Hi readers,

Today im writing to express my feeling out again..I noe u guys will be like..wat?! again?! okay..This is the only place to express out as my dear don like to see mi share my thoughts or keep telling ppl my prob..especially to girls but i have more girl     friends (female friends) den guy friends..jiiajiia will get jealous and think tat y i cant share with her or y wat i tell ppl de oso same as wat i tell her too..This will make her like less special too..Im not saying my dear not special, SHE IS SPECIAL in my heart. I wan to make her feel tat she is special.

Okay back to topic..This few days i feel very weird..feeling like im useless, dear like ignore mi(although she didn't), cant fall asleep, feeling very stress, sad and many more..So i think about wat actually happening to mi..I den notice tat my depression came back to mi..Although it is not tat serious den last time but it will affect mi a lot..Not only on my sch works, cc works but my relationship too..I wanna thanks my dear tat she been holding on and accompany mi through out this..I really need her with mi..without her, i wonder how my depression will going to more worst.. At first, i tot i was actually mood swings but things nv get better..I went on to the website to check for depression symptoms and i am correct....I am in depression...Below is one of the website..

• Sadness and or irritability
• Loss of interest or pleasure in everyday activities
• Loss of appetite—or increase in appetite
• Sleep disturbances—either insomnia or excessive sleeping
• Agitation or slowing in behavior
• Fatigue
• Feelings of worthlessness or guilt
• Problems with thinking or concentration
• Persistent thoughts of death or suicide

• Feeling sad or "empty"
• Feeling hopeless, irritable, anxious, or guilty
• Loss of interest in favorite activities
• Feeling very tired
• Not being able to concentrate or remember details
• Not being able to sleep, or sleeping too much
• Overeating, or not wanting to eat at all
• Thoughts of suicide, suicide attempts
• Aches or pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems.

Women experience depression more often than men. Biological, life cycle, and hormonal factors that are unique to women may be linked to women's higher depression rate. Women with depression typically have symptoms of sadness, worthlessness, and guilt.

Men with depression are more likely to be very tired, irritable, and sometimes even angry. They may lose interest in work or activities they once enjoyed, and have sleep problems.

Older adults with depression may have less obvious symptoms, or they may be less likely to admit to feelings of sadness or grief. They also are more likely to have medical conditions like heart disease or stroke, which may cause or contribute to depression. Certain medications also can have side effects that contribute to depression.

Children with depression may pretend to be sick, refuse to go to school, cling to a parent, or worry that a parent may die. Older children or teens may get into trouble at school and be irritable. Because these signs can also be part of normal mood swings associated with certain childhood stages, it may be difficult to accurately diagnose a young person with depression.

How can I help a loved one who is depressed?

If you know someone who has depression, first help him or her see a doctor or mental health professional.

• Offer support, understanding, patience, and encouragement.
• Talk to him or her, and listen carefully.
• Never ignore comments about suicide, and report them to your loved one's therapist or doctor.
• Invite him or her out for walks, outings, and other activities.
• Remind him or her that with time and treatment, the depression will lift.

jiiajiiia did almost all this..thanks dear..without her, i wont noe how am i going to go through this..I actually better now..listening to music and do some small stuff to cool and relax myself...They said children would worry parents may die but im worry my dear would leave mi..Seeing mi like tat i scare i would scare her off..haiis...I den stress myself more..I stress my exams, cc stuff and tat y my depression back ba..Too many things i need to stress..I have been stressing myself for quite a long time, not only for awhile..so don say i cant handle stress..The stress i taking ppl cant really see it but it is quite strong..cc stuff not only doing community work but i oso help adviser too..This is more stress part..

Taking out time for dear have abit as i need to push away ppl..I not scare of pushing ppl away for my dear..Cuz i oso need to rest ar..Need to accompany my dear ar..She is more important..I oso not scare telling ppl tat fri(maybe), Sat and Sun is her time..Need mi and u need to go through my dear 1st..Tat wat i told the cc director but tis sun i going help her..Not every time i will accept cuz i see her oso really need mi..Plus i can pei jiiajiia on fri and sat..Sun jiiajiia can come over but jiiajiia tired tired...

