.Thursday, June 19, 2014 ' 4:14 AM Y
Hi readers,
I noe I damm long nv write blog le..now back to writing..lol...Mon went to punggol to take some photos..found out alot nice place but alot of fly..sand fly...Worth it! Took a few nice photos..
Ytd afternoon went to punggol again..Took some nice river photo..Got fly oso but not tat much as mon...Tired sia..From punggol walk all the way to sengkang through the park..carried my heavy bag and walk...shag...
shall end here..need to rest le..
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.Friday, June 6, 2014 ' 4:25 PM Y
Hi readers,
Today im writing to express my feeling out again..I noe u guys will be like..wat?! again?! okay..This is the only place to express out as my dear don like to see mi share my thoughts or keep telling ppl my prob..especially to girls but i have more girl friends (female friends) den guy friends..jiiajiia will get jealous and think tat y i cant share with her or y wat i tell ppl de oso same as wat i tell her too..This will make her like less special too..Im not saying my dear not special, SHE IS SPECIAL in my heart. I wan to make her feel tat she is special.
Okay back to topic..This few days i feel very weird..feeling like im useless, dear like ignore mi(although she didn't), cant fall asleep, feeling very stress, sad and many more..So i think about wat actually happening to mi..I den notice tat my depression came back to mi..Although it is not tat serious den last time but it will affect mi a lot..Not only on my sch works, cc works but my relationship too..I wanna thanks my dear tat she been holding on and accompany mi through out this..I really need her with mi..without her, i wonder how my depression will going to more worst.. At first, i tot i was actually mood swings but things nv get better..I went on to the website to check for depression symptoms and i am correct....I am in depression...Below is one of the website..
- Sadness and or irritability
- Loss of interest or pleasure in everyday activities
- Loss of appetite—or increase in appetite
- Sleep disturbances—either insomnia or excessive sleeping
- Agitation or slowing in behavior
- Fatigue
- Feelings of worthlessness or guilt
- Problems with thinking or concentration
- Persistent thoughts of death or suicide
Below is another....
- Feeling sad or "empty"
- Feeling hopeless, irritable, anxious, or guilty
- Loss of interest in favorite activities
- Feeling very tired
- Not being able to concentrate or remember details
- Not being able to sleep, or sleeping too much
- Overeating, or not wanting to eat at all
- Thoughts of suicide, suicide attempts
- Aches or pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems.
Women experience depression more often than men. Biological, life cycle, and hormonal factors that are unique to women may be linked to women's higher depression rate. Women with depression typically have symptoms of sadness, worthlessness, and guilt.
Men with depression are more likely to be very tired, irritable, and sometimes even angry. They may lose interest in work or activities they once enjoyed, and have sleep problems.
Older adults with depression may have less obvious symptoms, or they may be less likely to admit to feelings of sadness or grief. They also are more likely to have medical conditions like heart disease or stroke, which may cause or contribute to depression. Certain medications also can have side effects that contribute to depression.
Children with depression may pretend to be sick, refuse to go to school, cling to a parent, or worry that a parent may die. Older children or teens may get into trouble at school and be irritable. Because these signs can also be part of normal mood swings associated with certain childhood stages, it may be difficult to accurately diagnose a young person with depression.
How can I help a loved one who is depressed?
If you know someone who has depression, first help him or her see a doctor or mental health professional.
- Offer support, understanding, patience, and encouragement.
- Talk to him or her, and listen carefully.
- Never ignore comments about suicide, and report them to your loved one's therapist or doctor.
- Invite him or her out for walks, outings, and other activities.
- Remind him or her that with time and treatment, the depression will lift.
jiiajiiia did almost all this..thanks dear..without her, i wont noe how am i going to go through this..I actually better now..listening to music and do some small stuff to cool and relax myself...They said children would worry parents may die but im worry my dear would leave mi..Seeing mi like tat i scare i would scare her off..haiis...I den stress myself more..I stress my exams, cc stuff and tat y my depression back ba..Too many things i need to stress..I have been stressing myself for quite a long time, not only for awhile..so don say i cant handle stress..The stress i taking ppl cant really see it but it is quite strong..cc stuff not only doing community work but i oso help adviser too..This is more stress part..
Taking out time for dear have abit as i need to push away ppl..I not scare of pushing ppl away for my dear..Cuz i oso need to rest ar..Need to accompany my dear ar..She is more important..I oso not scare telling ppl tat fri(maybe), Sat and Sun is her time..Need mi and u need to go through my dear 1st..Tat wat i told the cc director but tis sun i going help her..Not every time i will accept cuz i see her oso really need mi..Plus i can pei jiiajiia on fri and sat..Sun jiiajiia can come over but jiiajiia tired tired...
