things for tml CCA fair..My instep still pain >.< so wish jiiajiia can sayang zhuzhu but jiiajiia nv haiis..I called jiiajiia when packing my things..Called jiiajiia 11 times nv ans until yiying tell dear to ans phone and make till dear angry =( ps..didn't mean to de..I noe jiiajiia will say not angry on mi but is zhuzhu called and yiying wake u up to ans phone..on the 12 time jiiajiia answered..*sayang* jiiajiia tired tired..
After pack hao, I put cold spray cuz still pain ar >.< wonder tml how..zhong lea..haiis..btw I not bringing my padding go CCA fair tml as I scare some ppl hand not clean go cut or do wat to my padding..All kinds of ppl oso have de..so scare ar..Going take some photos tml..Now 11.25pm le..listening to jiiajiia slp hehe^^ cute dear =) jiiajiia tml gg wake up by 7am and so do I..Going slp early..I late oso nvm de lo..I bringing my 1st aid kit ther too..Juz now sparring I use peng gloves awhile..wa smelly sia..even after I shower still got the smell..*faint* Shall stop here le..need go rest le..Now 11.29pm le..don slp early l8r jiiajiia angry..good night ppl..
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Johnny hearts yiijiia
Hi readers,
Sorry to u guys to keep reading my boring blog..
7.15am, I woke up as I dream abt dear den I realise tat I didn't wake up at 5.30am to wake dear up..sian..she text mi say she ending the call as she need to get prepared le..so I text her..Dear reply and tell mi to go slp..normally she tell mi go slp the next moment she will be beside my bed so I good boy and go slp..
Idk y..how I turn here and ther oso cant seem to slp..8am le..dear text mi say she reached sch le..sian..I so wish tat she bluff mi abt the event things and come over to find mi..I noe it abit impossible but I still wish..haiis..I miss my dear...Now 8.10am le..I still don have the feel to slp..juz now be4 dear text mi..I was turning here and ther already have suicidal thoughts le..haiis..I really scare 1 day I really go suicide den no1 will take care of jiiajiia le..
If I suicide means some1 replace mi le..but I will still watch her from far..be her only guardian..now 8.14am le..shall go slp awhile..brb..Im back..now 8.43am..cant seem to slp..sian..scare jiiajiia angry..haiis..I miss jiiajiia soo much..text dear..dear like don wan talk to mi =( wat can I do? I tried all my best not to show emotional in front of her but everytime I heard her voice I feel like crying den she sometime talk like so mean I jiu cry le..
zhuzhu don blame u..zhuzhu will wait for u de..haiis..9am le..missing my dear ='( how? wat can I do? 9.36am le..haiis..shall get up and brush up..raining outside hope dear wont go under the rain..watching doraemon now..eee only watch awhile jiu no more le..10am jiu finish..l8r meeting shao juan and pass present to her..drag so long le..sian..missing dear..wonder wat dear doing..haiis..10.08am le..dear text mi tat ther no rain..but jiiajiia 4got abt our promise le..cannot slp on bus without zhuzhu..l8r ppl touch her how..haiis..zhuzhu jiu easy worry ma..*worry* who dare to touch her I wont let tat person see till tml sunrise..
10.12am le..actually I don like how jiiajiia talk to mi now..so not like jiiajiia..haiis..10.36am, I went to cook 1 pack of noodles to eat..even though I don feel like eating but don eat l8r jiiajiia angry..so I juz choose beef soup noodles..drink 1 cup of orange juice too..
11am, shao juan text mi say she at cc le so I take her present and went down to meet her and pass her present..We chat awhile and go back hm..Tat present is from last year till now sia..so long le..Now 12.35pm donno dear eat her lunch le ma? haiis..gg to tamp to buy back the watch..sian..need spent money again..haiis..
Now 1.15pm on train le..I finally buy my bus concessions le..$27.50 finally drop..If not every month $52 ex sia..Brought my watch le..buy sth abit different from last time de..my base is abit blue in colour..$750 but got 15% so is $637..ex..heart pain..haiis..Now 2.11pm le..bring mama go eat chicken rice..we walk the whole tamp but like nth to eat lea..sian..don have the feel to eat lea..but still must eat..l8r jiiajiia angry..
3.37pm I went out to go green rc as I got my photography ig projects..Need to shoots some photos..Now 5.55pm juz went out of rc..walking to bedok inter..gg dear house hope can give her a surprise ^^ dear must be very busy..the whole day nv on9 wat app..Hope she wont tired out herself..Now is 6.04pm reached mrt platform le..gg tamp take bus 969 to yishun as it is so late now scare cant reach be4 jiiajiia reached..take bus 854 will be very long..I scare tat I like tat find jiiajiia, she will find mi very disturbing..find mi fan..sorry oh jiiajiia but zhuzhu really miss you..
jiiajiia go hm sure tired tired..busy whole day..jiiajiia..zhuzhu anyhow think..think u with other boy boy now..play till very happy..zhuzhu scare jiiajiia go with other boy boy..den I tell myself cannot anyhow think..sorry oh..zhuzhu really miss you soo much..Now 6.25pm I on bus 969 le..I ran juz now as I saw the bus came..if not need wait very long ar..I don wan let jiiajiia wait so long..Wonder wat jiiajiia doing now? Did she eaten her dinner? Did she drink enough water? Did she take care herself well? *worry* Think alot..scare jiiajiia tired out herself..haiis
Now 6.49pm le..saw jiiajiia retweet tis..
sometimes i feel like nobody likes me
nobody wants me
nobody needs me
and nobody cares.
oh wait its true.
It not true my dear..
I want you!
I need you!
I care for you!
Iloveyou!
dear, no matter wat I will be with you! Now 6.54pm..reached yishun le..gg take bus 812..alot ppl sia..wat should I do to surprise her l8r lea? hmmm ^^ hope she happy to see mi hehe ^^ Now 7.03pm le..juz went up the bus..Saw couples and think back when zhuzhu and jiiajiia on bus..zhuzhu will 1 hand hold the handle and the other hold jiiajiia..sometimes hand pain le still hold cuz don wan let u fall down juz tat nv tell jiiajiia..don wan let her worry ar plus it juz a small matter..jiiajiia fall down BIG matter lea..sometimes jiiajiia slp on zhuzhu hand will pain too but oso nv say cuz I wan to be like tis forever..feeling xin fu xin fu de..hehe^^
7.13pm..I get off the bus le..walking to jiiajiia house..7.17pm I reached jiiajiia house outside le but the wooden door is close..I heard sound so I think her mum is praying ba..so I called yiying to help mi open door..he nv answer..den when I hang up, yiying called back so I asked him help mi open door..7.20pm I went in le..yiying say my timing juz nice..mama praying and he was sleeping..psps..I saw papa den he say "she will be very late hm did she tell u?" I say I noe..8 plus like tat den end..I actually went to check abt the event on Google when I was on bus 969..papa say "u haven eat dinner hor? I oso haven eat..l8r go down eat u treat.." I was like hahas..