Patricia sent mi this photo ytd and i find it quite true.."Everyone needs someone who can handle their dark side." jiiajiia is the one tat really can handle my dark side...Without her i think i will always outside finding trouble..fighting...all this...Thanks dear for all this support..I Love You!

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Hi readers,

It mi again..lol..of cuz mi only...Today nth much oso..

Today i need wake up early as my sch start 8am..I wake up 6.50am, headache sia but because of tis module make mi get up and go sch..My favorite lea..Photography really can make my day..Reached sch early..7.50am reached den waited awhile teacher came..Today teacher teach us how to use a dslr camera..den i teach my friends how to use..lol..I already handle a dslr camera so long..My teacher suddenly test mi and my group of friends as we keep on talking..I actually teaching them....nvm..My teacher asked den i whisper the ans to my friends and we all get correct..stupid teacher wan test mi on dslr...seriously?

Don look down on ppl okay?! I teach my friends about metering and u over heard mi and u went to teach the class too..seriously?! At 1st i tot u r a great teacher tat can share thoughts but now i feel that u juz like to gl ppl or look down on ppl..nvm..i will score on this module to let u see..Soon we went to take photos and come back to choose photos..Wat a lousy cam sia..focus not very gd..sian lo..Teacher say i got the framing and proportion..Of cuz la..i take photos so long le..I noe i still got more to learn..but at least i willing to share my knowledge and teach my classmates..i nv look down on ppl..After tat i went hm..nv go cds as teacher went to reservist..Went hm i do my photos all tis..Soon jiiajiia oso end sch le..jiiajiia say she cough till chest pain sia..haiis..worry lea..Keep ask jiiajiia go see doctor but jiiajiia nv go..haiis..finally jiiajiia after dinner jiu went to see doctor..jiiajiia rest early lo..Shall end here le..

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Hi readers,

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Hi readers,

Not going to write much for today..My dear is sick from ytd steamboat till now haven recover..*sayang* zhuzhu heart pain =( see jiiajiia like tat..haiis *heart pain* jiiajiia sore throat and runny nose for 2 days le..Blow nose till the nose so red and pain..Some more dear blow so hard..den got blood..haiis..I don let dear go sch tml as she is sick and wan her to stay at to rest but dear don wan..dear say tml is donno wat module de last lesson so wan to go..I keep stopping dear but still dear still wan to go..den u gave up..I let dear go..jiiajiia health is more important ar..I will worry 1..jiiajiia say understand but y let mi feel so worry..I noe ur exam is coming but health more important..I noe u don wan to fail but still health more important..I actually can stay at dear house till tml and stop dear from gg to sch but I didn't cuz I don wan to force..I feel so worry u noe? So dammm worry..haiis..

jiiajiia say jiiajiia will tell mi everything but I scare jiiajiia will forget and nv say ar..Will scare jiiajiia donno how to take care of herself..den jiiajiia nv say I oso donno..What if jiiajiia hide from mi? Even though promise say cannot hide or lie but if jiiajiia hide I oso donno..but if I find out......I will be damm angry..jiiajiia noe I can be crazy..but of cuz wont hit or hurt jiiajiia..jiiajiia pls don let zhuzhu so worry hao ma? ur health is more important..zhuzhu so worry u noe? haiis..

shall end here..

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Hi readers,
Good morning ppl! I have not been waking up so early! 4am, I hang up call with jiiajiia cuz I scare l8r alarm ring will make jiiajiia wake up plus tis is a surprise for her..Went back to slp and very fast 5.30am, alarm rings le..I stop and set it to 6am..ya tired..lay awhile ba..6am le..alarm rings again, so I push myself up and went to brush up..Thinking of jiiajiia will be happy to see mi so early =) My body not tat tired le ^^ Very fast I done preparing and went out le..Before I went, of cuz tis time I rmb to put the very spicy instant noodles into my bag..I bring the phone cover too..Hope jiiajiia will wan to put the same cover as zhuzhu even though jiiajiia said before u don wan tis cover..The phone cover I brought it when I was in bugis with Andy on wed but I nv mention on my blog tat time..6.28am, I reached bus stop..Let the story begins.........

