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I suggested to buy pizza since we not gg out for dinner..So didi took out $50 and treat us..mi and jiiajiia went down and buy..Waited for half an hr den get our pizza..Eat till very full sia..Still have leftover pizza..After done eating, we rest awhile and soon it time for jiiajiia to go hm le..tml still have sch..So I accompany jiiajiia to bedok inter and jiiajiia went to buy bread..for mei mei de..After buying, jiiajiia went to take buy and I saw kebab den I buy hm..Behind nth much le..shall stop here le..

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Cuz we keep taking photos..den we like neglect andy sia..Feel so bad..After awhile, it time for us to go back hm le..Late le..Was planned to go back my hm but so late le..so we took cab to yishun and I stay over..peng they all took another cab..Reached hm shower den went to mac den came back hm jiu already 3am plus le..Soon we went to slp le..Shall end here le..

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Hi readers,
I going to shorten the story..

Early 3 years 3 months (38months) Anniversay present!

This morning I nv go to sch but lay on my bed till 11am den I went to get prepared..Thinking how to bring the flowers to jiiajiia sch and give her..Didn't tell her I gg as I wan to give her a surprise..So I went out at 2pm and stand all the way till cck ite..Wat a long ride..I called karen and ask her wher is the bakery class and she told mi blk 2 but donno which floor..I see the lobby floor information and I feel tat lvl 4 is the class..So I went to to lvl 4 and u noe wat when the door open, I saw some1 I don like..Den I walk another way but means tat it is confirmed ther is the class liao..I reached cck ite ard 3.40pm plus..Waited till 4.30pm jiiajiia den say she went to locker..So I called jiiajiia but she give mi the angry or fierce fierce voice..I sian lo..Meet her at lvl 2 and pass it to her le..jiiajiia nv kanna surprise by mi..

jiiajiia said she got the feeling tat i came..I tot tat bloody guy go tell her..After jiiajiia receive the flowers and I see her face like not very happy like tat..Tis is wat I feel....jiiajiia face like normal..nit like last time I give her presents and she smile till so happy..but I nv see tis time..I feel I have wasted my efforts and make mi don feel like making anything next time..like so shag like tat..Hope I think too much ba..but tis is my feel ar...haiis..After tat we home tgt..I should have go and shake hand and talk to tat guy ah! Reached hm, we rest awhile den went to eat..After eat we continue rest and after awhile, jiiajiia bring the flowers go outside let papa and ah yi see...They give mi the smile is like so much better den jiiajiia de..haiis..but jiiajiia got smile tgt with them..y jiiajiia at 1st nv like tat lea? I make so much effort on the flowers u noe? Can you feel it? I even go all the way down too...After chatting, jiiajiia slp on my lap and very fast..haven 5 min jiu slp so sound on my lap le..I continue play phone all tis den I see her phone and found out tat jiiajiia actually got quite a number of photos didn't send mi lo..sian..den in her phone I saw jiiajiia with tat guys I jiu sian..not happy..haiis..I noe jiiajiia say they 2 nth but jiu don like..same as jiiajiia don like I go near to other gals..After tat I take all the clothes and put wher jiiajiia always put..den I open up the ti lam..Now 12.20am..I close the door and windows den on the air con..juz now papa came in and say l8r wan in jiu on lo..I heard he say wat jump electricity thing de..donno la..lol..Now laying down le..gg slp de..can see jiiajiia tired lo..always say not tired..mouth to hard...stubborn.....
shall end here..

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Hi readers,

Not going to write much for today..My dear is sick from ytd steamboat till now haven recover..*sayang* zhuzhu heart pain =( see jiiajiia like tat..haiis *heart pain* jiiajiia sore throat and runny nose for 2 days le..Blow nose till the nose so red and pain..Some more dear blow so hard..den got blood..haiis..I don let dear go sch tml as she is sick and wan her to stay at to rest but dear don wan..dear say tml is donno wat module de last lesson so wan to go..I keep stopping dear but still dear still wan to go..den u gave up..I let dear go..jiiajiia health is more important ar..I will worry 1..jiiajiia say understand but y let mi feel so worry..I noe ur exam is coming but health more important..I noe u don wan to fail but still health more important..I actually can stay at dear house till tml and stop dear from gg to sch but I didn't cuz I don wan to force..I feel so worry u noe? So dammm worry..haiis..