Now 7.28pm le sitting in jiiajiia's bed..so long nv sit le..so long nv smell till jiiajiia le..so miss tis smell..aiyo..jiiajiia y u so messy..everything oso throw on bed..>.< I got wrote sth on her post stick when I took her pencil case den I saw den I stick it on her laptop..hehe^^ I hide the 7-11 stickers into dear de pencil case too hehe ^^
7.36pm, mama cook my dinner oso..they eating noodles..mama cook 2 packs of noodles, add egg and alot of vegetable tat brought from Taiwan..mama oso add jiiajiia favourite vegetable hai dai!! hahas zhuzhu started to like le..donno y..actually alot of vegetable cuz of jiiajiia, zhuzhu started like to eat..funny hor..hahas..Lucky jiiajiia not here cuz got alot soup..drink too much instant noodles soup not gd..After eat finish, I help to wash the bowl and plates..yi an and yiying de oso..8.08pm, I went back to room and see my phone and I saw jiiajiia text mi le!! Happy ^^ dear say she still doing food and sending out guest..will very late den end..*worry* jiiajiia tired tired..hope jiiajiia eaten le..zhuzhu will at hm wait for u to come back oh..zhuzhu miss you..8.30pm, I on jiiajiia laptop den I try to unlock her com but I cant..I keep on try den the com say I need to go reset or try 1 more time den I jiu off com le..hope jiiajiia don angry oh..
After tat I went to shower..8.53pm back to bed den I saw jiiajiia text ^^ dear now den eat dinner =( *sayang* tired tired..zhuzhu at hm waiting for you oh hehe^^ hope u will happy when u see zhuzhu when jiiajiia finish 1 whole day of event..9.13pm le..stomach pain..keep booboo..smelly..9.28pm le..jiiajiia text zhuzhu say she on bus gg back sch le..yay! but jiiajiia go back sch still need keep tis and tat..tired tired..Now 9.56pm le..still waiting jiiajiia to be back hm..Must tell myself..when jiiajiia back hm din disturb her..let her go shower..after shower help her dry her hair den when dry le..let her slp slp..don disturb her..jiiajiia already so tired..must rmb..10.01pm le..stomach still pain >.< sian..cant wait jiiajiia to be back..so nervous hehe^^jiiajiia back everything jiu okay le..=)Miss jiiajiia so much!
10.10pm le..I suddenly rmb a quote tat I made myself so once again I pick up the post stick from dear de pencil case and write it den I stick on jiiajiia de laptop again hehe^^ I hope she still rmb tis quote as tis quote I wrote it on blog before..I started to get sleepy le..wake up from 7.30am till now..of cuz I cannot compare to dear..dear more tired, busy the whole day le..*sayang* zhuzhu see jiiajiia like tat *heart pain* =( 10.36pm le..I got headache le..sian..I juz now read back my blog..I wish we can go back like last time..like sweet sweet like tat..zhuzhu can do it..I miss jiiajiia ='( 10.40pm, papa walk in and ask abt jiiajiia le..he say "ni de laopo lea? hai mei you hui lai ar?" den I help dear cover say she on bus gg back sch..haiis..dear faster come back oh..papa oso ask mi hungry anot? he say fridge got curry from ytd de..l8r she come back ask her warm up..I say no need le..I full le..dear zhuzhu alone at hm hen sian..waiting jiiajiia come hm pei zhuzhu..
jiiajiia 10.45pm text zhuzhu say otw hm le ^^ *happy* but jiiajiia say her phone gg no batt plus nv bring portable changer..*worry* haiis..jiiajiia ar..zhuzhu worry lea..haiis..Juz now took out jiiajiia de post stick and write sth on it but i nv tear out..jiu leave it inside jiiajiia de pencil case ba..hehe ^^ now is 11.10pm le..jiiajiia is coming back le..so I must rmb cannot disturb till jiiajiia..l8r she angry..11.11pm..make a wish! done! hehe ^^ 11.21pm le..jiiajiia text zhuzhu say she on bus 812 le hehe^^ nervous~~~I hide everything and I close my lights le..jiu wait for jiiajiia to come back hehe ^^ jiiajiia will be very happy de hehe^^ nervous~~~ damm nervous~~ >.< zhuzhu like counting down sia..now 11.27pm le..hehe^^ 11.29pm, shit..almost forget to off power switch and fan..blur mi =.= zhuzhu always blur blur de..Now off everything le, more like it..only waiting for the main lead to be back ^^ *nervous* so nervous sia..
11.32pm le..hear lift and door sound..should be jiiajiia ba hehe^^ I hide in front of the closet den when dear walk to her bed, I hug her..den dear say she already saw mi standing ther le..sian..After tat, dear on the light and fan and I ask her tat she nv feel surprise? dear say no..My heartache le..haiis..I planned.....but fail...After tat I ask dear abt y her bag got slimming tea and dear say friend give de..drink 1 pack le no effect..I jiu more shag..cuz we said be4 no slimming pills or anything tat is gg to apply on us de..After tat my tears started to drop..dear behind mi like sign..I noe I very emotional and fan now..but wat can I do? I noe it tea but still ther is some kind of chemical inside..I don wan ur body to be spoilt..haiis..After tat dear went to shower..I can see dear already very tired and shag..I heard tat dear wed wont have phone..sian..how do I call dear? Is like I cannot find her the 1 whole day..11.49pm..now my heart more pain..Wo bu fang xin!! haiis...y like tat?! I miss her now even at her house..no phone how?! ='(
I tried my best not to cry in front of her le..I scare dear feel very fan..haiis..
11.53pm le..dear shower hao le..now help papa book phone number..hai le..shall stop here..will continue next blog cuz gg 12am so is tml le..
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Hi guys~ I'm back..
Having my poly exam this few days and 2day was the last paper! ^^ happy but sad too..I did not done too well..I scare I will fail my exam..
I don wish to repeat my module..Poly are stress for mi..ITE is still better..so relaxing..I think I enjoy too much in ITE den I cannot cope in poly now..