I took train to tamp and reached on 6.53am, took bus 969 to yishun..7.33am reached yishun le..now gg to inter to take bus to dear house..My thigh still pain sia..Ytd training really over stretch..shag..donno need how long to recover haiis..Still thinking abt taking 2nd dan sian..Actually teach class quite fun but I scare im not up to standard lea..Everytime need to fierce them..Okay don talk abt tat le..Im on bus 812 otw to dear house le..Took some photos on bus hahas..selfies! 7.50am reached bus stop, walking to dear house ^^ 7.56am reached outside dear house..but the door is close so I called dear to help mi open door..Saw dear got phone cover le..haiis..dear don wan slp after I reached...haiis..scare her tired tired ar..jiu force dear go slp..jiiajiia say gg wake up le..haiis..I noe I siao nv slp alot den come find jiiajiia..but cuz of jiiajiia I become siao..The day before ytd I woke up 7am plus 8am like tat den ytd nite I slp a few hrs jiu wake up le..See jiiajiia, zhuzhu jiu not tired le ar..

I feel like im extra...haiis..slept awhile juz now..10.20am, done preparing and went out le..Eat very bao sia..but jiiajiia come den very pain vomit out all the food..I send dear hm, her family go si ma lu..I take care dear like she have baby..ppl give mi tat kind of face..lol..How I wish it real..lol..Like got xin fu xin fu de feel..hahas..Went we reached yishun inter and waiting for bus, we saw her family juz nice oso reached and waiting for bus..We took bus back hm..Now 2.57pm, dear resting..sian..till now dear still don let mi kiss her..haiis...Now 3.36pm, dear sleeping..I feel so shag..haiis..dear juz now say 4pm wake her up..I believe wat basheer had told mi before..Tis is our obstacles and if we pass through tis, our relationship will be very strong liao..I noe this is not easy but I will go for it..Fight for my happiness!

4pm le..wake jiiajiia up le..Now 4.04pm le..jiiajiia rest rest again..Went to slp with dear juz now..7.30pm, went to eat dinner den after tat went to room to rest..We talk talk den on 8.46pm we are back to couples! Hope we can be like tat forever! *happy* We talk alot of things out..Now 9.55pm gg to shower le..Done shower den rest awhile, teaching dear her homework..Dear stop studying at 1am den we went to eat again..After tat we play ard with each other and we slept at 3am..Before we slp we took out all our memories..Wat a happy day! Hope we can be like tis forever!

Sorry for the late post! The new post is coming up soon =)

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Johnny♡yiijiia

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Having my poly holiday now...worry tat my exam will fail and need to take sub paper..feeling a bit sick..ytd had a bad running nose but I feel better now..

2day was quite boring actually..nv do anything..went down to play basketball only..2day was actually waiting for my friend as he going to bring mi to the the bicycle shop and I can repair my bicycle..

But he is not free..I still feel my head pain..sian..don like to be sick...but a good thing is tat I make a new friend..a guy..he is only 15(sec3) older den my bro 1 year but he is freaking tall..taller den mi too..We noe each other 2day only..

Is good to make more friends hahas..
going off for now..till next time..

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ytd nite mi and jiiajiia ton...We ton the whole nite, in the morning jiiajiia came 2 my house den I bring her 2 market 2 eat breakfast...After tat I bring jiiajiia 2 my 2nd aunt house den found out tat I half yr nv go le...Nv change alot, only the room...

After tat we went back hm and rest awhile...den i went 2 shower and went out...We went 2 Marina Square, play arcade awhile den we went walk walk around...We den decided 2 walk 2 Suntec and went 2 WE cinema 2 find Lee Hwee...

I really wanted 2 watch "Green Lantern" but i wan save $$ so I decided not 2 watch...jiiajiia keep asking mi 2 watch cuz she noe I really wanted 2 watch..jiiajiia keep asking and asking den finally i agree cuz she say she also wanted 2 watch as it look interesting tat y she keep psycho mi go watch...

When watch in EngWah they will give the Peel and Win ticket but we keep getting the $1 off hotdog combo..sian...den we brought 2 hotdog be4 went in 2 watch "Green Lantern"...Went we went in, the movie hall is empty~ see below...


no1 sia hahas like the whole cinema is ours 2 watch sia hahas...We went in find our sit den sit down...jiiajiia accidently hit her drink and drop den left half a cup nia...I share share my drink with her...Very fast the movie starts le...