jiiajiia say jiiajiia will tell mi everything but I scare jiiajiia will forget and nv say ar..Will scare jiiajiia donno how to take care of herself..den jiiajiia nv say I oso donno..What if jiiajiia hide from mi? Even though promise say cannot hide or lie but if jiiajiia hide I oso donno..but if I find out......I will be damm angry..jiiajiia noe I can be crazy..but of cuz wont hit or hurt jiiajiia..jiiajiia pls don let zhuzhu so worry hao ma? ur health is more important..zhuzhu so worry u noe? haiis..

shall end here..

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Hi readers,

The only place that I can express my feeling..I scare I tell ppl..ppl mouth big..I do have friends that i can trust but i will scare they feel I annoying..So ya here is my blog anyway..oh ya plus writing blog I can look back wat I have done last time..I can keep my feeling here..It like a memories..hahas..okay here we go!

Morning! Now 6.32am, wake up jiiajiia at 5am den I lay down till 6am jiu get up le..cant slp..donno y..Before wake jiiajiia up, I notice my cable nv plug in =.= den my phone battery flat =.=

I keep feel tat jiiajiia like abit don care mi or heartache mi de..haiis..Is it my expectation too high? I keep feel tat jiiajiia still nv put mi 1st in her heart..haiis..even her cca is more important den mi..jiiajiia like nv put in effort like tat..okay..cannot say don have but abit..haiis..Is it I think too much? Cuz last time de jiiajiia will really ask abt mi..heartache abt mi..Anything she do will think of mi..Wont like left mi alone..Maybe she now busy with her sch work but wat abt after sch? She usually will take time out to go out with mi..Make time for mi..Maybe now im juz a obstruction to her ba..Ahhh..don think le..Im l8r gg to find jiiajiia after sch but she say she got cca..haiis..even fri.....usually it for ours...haiis..I try to keep myself free for fri to sun for her..I push away alot of things..Even I wan to surprise her now oso hard..Like wat I do she wont feel surprise..Do sth sweet she oso don feel it..Am I not good enough? I noe jiiajiia don like to compare to other ppl..but I see other gal de bf do sth they will like so happy and even post up to show off wat her bf does even if it is a very small things..But I wan to make jiiajiia happy like so difficult..Wat did I do wrong? I juz wan to earn jiiajiia a smile..haiis..Ahhh don think le!

Now 6.49am le..jiiajiia cant feel im sad? Normally I say try she wont oh...she will say no try..must! but tis time she nv..Normally jiiajiia will heartache zhuzhu den will sayang zhuzhu but nowadays jiiajiia like nv sayang zhuzhu..very less I can say..jiiajiia like wont heartache zhuzhu..Like still can feel jiiajiia still treating zhuzhu as a friend a much more better friend..I try to be cute, sweet in the message..jiiajiia got continue awhile den back to normal..haiis...Juz because I asked her to go study and tis is wat we become? I noe jiiajiia still recovering from the hurt I did..I noe it my fault to become tis..haiis..Only can blame myself..The feel jiiajiia give is tat when im physically ther she is different..really got treat mi like a bf but on phone is different..I donno y..haiis..I noe jiiajiia now wan to study hard and get gpa 4 but I oso make time out for you..My studies even worst..Need more study but still u need to rest from all tis..jiiajiia life like only have sch den no other stuff..den like no life like tat..I hope I have think too much..

jiiajiia 7.14am reached sch..Now take bus..reached inter oso lazy tell mi le..haiis..Now 7.52am le..went to toilet juz now stomachache sia..Drinking milo too..I need to go out soon le..Nowadays, when I say I love you or I miss you..jiiajiia will only ans oh...It actually hurts..haiis..Maybe I need to put in more effort to get jiiajiia love mi more ba..haiis..Now 8am le..need go out le..Reached sch 8.42am..Very fast jiu end sch le..No need to talk abt sch things cuz nth..10am jiu end liao..After end sch went to eat with Andy..We after tat went to take form for financial..After tat we went to andy house..Watching movie..Now 2.12pm..I miss my dear =( juz now when in sch eating, I make jiiajiia angry as I gg to lend esther money den jiiajiia angry and fa zhuzhu pi qi..fierce fierce ='( den I reject esther cuz I noe jiiajiia don like..zhuzhu will listen to jiiajiia and do anything tat jiiajiia wont don like de..