Patricia sent mi this photo ytd and i find it quite true.."Everyone needs someone who can handle their dark side." jiiajiia is the one tat really can handle my dark side...Without her i think i will always outside finding trouble..fighting...all this...Thanks dear for all this support..I Love You!
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.Sunday, June 1, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Woke up le, went prepared and go out meet Shao Juan and Xue Qi in bedok platform..Meet them le den noe yan chu nv come =.= nvm..we will have fun still..I give shao juan present le jiu went to bugis for a stroll and we buy things..walk walk here, walk walk ther..We find a store tat can make a badge or tag or magnet de..so we send to photo to the boss and we make 3 keychain badge..Thinking to make with jiiajiia next time when I bring her here..so cool hahas..Thinking to make with bros too..hahas! Brought something for mama oso..for gua sa de..cuz last time de donno lost le or break le..
We went to find buffet to eat korean de..cuz eat the restaurant ther de price is almost same as the buffet so we decided to have buffet instead..I was planning to get momiji but very ex sia...So we went to eat..we started to eat at 5.30pm and we leave at 7.30pm..damm full sia..but tis 1 abit ex cuz they nv say the gst and service charge haven included..nvm lo..but I like the korean rice cake hahas..After eating we walk awhile den take bus hm..Eat alot sia today...lol..Once again Happy advance 21st Birthday! Pre 21st actually cuz tml is actual hahahas..Shall end here le..
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.Saturday, May 31, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Im gg to summary everything...
Today is the last day of the workshop..but I need to wake up abit early as I need to go to koven from yishun for the coming home project..sian..So we reached ther early and we walk around..I meet andy and we went to popular to buy memory cards as he need for his photography assignment..
After tat andy went back and we went back to the exhibition..We help out some of the things den when ard 4.30pm we went off le..we ate mac den drive down to marina ther to meet them..We took alot of photos..nice! tired...jiiajiia tml still need to go study and I need to go celebrate shao juan birthday..busy busy..shall end here le..
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.Friday, May 30, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Wake up ard 1pm and still feel abit of headache..ytd jiiajiia give mi eat panadol le..We get prepared and go out..We went to eat at coffee shop den we take bus to bedok inter..Reached hm ard 3plus 4..
We use com awhile den rest..Ard 6pm we went for dinner with my family..wait for long for food sia..After dinner we chiong down to green rc for workshop..After tat we take bus hm..tml still need go hougang for exhibition..shall stop here..
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.Tuesday, May 27, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Today sch start late so wake up late oso hahas..Today writing tis blog is to express my feeling..So wat happened is tat..I feel tat jiiajiia don really telling mi wat she doing..Maybe I always tell her and I hope she will do the same thing back ba..She complain when tat time I in pub den I message her slow..I noe she worried..Worried tat gals come towards mi..
I did sent her message but it hard for mi to keep track of time but still I try to keep message her after a few minutes..But today, she after sent mi say eat baobao le..on 11.41am den I woke up and text her a few den she replied on 12.13pm..Okay she said she busy as she carrying stuff..but when she go to sch..she don even tell mi tat she is on bus, train all tis..Usually she does..okay not usually..is last time..even very before we broke up..way before..ya I say way before..
so y didn't I said last time? Cuz last time I don care..Cuz I wont really think of her but only myself..But now y am I stressing myself so much? Should I change back to last time? So I have lesser stress? Maybe I think too much? Or should I do the same thing like wat she is doing? Okay she today indirectly said she is on train but wat abt bus? 8.07am, she reached sch as tat time she told mi..10.28am den told mi tat she going in for test le..From 8 to 10.30 how long is tat? 2 & 1/2 hrs and wat the fk is she doing in the 2 & 1/2 hrs? She didn't even text mi?! This is not the 1st time le..
Okay maybe I need to control my emotional now..Cooling down 1st..Okay on the same time..10.28am she sent test hao le..wat is going on? go in and come out? after tat 10.29am she say die liao..I oso noe will die..go in and come out..nv do anything..Okay maybe u can tell mi it the phone reception prob so nv sent out on time..On 10.29am she said die liao lo till 11.22am she said she gg eat..wat she doing?