I so hope that everything can pass..if I fail I will be in other class and won't have a fixed class..that is so scary..my time table will be all different too...
Oh ya btw it about my tkd grading..I went for my black belt grading..yes! Black belt!! But u noe wat? I failed..juz because I nv join the workshop..how stupid is this..
They so short of money?? Is like using money juz to buy the belt..if u fail mi due to any skills or wat I have nth to say..but i fail due to the workshop I nv attend...wtf is tis?? Even my friends said tis is not fair too...
Stopping here..will back for more update I think..Hahas~
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Wa wat a dead blog...going 2 let tis blog alive again ba..After I come back fm Vietnam I stopped blogging le but I going 2 blog again, maybe it not everyday..Let mi back 2 topic..I have 1 month plus nv use blog le so in tis blog post, i will fill in those blanks when i nv use blog...
I went 2 Vietnam on 4July-8July, it juz a short 5 days trip but tis 5 days abit long without jiiajiia with mi...Be4 I went 2 Vietnam the week be4 tat, i juz got my result 4 the last half of the year...It is still on holiday and it the week tat i everyday morning will went 2 jiiajiia house till end of the week..
I got GPA 4.0...I was like expected but still happy cuz tis time de exam quite easy...It not i bhb but really it easy, my class got abt 8 ppl got GPA 4.0...tat is only 4 the last half of the year, my cumulative is 3.644...i still need 2 aim for GPA 4.0 again cuz i wan 2 get course medal plus my teacher wan mi 2 get course medal oso...So ther some stress on mi...Will work hard 4 it de..God will help mi too!!
After tat it reached July le..Both of us started 2 miss each other even though i haven leave the country...On Monday morning(4July11) jiiajiia came 2 my house cuz she wanted 2 send mi 2 the airport..jiiajiia oso bring some medication 4 mi but i nv take cuz i scare cannot bring up the plane..
She was abit sad and some tears dropped down cuz jiiajiia worry abt mi...don worry dear i'll be fine de...dear very sorry 2 tell u tat i was able 2 take the medication up when i reached ther...but don worry i nv even sick ther ^^
I got bring my own medication oso so jiiajiia don worry..Idk anything abt taking plane cuz it my 1st time so donno wat 2 take note of..jiiajiia and my mum sent mi 2 airport T3 and i went 2 gather with my friends, jiiajiia hide @ some place and don let mi see her...
She text mi and say she crying le, i was worry but i already expected she was crying le...Noe le oso will worry ar plus she hide somewher don let mi find her...btw Tony oso came 2 sent mi off, he oso gave mi a name key-chain..After awhile, jiiajiia finially told mi wher she is and i look over ther, waving @ her but don dare 2 walk over 2 her..
She hide cuz she don wan mi 2 see her cry but i really wanted 2 see her...Wanted but nv, i only stand and look @ her far away...Tis time Tony walk 2 mi, Tony told mi tat jiiajiia cried till like tat place going flood but i still don dare 2 walk 2 her..Tony keep telling mi 2 comfort her den started 2 walk 2 her but when i started 2 walked 2 her, jiiajiia faster hide behind the wall...
jiiajiia don cry le..I noe jiiajiia don wan zhuzhu 2 see u cry but when jiiajiia sad sad zhuzhu is the closest person 2 u and should be with u when u sad ar..If not u wan other ppl be with u when u sad ma? zhuzhu wan 2 be with u!! When zhuzhu sad oso wan jiiajiia pei only cuz jiiajiia is only person tat will listen 2 zhuzhu de heart...am i rite?
I went in le..On plane missing jiiajiia haiis but oso enjoying the ride..It my 1st time on plane, it so cool ^^ When the plane started 2 run on the runway, it like sitting in a Sport car or i can say is like F1 racing ^^ den take off is like playing roller-coaster hahas..so fun but i so wish tat jiiajiia is with mi....
Reached Vietnam le..The place is messy, maybe i don use to tat place ba...Singapore is really a much much better place den ther..We should be more taking care of our environment...@ ther the traffic is really worst, motor is everywher...U hardly find cars around...It like a motorcycle country...1 motor can sit 4 person and i see it by my own eyes..not only once, it alot alot of time and they wont be caught...
Crossed the road oso scared...They wont stop 4 u even if u stand in front of the zebra-crossing...@ Vietnam u wan 2 cross the road, u must not scare cuz when u juz cross those motors will dodge u...It quite fun crossing the road ther...After we reached ther awhile, my friend the phone rings as his mum called 2 his Singapore number but it deduct $5 sia for juz awhile...So wish jiiajiia will call my S'pore no.
I reached ther mi and my friends keep find pre-paid card so tat we can call back...I really wanted 2 call jiiajiia..Miss her so much..wanted 2 listen 2 her voice sia...haiis..Went 2 eat den @ nite we were brought 2 the nite market...Suddenly my phone rang, i take out and i saw jiiajiia's name!! den i faster pick up..
I Miss my jiiajiia sooooo much!! So happy 2 hear her voice sia ^^ I promise her tat i will faster find pre-paid card den call her de...Very fast we hang up le..of cuz my card detuct $5...I shop @ the nite market and the ppl ther trying 2 dig out $$ fm us but we r not tat stupid...We try 2 cut down the price...If they don drop the price, i don buy cuz ther got other shop tat sell the same things...
Went we got on the bus den the tour guide pass us pre-paid card and we pay him $$...We earlier on ask him 2 help us buy...He can help us buy a cheaper 1 cuz we find and find like every place the same price...expensive sia..1 sim card S$6 = $100 000 don...
I got the sim card le den i faster change my sim card...Went back 2 hotel room and call my mum..after tat i call jiiajiia..jiiajiia heard my voice damm happy sia hahas ^^ I oso happy when i heard her voice..miss her so much!!!
Tis 5 days trips we went 2 alot of place and we try alot of their foods...I don think their food is ok cuz i think i don use to it..We went 2 try real life firing oso..so fun..we oso see how they won the war...I see alot of pic fm their last time war...
Came back fm Vietnam, i brought some Vietnam coffee..quite nice..jiiajiia call till my voice-mail full and sent mi 200 to 300 plus text message...so touch, i didn't expect tis much sia...
After i come back le the next week i got tkd grading~ I pass my grading le..i got blue belt le...After tat the next following week i went 4 NS medical check up...The check up took mi 3 hr den after tat i went 2 find jiiajiia and watch "Captain America"....Tis is all whole last mth plus abit tis mth blog...I abit lazy 2 put up pic so tis post have no pic...
ending here le...