NICE MOVIE!! I LIKE hahas =D I think got "Green Lantern 2 " lo..waiting~ hahas...After the movie, we went back 2 the cinema 2 wait 4 Lee Hwee den we went walk walk awhile...Went 2 "Otaku House" see see den remind mi tat tis coming Sat @ Pasir Ris E-hub...

After tat we continue walk walk den walk back 2 find Lee Hwee cuz she going off fm work le...We walk 2 Marina Square back cuz Lee Hwee need go ther take bus but donno how 2 walk ther so I bring her ther with jiiajiia...

After tat mi and jiiajiia went 2 City Hall take train but we took train down 2 Marina Bay 1st den go up 2 Yishun cuz got place 2 sit...We sit down and started 2 doze off cuz both of us tired tired le den very fast reach Yishun le...

We went 2 Yishun interchange le den wait 4 bus and went hm fm ther..jiiajiia got abit sick, ask her 2 eat medi after having her dinner..kk stopping here le...
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Went 4 test and thinking tat i going 2 die 4 tis test cuz nv really noe how 2 do..When i got my test paper and start my test, i look through and try 2 do...Try 2 think back wat teacher have teach and found out tat i nv really go listen 4 his lesson but lucky tat teacher got revise 4 us ytd and try rmb fm ther...

Tis paper is 1hr 30 mins..I did 1hr and come out le..heng ar i noe how 2 do but with some hint tat teacher gave mi..phew~ did not do very bad heng lo...Juz nice after my test it 10am and i need 2 go 4 my Vietnam briefing...Went 4 the briefing den noe tat it another teacher bringing us go..We not going 4 the budget airline le heng ar if not we need 2 reach ther by 5:30am 6am like tat...

They change 2 Vietnum Air @ T3 think so...most likely flying off by 12pm so need reach T3 2hr eariler so is 10am like tat...confirm flying off on 4/7/11(Monday) Vietmun ther de time is slower den Singapore by 1hr so Singapore 2pm @ Vietmun is 1pm nia...Don no how 2 adept 2 different timing, i noe only 1hr different but still i nv went out oversea only Malaysia and indo nia...

Sian I will miss jiiajiia de and i promise i will safely come back 2 Singapore de cuz i wont leave jiiajiia alone de...Very fast i come back fm Vietmun it will be celebrating our 5th months anniversary le, cant wait 4 tat day 2 come ^^ Go ther see some nice nice things 2 buy back give jiiajiia ^^ jiiajiia don worry i will be ok de, I Love and Miss You!!~

After the briefing, went hm...lazy 2 write other le..Abit sick tat y so tml going see doctor 2 get 2day and tml MC...stopping here...
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Johnny~

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2day nth much 2 write oso...2day don feel like going sch de but Patrick called mi in the morning and reminded mi tat 2day got video taking..sian~ 8am need 2 reached sch cuz need take blazer size but i told Patrick tat take "L" size 4 mi can le..i no need try...jiiajiia nv go sch as she sick ar..she told mi she tat she got abit fever sia, sian...Wanted 2 skip sch and find her de but cannot ar...

Got tis ytd and need 2 wear it tml on my blazer.....

Go sch prepare den got class test!!!! class test halfway the video taking de ppl came le den need 2 stop the test 4 those ppl need 2 help out...sian..cannot do test oso...After tat went 2 do test..hehe got cheat abit lar...den wetn4 lunch den went back class as Patrick mark finish the paper le den wan give back...I got 33/40 4 my class test..i got 3rd in class...lol...Went hm after tat...stopping here..
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2day woke up @ 8am and saw my phone..We haven hang up hehe can hear jiiajiia sleeping lea ^^ den went back 2 slp...After awhile, 9am i woke up again den hear the ear-phone, we haven hang up den i went back 2 slp..@ 10am i woke up again...funny sia, every 1hr wake up..

Maybe use to wake up early on sat as i every sat got work ar hahas but 2day no need work..no need wake up early can slp longer cuz need 2 go my cousin de birthday celebration ar...@10am we started 2 chat as jiiajiia wake up le...