Maybe I expect too much from her? I stressing her too much? Maybe I over care? Or tis is not even care? Den I bo cha liao..Not going to ask so much..Nv say den suan liao lo..since ppl don wan say..Maybe she feel I busybody..I oso don wan tell her I at wher liao all tis..L8r she find I like bo liao..even at hm oso nv tell mi wat she doing..Den I oso don wan say..I nv tell her wher am I den she will ask..It the same thing..Wat do you feel? Of I don tell u wher or wat am I doing..Den I oso found out something..When she nth to do at hm, she message mi more den she in sch..like a few minutes 1 message..Even when she slp den i do sth or i go wher will tell her as i scare her worry..maybe next time no need ba..I juz wan more details.....suan le..I expect too much le..Need to reduce ba..
I oso found out tat she don post our photo on instagram..Normally she does but now only im doing it..Maybe she finds tat she tgt with mi will throw her face ba......suan le...y am i fking stress now...haiis...Lucky i have u blog..at least i can express all my feeling out here..so glad tat i still have a blog...Shall stop here le..
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.Sunday, May 25, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Today wake up ard 12pm..My fever drop le..Ytd nite after ep day den went hm with jiiajiia..Eat supper le, my fever started to come le..I think I stress my body too much le ba..I actually donno wher is my limits..Ate panadol and went to slp..
Actually today we not gg out de..but I don wan jiiajiia cuz of mi den drag her things..Wan her to faster done her things..So we get up and went to prepare..Done le jiu went down to have lunch..I punch the lift door and cut myself on the right hand middle finger..
Angry with someone...nvm..So done eating le jiu faster go to vivocity and take free cablecar..Took a few photos and some nice view..Very fast jiu reached her work place le..Saw her friend..They talk awhile..Notice tat jiiajiia don intro mi to her friends de..I feel like im nothing............Her friend look at mi and I look at her......I always intro jiiajiia to my friends even ep day I intro to adviser..nvm............
After tatwe went to take bus back to station den take train back to vivocity..We went to buy movie tickets den went to walk ard..6.30pm den went for our dinner at carls jr..Soon we finished our dinner, we went to movie le..Not bad but abit too much conversation in the movie..After tat I meet up with wee xiong den sent jiiajiia to take train and I took bus hm..yea, so tis is wat we been doing the whole day..shall end here le..
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.Saturday, May 24, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi reader,
I have not been writing for a few day le..Now back writing hahas..
I woke up and saw jiiajiia beside mi le..Wake up in the afternoon cuz I went to drink last nite..make jiiajiia worry..ps..I actually abit regret as it is waste of money and time..
Wake up to wash up myself and eat lunch..Soon we went down to help out in the event..Busy here and ther..In charge of the execution and I running up and down when they shouted "fire, fire"..Tiring but it fun and it an experience for mi..Soon it time for mi to go up stage to get my certificate but I didn't noe my rank from a normal member to now a block leader..I received my block leader badge on stage and after awhile, my name was being called again..It my certificate..So went up to the stage twice..Now feel tat I have much more things to do le..Not only more things to do but oso need to go down to cc more often le..
Didn't expect I got myself a block leader..hahas happy with some stress actually hahas..I will work towards a bigger rank! hahas
Shall end here le..
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.Wednesday, May 21, 2014 ' 11:00 PM Y
Hi readers,
I went to sch and reached class on time, den i see teacher nv start class so i went out with friends..After tat we came back and he say he will mark us late. I was like wtf?! If u wan do things till like tat den come at mi man..i not scare..You oso nv start the lesson on time and y not i cant go out?
After tat we went to
rest and get ready for
cds..Xue Qi suddenly text mi and asked mi abt whether i eat hello panda and i said yes..She show mi a whole box of hello panda..alot sia..1.30pm she meet mi and pass mi 30 packets..After tat, i went to class and
watched "Sandcastle" a local movie..Quite meaningful..After tat jiu go hm le..Go hm le rest awhile den go busy with cc stuff..busy with tis coming sat ep day..shall end here le..
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.Sunday, May 18, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
jiiajiia after we woke, after lunch..jiiajiia started to study le..see jiiajiia so stress haiis *heart pain*sayang* I jiu lay on bed nua le..so sian..keep playing game lo..played 2048 till 1.2m sia! jiiajiia got keep cake for zhuzhu eat and ask zhuzhu for comments..didn't really like the tiramasu but I like the cheese cake more..
juz tat when I gg, we quarrel on the phone of jiiajiia future plans..sian..lazy to talk abt it..care for jiiajiia...........nvm sua le..shall end here le..tired..gg slp...runny nose the whole day.....sian
...nite!