2day woke up @8:30am again cuz 10am need reach sch 4 final revision..Exam 1pm den start..Reach sch le den listen 2 teacher abit..after tat slack..like nth 2 study sia cuz tis module all is like need 2 rmb nia..
no need calculation, no math inside..all straight ans but die sia my brain can't rmb so many things..After the revision we went 2 eat breakfast..don wan 2 eat too full so I went 2 buy "ban mian" but turn out I'm full~ dry de lea not soup de lea..
erm....means tat my stomach become smaller le ba..can't fill too much le but my stomach still seem big ar..sian...After all the eating, we went up 2 the function hall as the exam venue is ther..Slack slack ther, discuss some question with friends...
oh ya...my stupid friends bluff mi, wan scare mi..idiots sia..They say my MDT de exam only get single digi and say is our CA say de den ask mi 2 ask CA if I don believe..In tat time I'm really scare sia cuz tat paper I got confidence de but say till like tat sia..
When my CA walking around, I went 2 ask my he nv say den I turn around 2 look @ my idiots friends..they are laughing ther sia..idiots sia!!! my heart almost jumped out sia..damm scare la..WA LAO! play till like tat!! will die 1 de!! arh!!! piss off sia..A
fter tat shocking moments, it time 4 exam le..text le jiiajiia den went in 2 the exam venue le..abit scare 4 tis exam cuz nv practice anything ma..find my table le den sit down, see the paper den it like quite ok ar ju only the section B nia..
haha everytime is section B de hahas..oh ya 4got 2 tell u tat jiiajiia is coming 2 my sch meet mi sia!!!! HAPPY!! ^^ After my exam, juz nice she reach le..Went down meet her den we went 2 tamp walk walk and we decided 2 go my house 1st so I can go shower and change clothes..
Went back le can let her rest cuz I noe she will be tired fm Yishun to Simei sia..After tat I weird weird de make jiiajiia abit scare scare le cuz like I will let go of her but I nv tot of tat..So dear don worry den we went 2 Simei ITE cuz she need 2 pass sir Jason some tkd stuff..
After tat we went 2 eat @ Cafe 1 the Japanese food..I donno wat happen 2 mi 2day..suddenly like tooo gd 2 her den she scare tat i'll leave her..she cried somemore sia..can see tat she really scare sia..ps dear..don mean 2 make u cry..
I oso donno wat happen juz tat i wan 2 treat u better tat all..don worry..I LOVE YOU always!!~After tat we went 2 tamp walk walk..went 2 T1 the roof slack..Got stars sia..Nice! blinking 1 sia plus not only 1 star but oso not alot @ least can see everywher ^^
Can see stars with jiiajiia sia..Beautiful sia ^^ jiiajiia feel tired tired sia den sth happen, not going in details..When 2 walk walk awhile more and it time 4 us 2 go back le cuz jiiajiia tired plus she got exam tml..
While sending jiiajiia back 2 Yishun, Batty text mi..asking wat happen 2 my dear? I was like wat happen? nth happen wat..I think ther are some misunderstood plus talk 2 Batty will die..look @ her only will like kill her like tat..k don wish 2 talk abt tis..
Send her back 2 Yishun den went hm le..really sia everytime I got on my bus jiiajiia de bus come hahas..not 1 or 2 times le, is like everytime sia hahas..oh ya..jiiajiia told mi tat after I got on my bus she went 2 wait 4 her bus, she oso saw her father waiting 4 bus oso..lol lucky her father nv see mi..or her father juz act donno..nvm over le..
Went hm le shower all tis den plan tat I going 2 make breakfast 4 jiiajiia cuz I tml going 2 wait 4 her in her sch ma..Went to 7-11 to buy bread all tis lo..hahas Went hm after tat and went 2 slp as jiiajiia waiting 4 mi hahas Kk ending here~
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2day jiiajiia nv sch as she ytd sick and now she need 2 go see doctor..I went 2 sch den slack slack only sia...very fast when teacher release us i faster rush down 2 Yishun de polyclinic 2 find her..
when i on the way, jiiajiia text mi sth and i started 2 angry but after tat long distance travel..i think alot and i don feel very angry le...When i reached ther, i walked around 2 find her..cant find her lea...After tat i text her den she told mi @ 2nd floor den i go round and round 2 find her but nv see her...
Gone case sia my eyes..den she text mi the place wher she is den i found her..sian..my eyes really gone case cuz i walk ther be4 but nv went in...After tat she told explain 2 mi everything le and i don feel angry le...After tat jiiajiia pass my bread den i say i don wan den i make her cry =( pspspsps dear..don mean 2 make u cry de..After tat i took and eat le..jiiajiia 4got 2 bring her ez-link card out hahas so cute of her sia ^^
We wait 4 her number 2 be call den after awhile, a nurse called her number and told her 2 go down to 1st floor to see doctor..We went down den very fast she went in and came out le..I pei her go take medi den we went up to 2nd to take our height and weight..guess wat?? my weight keep dropping sia...
nvm...after tat we went 2 eat @ NorthPoint..We went 2 eat @ Wendy's den we went 2 watch "kung fu panda 2" @ GV..damm funny sia..i keep laughing sia..all the way sio hahas...nice movie!! After the movie, we went 2 walk walk den sth happened, shall not say only mi and jiiajiia noe ^^
2day woke up @ 7am as sch starts @ 8am jiiajiia oso..After tat i started 2 brush up and text jiiajiia...She woke up @ 8am plus like tat...sian stomach pain fm ytd sia den started 2 went 2 sch blah blah blah.......
Reached sch listen 2 teacher den very fast go 4 S&W..Got Napfa text 2day sian..gone case...After tat went 2 East Point 2 eat BK den meet jiiajiia as she wan pei mi go SP...
Went 2 SP with her den i go 4 lesson...The teacher speak so fast teach so fast btw i let jiiajiia waited for 2 hrs sia haiis...After tat we went 2 Yishun walk walk den went 2 toilet..finally go toilet le..stomach pain fm ytd sia...Went 2 Popular walk awhile den started 2 go hm...