Watching tis show..A show jiiajiia don like zhuzhu to watch but teach mi to be a better bf..This show oso show mi tat gals always don speak their heart but their mind means she actually doesn't wan to be like tat..likes to hide wat they wan actually..Now 3.07pm le..missing jiiajiia..wonder wat time jiiajiia finish haiis..3.54pm jiiajiia finally text mi say she gg hm le ^^ gg out to take bus and now 4.06pm on bus 854 le..hope I can catch up with dear..Miss her soo much sia! *muackz* Now 4.54pm, in bus 812..nv see jiiajiia wonder jiiajiia took the bus juz now or have  reach yishun..but jiiajiia take train no need 1 hr to reach yishun ar..hmmmm..jiiajiia 5.02pm text mi say she is hm but I 5.04pm received the message..What wrong with the internet...btw how come jiiajiia don ask wher am I? jiiajiia don care de..haiis..I ended sch so long jiiajiia oso nv ask wher am I..I nv say I go hm or wat..jiiajiia don care de..haiis..5.08pm reached dear house..

jiiajiia open door for mi but she like not very happy..Last time see mi outside house like so happy like tat..haiis..Now I come in her room sit down awhile le..jiiajiia oso nv like come and ask abt mi..like no guan xin like tat..haiis..Is it I think too much? Btw I saw her phone..jiiajiia really gg bali..haiis..Actually I don wan jiiajiia go de..But jiiajiia rarely can go oversea den jiu let her go ba..Juz tat I will worry..bu fang xin ar..haiis....Anyone will understand my feeling? jiiajiia now 1st thing come in take phone den lay down..haiis wont come and talk to mi or hug mi de......*pain* can feel pain sia..haiis..See jiiajiia so tired my heartache..haiis..Maybe jiiajiia tired den will like tat ba..haiis..But jiiajiia nowadays with mi keep use phone..Normally I wont use phone when dear is ard de..cuz pei jiiajiia ar..but now she with mi will play game..haiis..I got so boring ma? I feel like im juz a extra..haiis..No matter how tired I oso come to pei jiiajiia..show my efforts..I 2am slp and I 5am wake up..Slp awhile..I feel tired but my mind and heart say meet jiiajiia jiu no tired le..No tired but feel pain haiis..Nv meet even more worst..Miss jiiajiia ar..haiis...

Now 7.02pm..juz shower hao..wat really happen to us? Now 10.48pm le..Juz now eat jiiajiia make de cake in sch de..very nice! Den we help each other pick our ears ^^ sweet sweet =D no matter how jiiajiia change till zhuzhu will still love you! but pls don leave zhuzhu de side please! zhuzhu noe jiiajiia wont bear to see zhuzhu very pain de..jiiajiia will still care for zhuzhu de =) shall stop here le..

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Ho readers,
Back again!

This morning I woke up by my alarm 5.30am cuz need wake jiiajiia up for sch den I continue slp..11am alarm rings again, feel so tired so gg to slp till 11.30am cai wake up..5.30am wake up oso not tat tired....My body clock spoilt..So I went to prepare for sch..Not excited at all..Meeting my friends early for lunch as class starts at 2pm..Before I gg out of my house, stomachache so I went to toilet..12.15pm den went out of my house..I think late le..Very fast reached inter and now 12.45pm in bus 69 le..Now 12.48pm..jiiajiia end sch early..I go sch dear end sch..lol..Juz now when I was on bus 225, izuan text in the grp chat say peng phone lost..so I keep calling den awhile more phone cannot get through liao..phone off, should be someone took it le..haiis..peng lost his phone at dental ther as tis morning he go pluck 2 tooth..shag..