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.Thursday, May 15, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
Im gg to shorten the story...
As usual..I wake jiiajiia up..den I went to sch..but for today, I nv go training as I gg to cc to help out..So I end sch early, I went hm slack and use com till it time to go down..Went to house visiting..Jason ask mi to bring cam cuz need to take photos..Funny thing is tat I saw 1 of my teacher...I was like.....omg....his parents live here..lol....After taking photos, I chiong down to ite to pass present to Patricia..tired of cuz..but I don wan to drag it too long ar..Patricia oso pass mi the rings make by her using 3d printer..thanks! After tat went to tamp to have dinner tgt..After tat den went hm...tml still got sch and I nv slp enough..haiis..my body like so weak le..need more rest..jiiajiia angry with mi as I told her tat I not gg ite..but I forgot tell her tat i gg to pass present..cuz I tot I say I not gg ite means not gg training ma..shall rest le..tml morning lea...
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.Wednesday, May 14, 2014 ' 9:32 PM Y
Hi readers,
It mi again..lol..of cuz mi only...Today nth much oso..
Today i need wake up early as my sch start 8am..I wake up 6.50am, headache sia but because of tis module make mi get up and go sch..My favorite lea..Photography really can make my day..Reached sch early..7.50am reached den waited awhile teacher came..Today teacher teach us how to use a dslr camera..den i teach my friends how to use..lol..I already handle a dslr camera so long..My teacher suddenly test mi and my group of friends as we keep on talking..I actually teaching them....nvm..My teacher asked den i whisper the ans to my friends and we all get correct..stupid teacher wan test mi on dslr...seriously?
Don look down on ppl okay?! I teach my friends about metering and u over heard mi and u went to teach the class too..seriously?! At 1st i tot u r a great teacher tat can share thoughts but now i feel that u juz like to gl ppl or look down on ppl..nvm..i will score on this module to let u see..Soon we went to take photos and come back to choose photos..Wat a lousy cam sia..focus not very gd..sian lo..Teacher say i got the framing and proportion..Of cuz la..i take photos so long le..I noe i still got more to learn..but at least i willing to share my knowledge and teach my classmates..i nv look down on ppl..After tat i went hm..nv go cds as teacher went to reservist..Went hm i do my photos all tis..Soon jiiajiia oso end sch le..jiiajiia say she cough till chest pain sia..haiis..worry lea..Keep ask jiiajiia go see doctor but jiiajiia nv go..haiis..finally jiiajiia after dinner jiu went to see doctor..jiiajiia rest early lo..Shall end here le..
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.Tuesday, May 13, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Happy 3 years 3 months (39months) Anniversary!
Hi readers,
It is the day for mi and my dear jiiajiia..13 is the date where we get tgt..I noe it is juz month..but it oso a new starts for us..Getting tgt it not easy..Holding on is even more difficult..We oso learn to treasure each other more as we have loss each other ppl and we noe how the pain is like..It is some how like our test..Test how much we can go..It is fate to get 2 ppl tgt..
jiiajiia scare patricia like mi..don worry dear..i wont like her de..mi and her cannot be de..so don think too much..I woke up at 5.30am and went out to meet my cc friends..I meet them at coffee shop and after breakfast, my friend drove us to bedok reservoir and get ready to set up..we taking photos of sunrise!! It hard to meet up like tat..The sunrise indeed very beautiful! We made a new friend ther! Also a photographer..We exchange tips and views..He is a nice guy hahas..Taking photos tgt is fun! Hope can bring jiiajiia tgt and teach her more on photography..We took photos till 9am plus and we started to get going..My friends drove mi till Yio Chu Kang den i took bus 854 to Yishun..I reached jiiajiia house ard 11.30am..When i otw, i told jiiajiia tat i wont be going over as jiiajiia sick..den zhuzhu abit headache and tired..I didnt slp much ytd..
jiiajiia woke and saw mi..jiiajiia smile ^^ so long nv see jiiajiia smile le when i come all the way to yishun..Worth it le =D but jiiajiia nv kanna surprise till..jiiajiia say she feel tat i will come..nvm lo..I let jiiajiia see the photos i took as jiiajiia cannot go take photos with zhuzhu..After tat we went down to eat den went hm and rest..jiiajiia sick sick so need rest more..I went to slp oso..tired....Soon it dinner time, went to eat dinner and after awhile jiu went hm le..
Shall end here..Once again, Happy 3 years 3 months Anniversary!
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. ' 1:34 AM Y
Hi readers,
Today nth much to write but will update you wat i have done and express my feeling for today..