After tat i went 2 cell grp den done le went hm..I keep calling her but nv pick up dne when i reached hm, she called mi 5 times den i pick up..ya @1st is angry but after i heard her voice i feel more relax le...Now talking with jiiajiia on phone while writing blog and using fb..dear i miss you!!!
dear jiiajiia laopo, don worry..don blame urself...it ok de, don think too much..I oso break my promise ma but juz don do it again can le but with reason nvm la...U have reason juz now ma...don think too much ar...I love and miss you!!~
6am jiiajiia called mi 2 wake mi up den we went 2 brush up and started 2 prepare 4 tkd grading *nervous*...I wan get double 4 my belt ar...I told her tat i wan go meet her @ tamp and she ok with it..Went out 2 meet her, she told mi she with some1..Early morning i already jealous...haiis sian~ but it a misunderstanding...
Reached tamp, jiiajiia brought a bread 4 mi 2 eat..sooo sweet ar ^^ We went 2 take bus to sch...Went 2 change and sit down all tis lo...Prepared 4 grading..train own patten...After tat we went 4 grading*nervous~* Do patten le den basic kicks, after tat sparring..My sparring not very gd ar..My double belt gone case le...Tis time grading can get result on the spot..I nv get double sian~only pass nia...
Ending of grading sth happen..jiiajiia makes mi angry..piss off..don wish 2 talk abt it...Went 2 change my shirt...Planning 2 walk off after tat but jiiajiia keep calling den i ans as she can fell tat i will walk off and she cant find mi...Done packing everything le den went out..Got planning 2 go off but she lucky 2 found mi 1st...ya still angry den jiiajiia keep saying sry 2 mi and hold mi but i really very angry actually is sad haiis..
I told her tat we went 2 eat den go hm but she don wan and keep holding mi..We went 2 East Point, walking halfway we talk alot and i slowly ok le..Went 2 East Point nth much 2 eat den i think of going eat Just Asia as we going Pasir Ris oso...We went 2 Pasir Ris 2 see rings and i have brought them oso but i not giving her now..
I waiting 4 time..depands when i wan 2 give lo...After tat we went 2 Just Asia 2 eat..Called Kok Yee and told abt the rings thing den he sian cuz he wanted 2 buy oso hahas^^ We took alot of photo in Just Asia...After eating, we went 2 AMK hub..Reached ther, we went 2 watch movie..We watch "Scream 4" not very nice lo, not scary 1 lo but sth happen during the whole movie ar..not going into details...
After movie, sth happen again, not going into details oso but can say tat i got a Happy day^^ We went 2 eat Mos burger..We brought rice burger den i buy 1 more fish burger and we share share^^ After eating, I send jiiajiia 2 Yishun den i took bus854 back hm~I got a Happy and Angry day 4 mi but nvm over le...got a tired day oso...kk stopping here...
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2day wake up @ 7:30am den i see my phone but nv see jiiajiia the message...Get out of my bed den message her but after awhile still no reply..I started 2 call her as she 9am need 2 reach sch..Actually not call is spam hahas as she nv ans ar tat y, tot she haven wake up ar, cuz no message, no ans...
After i spam quite alot le den jiiajiia ans le..She told mi she preparing tat y..Done brushing up and shower le..I hang up the phone and started 2 prepare my things...Done prepared and went down den started 2 call my dear...We talked on the phone den i took bus24...Damm the ppl!! Ur mouth cannot say excuse mi? need 2 push 1 ar!?!? KNN!!! FISH FISH~~
After tat reached sch and went 4 class..teacher change the classroom as the classroom cannot open..lucky my friend told mi abt it..Nth 2 do in class oso, sitting down talking with jiiajiia and write my blog 4 tis morning den continue @ nite 4 after and after tkd de...2day is batty the grp present..damm sian...
After tat we went 2 other class...really super sian...teacher talking 2 batty and she give attitude 2 den i help teacher KP her back plus teacher shoot her the same word i say den she told mi..1 person shoot is enough den she beat my leg=.=''' I told jiiajiia abt it and my dear started 2 angry, trying 2 cool her down...
Went 2 lunch, jiiajiia told mi she not happy with some1 and almost going 2 fight den i told her 2 relax and tell mi wat happen..During lunch, Esther called mi and told mi tat she wan 2 meet batty and talk 2 her...I was shock, didin't wan 2 make things big...so i told her 2 relax and i started 2 call jiiajiia as Esther told mi tat jiiajiia really angry abt tat...jiiajiia told mi wat happen juz now when she during lunch...some1 "diao" her..NBCB!!! "diao" my dear nv die be4 ar?!?! *angry*
After lunch, went back class oso sian but suddenly teacher say wan do job-sheet..sian~ den do lo no choice..suddenly, my CA told mi tat he wan help mi 2 get "Course Medal" and can get $300 oso..*I WAN I WAN!!* He say i got a strong CCA and plus my result not poor oso juz need 2 get more GPA..He oso say tat i need other things 2 help mi like CIP...Go old folk hm help all tis lo...If got go competition be4 even better...I oso got outside exp as i working as customer service officer and i got other skill like 1st Aid as i learn in sch and tis course will clock in 7hrs of CIP *happy @ least i join so many CCA got help mi^^*
Another teacher came and told us tat tml got CIP...Pick rubbish outside..I think is near Simei de lo...I told the teacher tat i wan so tat can clock in more CIP woohooo but i think jiiajiia will like huh? pick rubbish ar? sign...dear no need sian de, tis is not long time job, it juz awhile or a few hrs and it done..more CIP points can help mi oso ma..smile=) Another teacher came and told us tat who wan 2 go 2 Vietnam 4 Global Educational Program(GEP)..It a Oversea Cultural & Industrial Visit...Got tis my CA can write more things in my testimonial *Happy, miss jiiajiia oso haiis*
After all tis things, went 2 do job-sheet but i slowly do..den i oso found out tat i still got other job-sheet tat i need 2 do as all my friends have already pass up...I stared 2 chiong lo...Copy here and ther hahas but some i do myself 1...Manage 2 finish everything hahas den i went 2 change my shirt 2 gee as 2day got tkd training...my dear jiiajiia laopo coming!!! *happy, jumping around ^^* hahas damm happy but scare she tired ar haiis...talk abt tis, my sis told mi tat she join tkd oso..i was like wat the........She wont stay in ther long de lo...
After changing into my gee, nth 2 do le den i sit inside my class and use com 2 write blog, play fb lo...Call jiiajiia, she say she in clement house*abit jealous*....den she told mi she need 2 hang up 1st as clement mum talking 2 her den she will call mi l8r...After awhile of writing blog and playing fb, jiiajiia text mi tat she coming 4 tkd training le den i juz reply orh cuz i waiting 4 her 2 call but sad case she nv haiis...nvm i went 2 call her le...She @ train coming Simei le...Cant wait 2 see her!! I Miss her soo much sia...