She told mi 2 wake up lo but i told her i 2day no need early wake up can slp longer den she faster tell mi 2 go back slp..hahas cute sia her ^^ I have a cute laopo hehe =) We chat chat and went 2 slp and we woke up @1pm as i need 2 go prepared  2 go out le..Wanted 2 tell u all sth...We break record again...hahas tis time really damm long sia, don no how 2 break again....

14hrs 7mins 16secs...wow tat long hahas =D

My aunt going 2 send us 2 meet my another cousin 2 play bowling be4 going 2 meet the birthday boy hahas...Went shower all tis den play fb de "My Shop" awhile den edit my blog post abit and went out le..Walk 2 my aunt house but i think my flu is coming..sneeze here sneeze ther sian~Reached le den wait my uncle drive us ther...

While on the way ther i chat with jiiajiia till i ther reached E-hub den hang up le...Saw my cousin den she congratz mi and say happy 3rd months anniversary, i was like lol...hahas.....Play bowling den @6pm we went off 2 the birthday boy de house...Reached ther le, eat den went 2 play pool..so long nv play le sia hahas...My uncle gave mi a beer i took le..I promise jiiajiia tat i wont drink too much and only can drink on celebration nia...so the whole day i only drink tat 1 can of beer...

I got drink soft drink after tat, like green tea, passion fruit all tis lo..I very gd boi de wont break promise again de...l8r jiiajiia sad sad so i cannot let jiiajiia sad sad ar...After playing pool they say they going cut cake le den we went down and wait lo...I went down and ate some food again be4 they start 2 cut the cake...

Sing birthday song le...sing sing sing~~ hahas den took photo blah blah den cut cake le...hahas funny thing is tat we all found out tat Ryan de gf got come de disturb disturb lo hahas...Den they shouted 4 mi and ask mi when it my turn?? When i bring mine 1 out, i was like ............. hahas =D

It time 2 throw birthday boi down the swimming pool!!! hahas but i nv, it all his friends playing with him hahas...push here and ther but after awhile i find it not very gd 2 play like tis as ppl might hit thier head on the floor sia...

After awhile more, we plan 2 go hm le...Went 2 wait 4 my uncle car and he drive us back hm~ A happy and abit tired day hahas..On the way back, chat with jiiajiia...I miss her alot sia..haiis...going 2 meet her tml yay!! btw really got flu......arh!!~ need 2 eat medi le haiis.....
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Johnny~

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Woke up @ 8:30am plus with my mum help...I scare i cant wake up so i ask my mum 2 wake mi @ 8:30am...I text jiiajiia le den faster get out of my bed and went 2 prepare..Brush up all tis and took my bag and out of my house and going 2ward jiiajiia house...

jiiajiia got fever fm ytd and i now planning 2 go her house and bring her 2 polyclinic see doctor...I took bus go Bedok inter and i see alot of my sch ppl going sch expect mi hahas =D Went 2 take train as it is faster...Reached my dear house @ 10:30am like tat, when i reached outside my dear house, jiiajiia told mi tat her mum nv go work..I was like huh? y? sian~

I went 2 her window and knock, jiiajiia saw mi, she open her window and ask mi y i came? I told her tat i wan 2 bring her see doctor...I worry she 1 person go see doctor ma...After tat jiiajiia say she need 2 change clothes den close the window le, i went up 2 the 12floor de staircase and sit down...sweating~~

Took tissue out and wipe away my sweat...I see my phone and saw tat jiiajiia miss called mi 3 times...I saw le faster called back..I nv hear cuz i put on silent mode scare her mum see mi ar...jiiajiia told mi tat she her mum pei her go see doctor, i was like kk @least her mum still care enough 2 bring her go see doctor...*heart pain~* see her still on fever haiis plus cough and flu haiis.....