Today i woke up at 5.30am by my alarm as jiiajiia need to go sch..After i woke jiiajiia up, i very fast fall back to slp..Soon i woke up ard 12pm..Don feel like gg sch so i nv go prepare all tis..I went to brush up den went to cook noodles and eat..I on movie and eat at the same time..After i done my lunch, I went to on my com to do my stuff..At 1st i tot jiiajiia will come over but jiiajiia didnt..nvm lo..jiiajiia sick haiis..jiiajiia don take care herself de..Soon jiiajiia reached hm, i asked jiiajiia go rest and eat panadol..I continue to do my assignment..At 1st i wanted to go over and slp over de..but tot jiiajiia will come over so i didnt.. mama always say i go over so i didnt go over oso..
Soon it is dinner time le..so i went to eat dinner..den ard 10pm, yiyi and er yi came over and we went to market 85 and eat supper..I was gg to drive uncle lorry de..but it is hard den i expected..So at last uncle drove us ther..eat till very full sia..So full..
Late le..l8r i 5.30am need wake up to go take photos of sunrise at bedok reservoir..shall end here le..
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.Saturday, May 10, 2014 ' 11:30 PM Y
Hi readers,
I today woke up early as jiiajiia need to go for wedding lunch..lol..normally is dinner..So went to get prepared and go out..jiiajiia went to take mrt and I went to take bus 854..I 11.30am reached andy house..Woke him up when im in the bus by calling him..After having lunch at him house, we went back to my house as I need to take my camera and take a shower..jiiajiia wedding lunch end quite early so I asked jiiajiia whether she wan to come along anot..jiiajiia agreed and went to take train..2.30pm reached inter and ard 3pm I called jiiajiia and jiiajiia already reached bay front le..So we faster get ther and we took some photos..
After tat, we waited for izuan when we reached marina square as we want to have our dinner..Izuan went for wedding lunch too..After dinner, we started to walk to garden by the bay..We took quite alot of photos along the way..Very fast sky turn dark le..getting late le..Before we reach barrage, izuan need to go back hm le..So we say bye to him and we continue walk..jiiajiia getting very tired le..I oso actually but I need to be strong ar..Very fast reached barrage le..den I because of jiiajiia slippers and I quarrel with her..I bare foot and pass her my slippers but jiiajiia don wan..I insisted but jiiajiia don wan..I started to get angry and say I don care her le, I den walk off and go take my photos..Im juz being care.....her foot pain and turn red..I see le heart pain ah..den my slippers bigger so wont be so pain but jiu don wan...haiis....After awhile we okay le..den we continue take photos..We even took those like wedding couples shots..help peng and ayu..ayu help mi and jiiajiia..lol..
Cuz we keep taking photos..den we like neglect andy sia..Feel so bad..After awhile, it time for us to go back hm le..Late le..Was planned to go back my hm but so late le..so we took cab to yishun and I stay over..peng they all took another cab..Reached hm shower den went to mac den came back hm jiu already 3am plus le..Soon we went to slp le..Shall end here le..
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. ' 12:25 AM Y
Hi readers,
I going to shorten the story..
Early 3 years 3 months (38months) Anniversay present!
This morning I nv go to sch but lay on my bed till 11am den I went to get prepared..Thinking how to bring the flowers to jiiajiia sch and give her..Didn't tell her I gg as I wan to give her a surprise..So I went out at 2pm and stand all the way till cck ite..Wat a long ride..I called karen and ask her wher is the bakery class and she told mi blk 2 but donno which floor..I see the lobby floor information and I feel tat lvl 4 is the class..So I went to to lvl 4 and u noe wat when the door open, I saw some1 I don like..Den I walk another way but means tat it is confirmed ther is the class liao..I reached cck ite ard 3.40pm plus..Waited till 4.30pm jiiajiia den say she went to locker..So I called jiiajiia but she give mi the angry or fierce fierce voice..I sian lo..Meet her at lvl 2 and pass it to her le..jiiajiia nv kanna surprise by mi..