After tkd training, we went 2 East Point 2 eat "Burger King" we keep feeding each other French Fries hahas but got 1 time is tat jiiajiia feed mi le den suddenly go bite the another end of the French Fries and den i was shock awhile..hahas...After tat happened alot of happy, jealous, angry and next is sad...don wish don talk abt it..shall not go into details....After all tat i send jiiajiia back 2 Yishun taking bus969 and i went back hm by train..I reached hm @ abt 11:30pm and went 2 shower den started 2 write blog...tml my dear jiiajiia laopo not going sch as she got sore-throat..She going see doctor tml and go back sch 2 take her things 4 tkd...Sad~ cant pei her tml as tml i need 2 do my CIP, cannot miss tat...If not i confirm pei her go see doctor de lo...haiis~takecare ar dear...
dear jiiajiia laopo,
don worry abt mi...Sorry 4 everything abt 2day, i nv think 4 u..too selfish haiis~...don worry abt the pick rubbish thing, very fast finish de...u takecare urself ar..i oso started 2 have sore-throat le...See..if u nv takecare urself tat means nv takecare of mi lea...I Love You jiiajiia laopo!!~
Ytd mi and jiiajiia sleep @ 2:30am again...Sain~ 2day wake up i feel tired and she oso...When tis morning my mum come and wake mi up i feel tired and lazy go sch..I went 2 see my phone as the timetable is inside..2day like not much lesson, 3hr and can go liao..DJ and friends wan go marina square play MT but i don feel like playing..sian~
I text jiiajiia tat i going 2 skip class again, she like sian...kk promise i wont keep skipping class often...She told mi 2 go sleep and when i wake up i text her..I wake up is already 12:10pm like tat, thinking abt her tat did she eat anot...Did she eat till full ma? Keep asking myself alot of question when i wake up..Worry abt her tat did she takecare of herself ma..
When texting, jiiajiia told mi tat she feel dizzy..I was like wat the, went 2 call her strainght after i saw the message..She told mi she in toilet l8r call mi back..When she call back she told mi tat her thing come back, i was like.....i thought finish le but she say is like tat 1 den haiis see her tat like stomach pain haiis~ She oso told mi tat she got headache den she say she might have some fever, i was like wat the!! stomachache, headache den now plus fever..arh!!!!!~ I going crazy!! She suffering all in 1 sia..wat the..heart pain~
L8r she 5pm got tkd training sia...How she gop training like tat haiis~She finish sch went down 2 Clementi 2 get the 'milk' pencil case..She happy happy^^ see her happy i oso happy^^ but after she got the thing, u still @ Clementi..I ask her y she told mi tat she looking 4 necklace(i noe it 4 mi) i told her not 2 buy but in my heart i'm very happy^^ Don wish her 2 spent 2 much $$ ar tat y don wan her 2 buy...I noe she wan 2 buy 4 mi can le...
Suddenly she told mi some1 'diao' her and it some1 she noe...*ANGRY* dare 2 diao her!! FISH her UP, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT!! cannot cannot mine is 4 jiiajiia de...Change the 'FISH' to SLAP wooohooo hahas PUNCH oso can KICK even better~She don let mi see her if not confirm kanna fm mi...
Stay @ hm nth 2 do oso...Rain so big oso..play fb game "My Shop" awhile den sian...Tml still need 2 go SP 4 "Auto CAD" course...Sian but still don no which part of SP even the don no wher the classroom @...SP so big how 2 find...teacher oso nv say wher only say SP nia how do u expect us 2 find sia...@hm watch PPS...
After watch finish 1 movie it already 4:50pm plus le..She check in @indoor sport hall le, worry abt her sia..scare she nv takecare of herself l8r she hurt herself sia haiis...She will be very tired after the training..Dear jiiajiia 2nite must sleep early ar, if not tml u will be tired sia haiis~After awhile, 5:30pm plus my dad called mi fm his shop and told mi 2 bring bobby back hm...After i bring bobby hm, i plan 2 go shower..After i took my clothes all tis and put in the toilet den i started 2 go 2 the living room doing some push up, sit up and some others..
Want 2 slim down abit (abit only don angry dear cuz need maintain ma if don l8r add on more and more) i'm overweight ar tat y haiis but dear don wan mi 2 silm down nvm healthy can le rite dear? ^^ Tis is wat she wants den i will follow^^ but dear wants 2 slim down oso..She not fat lo but i am..dear no need slim down u looks ok like tat, i don wan 2 hug a bone bone 1...So don slim down ar, maintain like tat can le^^
When i get ready 2 shower, my friend called mi and told mi 2day got e-biz, i was like wat the...and ask them wat they do and he told mi nth much juz wait 4 customer 2 come but no customer...They do their own things and he told mi tat tis week de ppl nv stay next week need 2 stay so not every1 need 2 stay..He ask mi tml free anot but i told him tml i got 2 go SP 4 course but he told mi is next week not tis week den i was like huh..blur blur liao, too much things in my brain ar...