After awhile i smell jiiajiia outside her house, i still @ 12floor but smell her ar funny....den i text her and ask her wher she is and she told mi outside lift going down...I was like...er...my nose ar..i think smell her too much so when she walk pass oso can smell her hahas..use 2 it ar hahas ^^

I slack awhile den took my bag and go off lo...Went 2 bus stop and text her, jiiajiia juz reached polyclinic...After tat jiiajiia told mi tat her mum oso went 2 see doctor, i was like lol...tot her mum so gd will take leave bring her go see doctor, end up she oso sick den juz nice both go 2gether...I took bus go back north point..walk walk around and think wat 2 eat, planning 2 eat Mac breakfast and when i reached ther, i saw so many ppl...Alot of sec student sia, I think is exam week ar tat y all of them so early release sch le...

sian~ so no chioce lo..nv eat den i walk walk around and plan 2 go hm...sian..I MISS HER sia....nvm @least i got saw her and noe she feeling better le...Went 2 take bus hm...text text her and i slp on bus half an hr like tat...During the bus trip, Patrick my CA called mi and ask mi y i nv go sch and i told him i sick and i got 2 days MC fm ytd...

He called mi and tell mi 2 go sch tml as he need 2 talk 2 mi as he need my help...The ITE CEO coming in tis mth...sian~ After awhile, reached Bedok inter and took bus hm...Brought chicken rice go hm 2 eat...Eat le, use com till 2:30pm like tat with jiiajiia on the phone...Went 2 shower and go 4 a nap with jiiajiia...

Woke up @ 8pm and called jiiajiia as we promise each other tat whoever wakes up 1st must call each other...Told her 2 wake up and go eat dinner...After tat a starhub man came and ask us tat does we wan 2 install the cabal tv anot and my mum agree le...1 mth $16+...now got promotion ar tat y cheaper...

After tat, i started 2 use com till now...play fb, plurk, twitter and of cuz blogging.....Happy tat can see my dear juz now le...see her safe and sound...talking with jiiajiia on phone now...jiiajiia got 2 days MC fm 2day till tml...Fri is our 3rd mth anniversary le, looking 4ward 2 tat day and even more ^^ dear jiiajiia laopo, I LOVE and MISS YOU!!!!~

jiiajiia sick~ takecare ar...

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Johnny~

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2day woke up @ 7:30am as Esther and her friend called mi 2 wake jiiajiia up, i told them tat jiiajiia sick not going sch..She need 2 see doctor l8r...After tat, i see my phone, i saw jiiajiia text mi @ 7am...so early.....I started 2 call her, wonder did she go sch cuz so early wake up but i don think so cuz Esther and friends waiting 4 her...

I wonder is it she put her ear-phone den nv hear my call or when she went out got accident? ahhh~ I spam call her cuz i start 2 worry and worry even more and i text her must call mi back...After awhile jiiajiia called mi, i saw her name in my phone I faster pick up and i hear her sound...

Phew~ jiiajiia is safe and sound~ i keep thinking abt the worst but heng ar nth happpen..jiiajiia is sleeping her phone put on silent mode tat y nv hear her phone rings...After tat i told her 2 go back 2 sleep and i oso...@10am she already woke up and prepare 2 go see doctor, i woke up @11am and prepare 2 go see doctor oso...

How i noe she 10am woke up? cuz jiiajiia text mi lar hahas...Very fast i went down 2 see doctor and my very fast done le but jiiajiia still need 2 wait...jiiajiia went 2 polyclinic cuz cheaper, i went 2 family clinic as the doctor see mi fm young tat y everytime i sick i will go ther...

After tat, i went hm shower and went out 2 meet jiiajiia..jiiajiia nv tell her mum tat she nv go sch...so we went 2 nex walk walk den went 2 AMK hub 2 watch movie..We watched "Umizaru 3" quite nice..





Nice movie..very touching sia...Should watch...btw in between of the movie sth happen shall not go into details hahas ^^ jiiajiia really sick sia..her fever de tamp keep going up sian~ *heart pain~* see her suffer like tat make my heart break sia... =(

After movie, we both feel damm cold cuz very less ppl in the cinema watching tis movie...We went 2 the toilet and den we sit down and rest as jiiajiia not feeling very well...Sent her till Khatib den i took train hm...We had a happy day but jiiajiia sick sick =(

Went reach hm, we nv talk on phone as she cant call mi ar..nvm...I told her 2 tell her mum tat she sick and go see doctor tml again and take MC...jiiajiia very fast fell asleep but i haven done my things so nv pei her..Sorry~ i faster finish my things and go slp..yea sleeping now...
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Johnny~

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2day morning i woke up but don no why my head feel pain pain de den heavy de...I went back 2 sleep after tat and not going 2 sch, need some rest @ hm...After I woke up @ 11am I see my phone, I saw jiiajiia message..She say text her after i wake up den i text her lo..