jiiajiia said she got the feeling tat i came..I tot tat bloody guy go tell her..After jiiajiia receive the flowers and I see her face like not very happy like tat..Tis is wat I feel....jiiajiia face like normal..nit like last time I give her presents and she smile till so happy..but I nv see tis time..I feel I have wasted my efforts and make mi don feel like making anything next time..like so shag like tat..Hope I think too much ba..but tis is my feel ar...haiis..After tat we home tgt..I should have go and shake hand and talk to tat guy ah! Reached hm, we rest awhile den went to eat..After eat we continue rest and after awhile, jiiajiia bring the flowers go outside let papa and ah yi see...They give mi the smile is like so much better den jiiajiia de..haiis..but jiiajiia got smile tgt with them..y jiiajiia at 1st nv like tat lea? I make so much effort on the flowers u noe? Can you feel it? I even go all the way down too...After chatting, jiiajiia slp on my lap and very fast..haven 5 min jiu slp so sound on my lap le..I continue play phone all tis den I see her phone and found out tat jiiajiia actually got quite a number of photos didn't send mi lo..sian..den in her phone I saw jiiajiia with tat guys I jiu sian..not happy..haiis..I noe jiiajiia say they 2 nth but jiu don like..same as jiiajiia don like I go near to other gals..After tat I take all the clothes and put wher jiiajiia always put..den I open up the ti lam..Now 12.20am..I close the door and windows den on the air con..juz now papa came in and say l8r wan in jiu on lo..I heard he say wat jump electricity thing de..donno la..lol..Now laying down le..gg slp de..can see jiiajiia tired lo..always say not tired..mouth to hard...stubborn.....
shall end here..
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.Tuesday, May 6, 2014 ' 2:00 AM Y
Hi readers,
Today I ended sch at 5.30pm and xue qi waited for mi to end my sch..She waited 1 and a half hr..psps..So after sch, I went over to house to do the flowers..I eat dinner at her house..1st time tried her cooking..After dinner, I took photos of her as it is for my exhibition thing..After tat we started to do the flowers..Need to think how to wrap up all tis..Flowers keep getting loss so need to touch up here and ther..Do till 12.30am den go hm..dear angry cuz stay at gal house till so late..jiiajiia don like..psps zhuzhu next time wont le..hao ma? After tat I 1am plus reached hm..After went to shower and went to rest le..shall end here..
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.Sunday, May 4, 2014 ' 8:52 PM Y
Hi readers,
nothing much for today..Went out early morning from jiiajiia house with all my stuff and went to hougang cc to help out in tkd grading..Nothing nuch to do lo..Just that sir jason keep ask patricia and mi go teach class..sian..no time lea..plus need to go course all tis..sian..After grading finish, we celebrate sir wei kang birthday den we went off to bedok inter for lunch..After tat went home and try out my camera stuff..ending here..
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.Thursday, May 1, 2014 ' 12:00 AM Y
Hi readers,
Now 1.36am, damm full now..Juz now went down with mama go buy burgers as mama nv try those new burgers before hahas..Fat liao la..Eat so much at tis timing..Quite miss jiiajiia de and very keen to see jiiajiia beside mi when i wake up =D miss that feeling..I really spent alot effort..As wat i told Xue Qi..Even Xue Qi can see i very hardworking..I not only spent money but my time, my slp, my health and others..Really wan to show and make it up to jiiajiia..I slp 3 hrs ytd only..tired...Now 2.20am, shall stop doing flowers..my nose cmi..Shall go slp le..Now 2.33am..on bed le..gg rest den flowers shall do other days..brb!
I forgot wat time I wake up le but when I wake up, I saw jiiajiia standing in front of my eyes! *happy* hug jiiajiia den asked jiiajiia to lay beside mi but she don wan at 1st..After awhile jiiajiia came and lay beside mi ^^ hug and rest for awhile and I did abit of workout den went to eat lunch as mama brought back for us..After lunch, I went to get shower and get ready to go out..We went to tamp but in between, we got abit of small quarrel abt the gal she don like..After awhile we okay le..We went to buy movie tickets 1st before we went to shop..We decided to watch "Oculus" a horror movie as spider man 2 de tickets selling very fast..After done buying tickets, we went to shop for presents for Patricia and Xue Qi..We buy a cross for Patricia and brought a bracelet from citigem for Xue Qi..
After done with presents, we went to shop ard and wait for time to reach..Soon it ard 5pm le..We chiong back to shaw and catch our movie..The show still okay..but don really understand the story..I only noe it all abt the mirror tat is 1 wan doing all the curse...After movie, we continue to shop as it is still early for dinner..We don really feel hungry yet..After awhile, we went to eat chicken rice outside of the mall..Before we went out, we saw the korean bbq buffet seem nice and tempting..Shall go and try 1 day..hahas..Time flies, soon jiiajiia need go hm le..So I send jiiajiia go bus 969 and I took bus 69..
After shower, continue wat I haven't finish tgt with jiiajiia on the phone..Shall end here le..
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