I heard le very happy can go find jiiajiia but she got training sian~ My friends wan 2 pull mi to play MT tml as they went 4 e-biz so they nv go...I thought they will go 2day, how i noe they nv go..@1st thought i was safe liao but now kanna pull by them again=.= After shower, sit back in front of the com again and started 2 update my blog 1st den plurk den fb..Play "My Shop" awhile again...Keep thinking how my dear jiiajiia doing now? How is she now? *Worry~*Suddenly she text mi when i finsh typing tis paragraph *HAPPY, MISS* wat a nice timing she have^^
I ask her tat she got break now ar cuz she halfway of the training text mi..She say they no break 1, i was like wat the!?!? but she oso told mi she is waiting 4 her turn 2 pratice...@least have 2 wait den i told her 2 rest...I oso ask tat did she hurt herself cuz i really scare tat she will hurt herself sia den wonder she still feel unwell but she nv reply le, i think she went back 2 training le...I went 2 eat dinner after i text her, wonder if she hungry anot haiis~ went 2 my bed rest and wait 4 her call or text...Will continue l8r @nite when she finsh her training~
jiiajiia finally text mi @ 9:10pm, she juz finish..I called her and we talk as jiiajiia on her way back hm~ She keep saying tired..ofcuz ma after training ma..On her way back, she brought a sandwich but she almost finish her food den found out tat the sandwich is bad de, jiiajiia say sour sour de...wtf!?!? Wat shop sia!?!? Sell ppl spoil food...We discuss abt Sunday, wat time we meeting..I plan 2 go her house sia but she don let mi plus i cant go in her house 2...After church oso not enough time sian~We talk about 1hr 20min like tat den jiiajiia reached hm~
After we hang up, i get off my bed and head 2wards my com and started 2 write my blog again as i have 2 continue fm wher i ends tis afternoon...I miss my dear jiiajiia so much~ cant wait till sat and sun to meet her!! jiiajiia finsh shower,eat dinner and jiiajiia called mi, while we talk on the phone she needs 2 do her tkd things..got alot sia...*heart pain~* jiiajiia will be sleeping late plus she juz came back fm tkd training and she is tired but cannot sleep haiis *Even heart pain~* haiis~~~
Dear jiiajiia,
sleep early pls~don wan 2 see u so tired..I love and miss you!!~ cant wait 2 meet you!!~ takecare of urself ar..Feeling unwell must eat medi hor, must call mi if anything happen hor...don hide fm mi and tell mi tat u scare i worry..I will angry de hor, rmb ar...I LOVE YOU!!~
Logging off~
Johnny~
2day wake up damm tired sia...ytd nite talk 2 jiiajiia till 2:30am den we hang up..Next time we 2 must sleep early cuz when tis morning wake up, i text her and she told mi she oso very tired..haiis...Be4 going out of my house, jiiajiia keep asking mi tat i nv see my letter box 1 ar den i feel abit weird...I went 2 ask my mum 4 the letter box key and my mum told mi 2 make 1 more key if i see any outside tat can make key 1, cuz we only have like only 1 letter box key nia...Went down and head 2wards my letter box and nv see any letter 4 mi expect 4 my mun den i lock back...
I keep asking her wat she send mi but she don willing 2 tell mi..I think i can think wat is it cuz 2day is our anniversary and she wan 2 make a card 4 mi, cant wait 2 see the card she made 4 mi(tis is wat i think but still don no wat she send mi) Went 2 the bus stop and head 2wards bedok inter and i saw Yu Ting (an old friend fm pri 5), I was shock as i was her wearing ite shirt and she going my sch...When reach Bedok inter, nv see any key maker around den i prepare 2 get it after my tkd training~
When i @ inter waiting 4 bus (ofcuz talking 2 my dear jiiajiia^^) i saw another friend, Teck Bang, already noe he in my sch le..He's my pri sch friend oso...He is very noisy since fm pri sch till now like nv change sia...We took bus24 as the bus24 came 1st..I look around the bus and i saw Andy(my class de), i was like sian~ cuz he oso another very noisy 1...Bad sia mi hahas...When i reached sch, i got caught fm the bouncer again..wtf!! Caught my piercing sian but lucky nv kanna confiscate...
Sian the thing is tat 2 continue days kanna caught sia!! hope tml wont kanna again...Went 2 class, 1st lesson is Project Management 2(PM2) and need 2 present our slide show 2day 4 our grp..the 1st grp 2 present and scare wrong here and ther sia...We present le not very gd and teacher let us present again so tat we wont loss marks..We present again but still not very gd oso, still got alot of rooms 4 improvement...After tat lesson, we went 4 the next lesson..
The next lesson is Mobile Device Technology(MDT)..Sian..learn be4 le only go 4 revision only and when teacher teaching i texting jiiajiia den see teacher teach teach...Suddenly halfway, 1 of the Student Councillor called mi and tell mi 2 go 4 duty..I was like wat duty sia den she told mi 2day is ignite 4 the April intake and they need 1st Aider 4 the ignite as they don have any...I juz got a certificate of attendant 4 the 1st Aid course nia and not very certified yet sia...
Went 2 look 4 Patrick and tell him tat i need 2 skip lesson as the ignite need ppl 2 help out...Went 2 the indoor sport hall and i juz found out tat i alone SC doing 1st Aid sia den suddenly my i/c told mi tat some1 out of SC de will come help put as 1st Aider, a certified 1..I was like kk @ least got some1 2 help mi and he got bring the 1st Aid Box as the SC like no 1st Aid box sia..
I saw a lot ppl tat i noe sia..Ping Yi the friends sia...sian...Saw Yan Chu, Xue Qi, Stanley and more...See so many ppl cuz of their 'O' lvl nv got a gd grade and came in ite, i was like wa lao sia...wasted sia...sad sad sad...haiis...After the event, they have wat "after party" inside the indoor sport hall, got disco ball, have spot light turning round and round, have loud music, have lots of perform on stage and many more juz like a dance club..woo hooo..hahas but i not going 2 have fun ther...I rush back 2 my class and see most of my classmate is packing bag and ready 2 go hm...
Lucky they haven go yet cuz everytime i went 4 training, i will stay @ tis classroom and slack..Ther is like no other place 4 mi 2 go to..Here got teacher tat i can joke with and all tis..somemore i can use com 2 write my blog and go 2 fb..I alone student in the class very relax and can talk jiiajiia^^ I miss her sia..Sian 2day cant go out with her as 2day is mi and jiiajiia 2nd month anniversary..Happy^^ I Love You my dear jiiajiia~ We will stay long long till we die..k? I would marry u when i can takecare of myself and you..even the family^^
Still got tkd after all those lesson and events haiis...tired sia~2day sir Jason release us very early sia..7:30pm can go le..When I went 4 training jiiajiia went 4 a nap and wan mi 2 call her after my training..I go change and drink some water..We slowly take time as it still early ma den when the time knock 8:30pm, i think i can call jiiajiia le as i think she will be waking up le ba but in the same time i scare tat she haven wake up so i decided 2 text her..She reply and guess wat? Wat a nice timing i got, she juz wake up sia hahas..So we talk on the phone all the way...Went 2 Bedok Point 2 eat 'Sub Way' with friends in tkd..while talking with jiiajiia, eat till my whole mouth got the sauce hahas but jiiajiia not ther 2 help mi clean..sian...damm full sia~
After all the dinner, I went 2 the Bedok inter and plan 2 take bus hm le but i juz rmb tat i need 2 make the key and i look around but nv see any..sain~Went back hm with jiiajiia on the line and suddenly my sis text mi and tell mi tat my mum ask mi wher am i..hahas my phone cannot accept 2nd Incoming but can accept 2nd outgoing call hahas..I think my mum went 2 call mi but juz cant call in and tell my sis 2 text mi and track mi...When i reach my house downstair, i rmb tat jiiajiia wan mi 2 see the letter box and i went 2 see and i found my letter and it my dear jiiajiia sent mi de^^ *happy*
Tis is the letter tat my dear jiiajiia sent mi de^^ happy!!~ I love you too my dear jiiajiia!!~
I took the letter hm and thinking wan 2 take out and see now or not den i decided 2 see now be4 i went 2 shower..When i read le i feel very happy^^, now i understand y jiiajiia wan 2 send mi by letter le cuz the feeling is different when sent by e-mail, fb, plurk, or any other soft copy thing...After i read le *jumping around in my heart* and went 2 shower and started 2 write my blog lo..