Juz nice 1pm reached sch..lol..Meet up with my friends for lunch..After lunch we went to class..1st day of class sia..now 2.20pm..actually feel gd to go back to class with friends but don like homework and exam..hahas..Very fast end sch le..3.30pm..nth much to do today..btw my friend finally pass mi my triangle plate hahas *happy*..After class we went to take cds den now 4.10pm waiting for bus to go tamp and fix my watch..Done fixing my watch, mi and andy went to walk ard in tamp..I saw my friend Kevin..tat black guy hahas..tat is wat I always called him in sec sch hahas..We join him and walk ard and chat..So much things we missed out hahas..After awhile mi and andy planning to make a move 1st..Now 6.02pm le..otw hm..on bus 69 le..6.39pm reached hm le..After tat I went to shower den ate dinner and now 7.44pm my cousin came and ask mi help him with homework..

Help awhile only den went to try out my dslr remote..can sia! but abit lag de..sian..but better den nth..Trying out all the functions of my 70D..nice =D The touch screen oso nice! All like so nice hahas! Now 10.09pm le..Laying down on bed..Chatting with dear hehe ^^ Now 10.30pm le..my eyes closing....Shall stop here le..Night ppl!

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Hi readers,
Sorry to u guys to keep reading my boring blog..
7.15am, I woke up as I dream abt dear den I realise tat I didn't wake up at 5.30am to wake dear up..sian..she text mi say she ending the call as she need to get prepared le..so I text her..Dear reply and tell mi to go slp..normally she tell mi go slp the next moment she will be beside my bed so I good boy and go slp..

Idk y..how I turn here and ther oso cant seem to slp..8am le..dear text mi say she reached sch le..sian..I so wish tat she bluff mi abt the event things and come over to find mi..I noe it abit impossible but I still wish..haiis..I miss my dear...Now 8.10am le..I still don have the feel to slp..juz now be4 dear text mi..I was turning here and ther already have suicidal thoughts le..haiis..I really scare 1 day I really go suicide den no1 will take care of jiiajiia le..

If I suicide means some1 replace mi le..but I will still watch her from far..be her only guardian..now 8.14am le..shall go slp awhile..brb..Im back..now 8.43am..cant seem to slp..sian..scare jiiajiia angry..haiis..I miss jiiajiia soo much..text dear..dear like don wan talk to mi =( wat can I do? I tried all my best not to show emotional in front of her but everytime I heard her voice I feel like crying den she sometime talk like so mean I jiu cry le..

zhuzhu don blame u..zhuzhu will wait for u de..haiis..9am le..missing my dear ='( how? wat can I do? 9.36am le..haiis..shall get up and brush up..raining outside hope dear wont go under the rain..watching doraemon now..eee only watch awhile jiu no more le..10am jiu finish..l8r meeting shao juan and pass present to her..drag so long le..sian..missing dear..wonder wat dear doing..haiis..10.08am le..dear text mi tat ther no rain..but jiiajiia 4got abt our promise le..cannot slp on bus without zhuzhu..l8r ppl touch her how..haiis..zhuzhu jiu easy worry ma..*worry* who dare to touch her I wont let tat person see till tml sunrise..

10.12am le..actually I don like how jiiajiia talk to mi now..so not like jiiajiia..haiis..10.36am, I went to cook 1 pack of noodles to eat..even though I don feel like eating but don eat l8r jiiajiia angry..so I juz choose beef soup noodles..drink 1 cup of orange juice too..

11am, shao juan text mi say she at cc le so I take her present and went down to meet her and pass her present..We chat awhile and go back hm..Tat present is from last year till now sia..so long le..Now 12.35pm donno dear eat her lunch le ma? haiis..gg to tamp to buy back the watch..sian..need spent money again..haiis..

Now 1.15pm on train le..I finally buy my bus concessions le..$27.50 finally drop..If not every month $52 ex sia..Brought my watch le..buy sth abit different from last time de..my base is abit blue in colour..$750 but got 15% so is $637..ex..heart pain..haiis..Now 2.11pm le..bring mama go eat chicken rice..we walk the whole tamp but like nth to eat lea..sian..don have the feel to eat lea..but still must eat..l8r jiiajiia angry..