Raining~Using com den fold straw 4 jiiajiia..I went 2 restart my phone, my phone hang!!! ya my IPhone HANG!!! siao liao...Planning 2 buy new phone liao cuz my phone no warrenty as i jailbreak de...Planning 2 buy Sony Eericsson Xperia de but waited like a few hrs...After finish eating, i use master reset den suddenly i saw the Apple logo is out..woohooo heng ar!! lucky ar..no need buy new 1 le plus inside the things nv lost heng ar cuz i plan 2 restore the phone if still hang ther...

After tat i went 2 shower den jiiajiia called and she say she wan 2 meet mi and wan give a surprise but raining..haiis..After i heard tat i faster prepare 2 go out meet her..After tat juz nice she reached Bedok i oso reached..hahas I Miss her sia!! but she tired tired sia fm CCK 2 Bedok sia...



We went 2 tamp and walk around, we went 2 buy KOI went we reached ther..We drink "Hazel Nut Milk Tea" 50% suger level....jiiajiia nv drink it be4 but i noe she will like it den she ask y den i told her by feeling lo, juz noe tat u will like it..heart to heart ma^^ We brought slipper and we went 2 eat popeyes 4 dinner as jiiajiia say her mum nv cook...After tat we went 2 take bus 969 and send her back hm...After she leave, i took bus 854 to go back Bedok...Talk 2 her on phone while she walking back hm den we hang up after she reached hm..waiting 4 her call as she say she will call back..Try 2 sleep den the time like pass very long le, like 1hr plus le but after tat she called mi den i ask her wat time le..Actually only pass 30min nia..ARH!!! Y i feel the time so long but only so short when without her haiis...

Whenever i with jiiajiia, the time always pass soooo fast haiis sian..wanted 2 pei her longer, nv feel enough de...I Miss her every now and den sia..Even juz leave her a few min nia, now oso sia...@hm writing blog, fb and talking 2 her on phone.....She told mi tat she reached hm got eat rice sia..tot her mum nv cook but don no y got cook...=.=...nvm fat fat cute ma^^

dear jiiajiia laopo, I love and miss you!! U cant leave mi!! don no how 2 live without u sia...the time move damm slow without u, means my life feel emo, meaningless, useless and boring without u sia...Do NOT leave mi ar...I LOVE YOU forever!!!!

Labels: Happy, Loves, Miss, Promise, Sick, Tired

2day no sch wooohoooo hahas..woke up 9am 2day as mi and my sis going meet my aunt and go pray 4 my grandpa...When i woke up, i text jiiajiia den after awhile when i almost done preparing she reply mi and i was shock cuz ytd we sleep so late..It abt 9:30am she reply mi..

I ask her 2 go back 2 sleep as she is really tired..She went back 2 sleep den mi and my sis went 2 my aunt place's...My aunt gave mi and my sis noodle 4 breakfast den we started 2 get moving..We went 2 pray le blah blah blah~After tat went 2 nex mall 2 walk...When 12:30pm, i call jiiajiia 2 wake up..It time 4 her 2 eat lunch le but she wake up 2 eat breakfast=.= she eating her lunch l8r as her mum still cooking..

After tat we went 2 Ikea ther 2 eat...no rice ther, juz nice sell finish le...so only eat chicken all tis only lo...On our way back, my aunt ask mi alot of question tat is link 2 jiiajiia...After tat i reached hm at abt 4pm like tat..jiiajiia called mi den i went 2 shower..After tat jiiajiia told mi tat her mum saw her new fb acc but the funny thing is tat her mum nv complain tis and tat..

We went 4 a nap and jiiajiia called mi 2 wake up @ 7:30pm...have nite mare....sian...have a damm scary nite mare sia..haiis...When wake up keep swat sia..cold swat...haiis..The dream is abt my laopo leaving mi =( *scared* haiis...After tat we went 2 eat dinner den talk on the phone till now...sian jiiajiia still sick haiis *worry* Now i sick oso, got abit cough and flu....don worry laopo...