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Dear jiiajiia,
I love you and miss you!!~ Happy second month Anniversary!!~ hope we can stay long long till we die..k?I would even marry u when i can takecare of myself and you..even the family^^I noe i said tis juz now but tis is fm my bottom of my heart..I love you lots~~ <3 Sorry tat i cant pei you 2day as i really wanted 2 skip 2day sch and go CCK find you de..but nvm we still got next time ma^^ I Love and Miss You!!~
Logging off~
Johnny~
2day wake up @ 9:00am and prepare 2 get ready 4 work..Feel abit tired when waking up as I talk 2 jiiajiia till 2:30am plus and I 3am den sleep..nvm happy 2 talk with her..After I done everything I sit on my sofa as it still early 2 go out...While sitting, I thinking how 2 go 2 jiiajiia house on sun 2 give her a surprise^^ but I thinking half-way, she sunday wont be @hm so I keep think how?
Be4 going out, my stomach started 2 pain...Went 2 the toilet den when I done, I faster wear shoes and started 2 rush down..Cuz it already 10.10am le and I 11am must reach my work place..When I reach my house ther the bus stop, jiiajiia reply mi..She so early wake up!? ytd sleep so late haiis...We talk and I go 2 my work place in the same time...
She told mi that she noe I wanted 2 go her house, I was like WAT THE.......She almost can read everything in my mind or heart...I noe it the "heart to heart" thing working around we 2, don u think so my dear? She oso told mi tat she don no her mum let her don go 2 her grandma house, I heard le sian diao... She told mi tat she will go out early but go my house instead going her grandma's place..*HAPPY*
Yishun 2 Bedok very far sia*heart pain* so wat she wan 2 see or do I confirm will let her de...Reach work place le den work work work~ Got 1 customer really making mi piss off!!! Arh!!! Only started 2 say a few word den started 2 say "U wan mi 2 sue u or wat" I was like wat the...He is the user and he unlucky kanna tat com blame our company 4 wat...Keep kpkb..Wat u think wat? scare u ar hahas wait long long lar...His com got kernel Panic den I told him tat it maybe is the software or the logic board prob...If it software prob den it nv cover with warranty den kpkb...He say wan check here and tell us 2 take out his HDD and put another HDD 2 try den we tell him it will be chargeable den kpkb again...
Teach us wat 2 do?!?! U only the user nia..We r the professional not u, it we saving ur com...Don no anything don teach us wat 2 do..We have our policy 2 follow...If u so pro don come find us and pls be more polite 2 us? If u so not happy with product den wan sue den go sue but I only can tat u cant win...
After tis stupid customer tat make himself a fool in-front of so many customer, I got a joker customer and they make mi cool down quite alot hahas thanks man...When my break reach it already 5pm le...After I eat, I called my dear and chat with her and told her all my unhappiness out I feel much better...She a gd listener and she will "an wei" mi^^ I love you sooo much my dear jiiajiia!!
During my break, I plan 2 wake up early 2 cook sth 4 her 2 eat when she reach my house...but she don wan as she scare I tired and wan quietly come my house 2 see mi sleep...hahas cute sia u...If can den gd...so hope tat whenever I wake up can see u beside mi...When she comes, I can cuddle her 2 sleep as tis is wat she always wanted and mi too!!! hahas^^ I wan 2 take pic 2gether with her on my bed oso..So when we go sleep we can look @ the pic and think back, imagine tat we cuddle each other 2 sleep^^ Wat a nice memories sia!! hahas^^
We will go out eat after I prepare everything le..I cant wait 4 tml sia...I so wish I can have a chance 2 cuddle her on her bed haiis...wait ba~ She told mi her @1st her bro ask her tat she got bf ar? Now her whole family keep asking her tat she got bf ar and who is it? She cant say...She keep saying sry 2 mi as she say she feel bad...It ok my dear..U don tell ur family or ur parents nvm but if ur friends ask must say hor..
After tml I give her the present and I will edit the post with alot of hack sign"#"....Want 2 see her expression=) Went hm after work, not very tired...Omw hm, I ask her wat really did her family said and she told mi the whole story...Her mum suddenly went 2 her room 2 use her com, I heard her mum keep asking who is tat guy hahas..Mi! Mi! Mi! hahas^^ When I almost reach hm, jiiajiia told mi tat she going shower den I told her in message tat I help her shower "come I help u put soap" hahas but she say don wan haiis=( After tat I told her I going shower, she told mi the same thing den I was like....I thought u don wan den she say I don wan but nv means I don wan help u...I was like...orh...but shy shy~*blush* *face hot hot can boil egg*...
Done with shower and she oso, we started call each other and chat^^ Miss her so much sia..Cant wait 2 see her tml..like nth 2 type le...talking 2 her while blogging...Suddenly her mum scold jiiajiia say tat the gas leaks cuz when on fire the fire nv come out but only gas...Her mum say she keep talking on phone till don no wat going on haiis cuz of mi...Sorry jiiajiia, all my fault tat u kanna scold Sorry =( HEART PAIN!!!! *sob*
Happy when I saw Randy text mi in fb and tell mi 2 talk in skype...Talk with Randy, 1 of my best friend, now in indo studying...so long nv see him le ar...Miss the time wher we and friends went out and play basketball...Nvm mi and friends will wait 4 u back to jio us out 2 play again hahas~
I miss my dear jiiajiia so much! sian she cuz of mi kanna scold...*sad* Sorry~Cant wait 2 see u tml!!
❤ Johnny Tan
❤ 04.11.1993 (21)
❤ single/attached to T.Y.J ❤
❤ Anniversary:1302112130 ❤
❤ currently studing in Temasek Polytechnic
❤ Christian
❤ Horoscope:Scorpio
❤ Zodiac:Rooster
❤ Martial Arts
❤ Taekwondo
❤ Photography
❤ First Aider