3.37pm I went out to go green rc as I got my photography ig projects..Need to shoots some photos..Now 5.55pm juz went out of rc..walking to bedok inter..gg dear house hope can give her a surprise ^^ dear must be very busy..the whole day nv on9 wat app..Hope she wont tired out herself..Now is 6.04pm reached mrt platform le..gg tamp take bus 969 to yishun as it is so late now scare cant reach be4 jiiajiia reached..take bus 854 will be very long..I scare tat I like tat find jiiajiia, she will find mi very disturbing..find mi fan..sorry oh jiiajiia but zhuzhu really miss you..

jiiajiia go hm sure tired tired..busy whole day..jiiajiia..zhuzhu anyhow think..think u with other boy boy now..play till very happy..zhuzhu scare jiiajiia go with other boy boy..den I tell myself cannot anyhow think..sorry oh..zhuzhu really miss you soo much..Now 6.25pm I on bus 969 le..I ran juz now as I saw the bus came..if not need wait very long ar..I don wan let jiiajiia wait so long..Wonder wat jiiajiia doing now? Did she eaten her dinner? Did she drink enough water? Did she take care herself well? *worry* Think alot..scare jiiajiia tired out herself..haiis

Now 6.49pm le..saw jiiajiia retweet tis..
sometimes i feel like nobody likes me
nobody wants me
nobody needs me
and nobody cares.
oh wait its true.

It not true my dear..
I want you!
I need you!
I care for you!
Iloveyou!

dear, no matter wat I will be with you! Now 6.54pm..reached yishun le..gg take bus 812..alot ppl sia..wat should I do to surprise her l8r lea? hmmm ^^ hope she happy to see mi hehe ^^ Now 7.03pm le..juz went up the bus..Saw couples and think back when zhuzhu and jiiajiia on bus..zhuzhu will 1 hand hold the handle and the other hold jiiajiia..sometimes hand pain le still hold cuz don wan let u fall down juz tat nv tell jiiajiia..don wan let her worry ar plus it juz a small matter..jiiajiia fall down BIG matter lea..sometimes jiiajiia slp on zhuzhu hand will pain too but oso nv say cuz I wan to be like tis forever..feeling xin fu xin fu de..hehe^^

7.13pm..I get off the bus le..walking to jiiajiia house..7.17pm I reached jiiajiia house outside le but the wooden door is close..I heard sound so I think her mum is praying ba..so I called yiying to help mi open door..he nv answer..den when I hang up, yiying called back so I asked him help mi open door..7.20pm I went in le..yiying say my timing juz nice..mama praying and he was sleeping..psps..I saw papa den he say "she will be very late hm did she tell u?" I say I noe..8 plus like tat den end..I actually went to check abt the event on Google when I was on bus 969..papa say "u haven eat dinner hor? I oso haven eat..l8r go down eat u treat.." I was like hahas..

Now 7.28pm le sitting in jiiajiia's bed..so long nv sit le..so long nv smell till jiiajiia le..so miss tis smell..aiyo..jiiajiia y u so messy..everything oso throw on bed..>.< I got wrote sth on her post stick when I took her pencil case den I saw den I stick it on her laptop..hehe^^ I hide the 7-11 stickers into dear de pencil case too hehe ^^

7.36pm, mama cook my dinner oso..they eating noodles..mama cook 2 packs of noodles, add egg and alot of vegetable tat brought from Taiwan..mama oso add jiiajiia favourite vegetable hai dai!! hahas zhuzhu started to like le..donno y..actually alot of vegetable cuz of jiiajiia, zhuzhu started like to eat..funny hor..hahas..Lucky jiiajiia not here cuz got alot soup..drink too much instant noodles soup not gd..After eat finish, I help to wash the bowl and plates..yi an and yiying de oso..8.08pm, I went back to room and see my phone and I saw jiiajiia text mi le!! Happy ^^ dear say she still doing food and sending out guest..will very late den end..*worry* jiiajiia tired tired..hope jiiajiia eaten le..zhuzhu will at hm wait for u to come back oh..zhuzhu miss you..8.30pm, I on jiiajiia laptop den I try to unlock her com but I cant..I keep on try den the com say I need to go reset or try 1 more time den I jiu off com le..hope jiiajiia don angry oh..