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dear jiiajiia laopo,
                          takecare of urself ar...rmb tat we r "heart to heart" leh..If u nv takecare of urself tat means nv takecare of mi..u sick i oso leh..If u don wan 2 see mi hurt or sick u must takecare lea...dear, u promise mi and i promise u tat we wont leave each other so tis promise cannot break de...u rmb hor? I love you laopo!!~I miss you!!~ see u tml ^^

logging off~
Johnny~

Labels: Happy, Promise, Scare, Shock, Sick, Tired, Worry

2day wake up @ 8:30am den i see my phone and saw a message tat say "call failure"...I think back tat did i say byebye 2 her or i juz fell asleep? I already blur blur le..tired~ I faster text her morning and say sorry laopo cuz i scare i really fell asleep when talking 2 her phone last nite...

jiiajiia reply my message..she ask y i say sry? den i told her 2 wait ar cuz i need 2 prepare my things 4 sch..She reply huh? After tat i done, i went down and i reply her tat can i call her but she told mi l8r den i reply her tat when she done her things tell mi den she say ok...After awhile, i was on bus2 going sch den jiiajiia called mi and i told her everything den she say i nv fell asleep..we got say byebye 2 each other...

I was blur blur ar but lucky i nv fell asleep ar hahas^^ Reach sch do nth...damm sian...see friends play com game..1 play L4D2 another play "need 4 speed" sian till like tat cuz we finish our project...I always on the phone with her till she when went 2 tts 4 check up...jiiajiia told mi tat she thought tat i went 2 her house as i say sry..den she went outside of her house 2 check around 2 see am i around hahas..cute leh^^

Damm boring in class..I did plan 2 pei her go 4 check up de but jiiajiia don let mi go with her, she wan mi 2 go 2 sch 2 study...jiiajiia scare my attendant not gd ar haiis..After my lunch, jiiajiia told mi tat she juz finish her check up..dear oso told mi tat she got the result le..I was like huh? so fast ar? fast oso gd den she told mi tat the doctor say tat she need 2 go back check up again on Oct...If her hearing normal den 1yr check 1 time if not half a yr check 1 time...

When i heard tis my heart like going 2 pump out sia!! Worry~ Worry~ Worry~ haiis...When back 2 class...do nth again=.=''' 2day damm slack lar...got alot of games and movies fm friends hahas^^ Went 2 the next class..We finsh our project le so slack oso..see other ppl presentation...I got a damm bad flu fm tis morning haiis..like my nose going drop off like tat..sian~ Went going hm, wanted 2 buy bubbletea den i ask jiiajiia tat can i buy and she say no den i nv buy lo..I very "guai" 1 lea..hor laopo^^ hehe

When back hm, i went 2 shower den go eat medi den go 4 a nap...jiiajiia like nv sleep..i slept till 9pm den jiiajiia called 2 wake mi up..Wake up le, went 2 eat dinner den talking with my dear jiiajiia laopo on phone while i writting my blog^^

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dear jiiajiia laopo,
                        You will be ok de! If really tat unlucky, u cant leave mi hor..i will takecare of u de..i promise! I willing 2 do anything 4 you...Even die 4 you~ I love and miss you!~ Cant wait 2 see you!!~ Sleep early 2nite....I Love You!!!

Johnny~

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❤ Johnny Tan
❤ 04.11.1993 (21)
❤ single/attached to T.Y.J ❤
❤ Anniversary:1302112130 ❤
❤ currently studing in Temasek Polytechnic
❤ Christian
❤ Horoscope:Scorpio
❤ Zodiac:Rooster
❤ Martial Arts
❤ Taekwondo
❤ Photography
❤ First Aider


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Alicia Mei
Wee Yin Mei
Si Hui Mei
Class412(2009)
Chu Han
Bethesda Cathedral Church
XueQi
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
ChapterFourteen
ChapterFifteen
ChapterSixteen
ChapterSeventeen
ChapterEighteen
ChapterNinteen
ChapterTwenty

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