After tat I went to shower..8.53pm back to bed den I saw jiiajiia text ^^ dear now den eat dinner =( *sayang* tired tired..zhuzhu at hm waiting for you oh hehe^^ hope u will happy when u see zhuzhu when jiiajiia finish 1 whole day of event..9.13pm le..stomach pain..keep booboo..smelly..9.28pm le..jiiajiia text zhuzhu say she on bus gg back sch le..yay! but jiiajiia go back sch still need keep tis and tat..tired tired..Now 9.56pm le..still waiting jiiajiia to be back hm..Must tell myself..when jiiajiia back hm din disturb her..let her go shower..after shower help her dry her hair den when dry le..let her slp slp..don disturb her..jiiajiia already so tired..must rmb..10.01pm le..stomach still pain >.< sian..cant wait jiiajiia to be back..so nervous hehe^^jiiajiia back everything jiu okay le..=)Miss jiiajiia so much!

10.10pm le..I suddenly rmb a quote tat I made myself so once again I pick up the post stick from dear de pencil case and write it den I stick on jiiajiia de laptop again hehe^^ I hope she still rmb tis quote as tis quote I wrote it on blog before..I started to get sleepy le..wake up from 7.30am till now..of cuz I cannot compare to dear..dear more tired, busy the whole day le..*sayang* zhuzhu see jiiajiia like tat *heart pain* =( 10.36pm le..I got headache le..sian..I juz now read back my blog..I wish we can go back like last time..like sweet sweet like tat..zhuzhu can do it..I miss jiiajiia ='( 10.40pm, papa walk in and ask abt jiiajiia le..he say "ni de laopo lea? hai mei you hui lai ar?" den I help dear cover say she on bus gg back sch..haiis..dear faster come back oh..papa oso ask mi hungry anot? he say fridge got curry from ytd de..l8r she come back ask her warm up..I say no need le..I full le..dear zhuzhu alone at hm hen sian..waiting jiiajiia come hm pei zhuzhu..

jiiajiia 10.45pm text zhuzhu say otw hm le ^^ *happy* but jiiajiia say her phone gg no batt plus nv bring portable changer..*worry* haiis..jiiajiia ar..zhuzhu worry lea..haiis..Juz now took out jiiajiia de post stick and write sth on it but i nv tear out..jiu leave it inside jiiajiia de pencil case ba..hehe ^^ now is 11.10pm le..jiiajiia is coming back le..so I must rmb cannot disturb till jiiajiia..l8r she angry..11.11pm..make a wish! done! hehe ^^ 11.21pm le..jiiajiia text zhuzhu say she on bus 812 le hehe^^ nervous~~~I hide everything and I close my lights le..jiu wait for jiiajiia to come back hehe ^^ jiiajiia will be very happy de hehe^^ nervous~~~ damm nervous~~ >.< zhuzhu like counting down sia..now 11.27pm le..hehe^^ 11.29pm, shit..almost forget to off power switch and fan..blur mi =.= zhuzhu always blur blur de..Now off everything le, more like it..only waiting for the main lead to be back ^^ *nervous* so nervous sia..

11.32pm le..hear lift and door sound..should be jiiajiia ba hehe^^ I hide in front of the closet den when dear walk to her bed, I hug her..den dear say she already saw mi standing ther le..sian..After tat, dear on the light and fan and I ask her tat she nv feel surprise? dear say no..My heartache le..haiis..I planned.....but fail...After tat I ask dear abt y her bag got slimming tea and dear say friend give de..drink 1 pack le no effect..I jiu more shag..cuz we said be4 no slimming pills or anything tat is gg to apply on us de..After tat my tears started to drop..dear behind mi like sign..I noe I very emotional and fan now..but wat can I do? I noe it tea but still ther is some kind of chemical inside..I don wan ur body to be spoilt..haiis..After tat dear went to shower..I can see dear already very tired and shag..I heard tat dear wed wont have phone..sian..how do I call dear? Is like I cannot find her the 1 whole day..11.49pm..now my heart more pain..Wo bu fang xin!! haiis...y like tat?! I miss her now even at her house..no phone how?! ='(
I tried my best not to cry in front of her le..I scare dear feel very fan..haiis..

11.53pm le..dear shower hao le..now help papa book phone number..hai le..shall stop here..will continue next blog cuz gg 12am so is tml le..
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