Hi readers,

Today im writing to express my feeling out again..I noe u guys will be like..wat?! again?! okay..This is the only place to express out as my dear don like to see mi share my thoughts or keep telling ppl my prob..especially to girls but i have more girl     friends (female friends) den guy friends..jiiajiia will get jealous and think tat y i cant share with her or y wat i tell ppl de oso same as wat i tell her too..This will make her like less special too..Im not saying my dear not special, SHE IS SPECIAL in my heart. I wan to make her feel tat she is special.

Okay back to topic..This few days i feel very weird..feeling like im useless, dear like ignore mi(although she didn't), cant fall asleep, feeling very stress, sad and many more..So i think about wat actually happening to mi..I den notice tat my depression came back to mi..Although it is not tat serious den last time but it will affect mi a lot..Not only on my sch works, cc works but my relationship too..I wanna thanks my dear tat she been holding on and accompany mi through out this..I really need her with mi..without her, i wonder how my depression will going to more worst.. At first, i tot i was actually mood swings but things nv get better..I went on to the website to check for depression symptoms and i am correct....I am in depression...Below is one of the website..

• Sadness and or irritability
• Loss of interest or pleasure in everyday activities
• Loss of appetite—or increase in appetite
• Sleep disturbances—either insomnia or excessive sleeping
• Agitation or slowing in behavior
• Fatigue
• Feelings of worthlessness or guilt
• Problems with thinking or concentration
• Persistent thoughts of death or suicide

• Feeling sad or "empty"
• Feeling hopeless, irritable, anxious, or guilty
• Loss of interest in favorite activities
• Feeling very tired
• Not being able to concentrate or remember details
• Not being able to sleep, or sleeping too much
• Overeating, or not wanting to eat at all
• Thoughts of suicide, suicide attempts
• Aches or pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems.

Women experience depression more often than men. Biological, life cycle, and hormonal factors that are unique to women may be linked to women's higher depression rate. Women with depression typically have symptoms of sadness, worthlessness, and guilt.

Men with depression are more likely to be very tired, irritable, and sometimes even angry. They may lose interest in work or activities they once enjoyed, and have sleep problems.

Older adults with depression may have less obvious symptoms, or they may be less likely to admit to feelings of sadness or grief. They also are more likely to have medical conditions like heart disease or stroke, which may cause or contribute to depression. Certain medications also can have side effects that contribute to depression.

Children with depression may pretend to be sick, refuse to go to school, cling to a parent, or worry that a parent may die. Older children or teens may get into trouble at school and be irritable. Because these signs can also be part of normal mood swings associated with certain childhood stages, it may be difficult to accurately diagnose a young person with depression.

How can I help a loved one who is depressed?

If you know someone who has depression, first help him or her see a doctor or mental health professional.

• Offer support, understanding, patience, and encouragement.
• Talk to him or her, and listen carefully.
• Never ignore comments about suicide, and report them to your loved one's therapist or doctor.
• Invite him or her out for walks, outings, and other activities.
• Remind him or her that with time and treatment, the depression will lift.

jiiajiiia did almost all this..thanks dear..without her, i wont noe how am i going to go through this..I actually better now..listening to music and do some small stuff to cool and relax myself...They said children would worry parents may die but im worry my dear would leave mi..Seeing mi like tat i scare i would scare her off..haiis...I den stress myself more..I stress my exams, cc stuff and tat y my depression back ba..Too many things i need to stress..I have been stressing myself for quite a long time, not only for awhile..so don say i cant handle stress..The stress i taking ppl cant really see it but it is quite strong..cc stuff not only doing community work but i oso help adviser too..This is more stress part..

Taking out time for dear have abit as i need to push away ppl..I not scare of pushing ppl away for my dear..Cuz i oso need to rest ar..Need to accompany my dear ar..She is more important..I oso not scare telling ppl tat fri(maybe), Sat and Sun is her time..Need mi and u need to go through my dear 1st..Tat wat i told the cc director but tis sun i going help her..Not every time i will accept cuz i see her oso really need mi..Plus i can pei jiiajiia on fri and sat..Sun jiiajiia can come over but jiiajiia tired tired...

Patricia sent mi this photo ytd and i find it quite true.."Everyone needs someone who can handle their dark side." jiiajiia is the one tat really can handle my dark side...Without her i think i will always outside finding trouble..fighting...all this...Thanks dear for all this support..I Love You!

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Hi readers,

I gg to shorten the story..so late le..need to rest..okay here we go..

I bring my cam go sch..damm heavy sia..After sch I went to ite for tkd training and patricia is my 1st model..thank you so much mei! After take photo, went to training and I train till esther vomit..So sorry doesn't mean it..After training went to tamp to eat den go hm..After shower meet ayu and talk abt the exhibition thing and asking ayu is okay to be my model and she okay..accompany ayu go eat den go hm..Now 2.03am le..pei my dear sleeping on phone..gg rest le..tml 9am class..shall slp le..

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Johnny♡yiijiia

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Hi readers,
Good morning ppl! I have not been waking up so early! 4am, I hang up call with jiiajiia cuz I scare l8r alarm ring will make jiiajiia wake up plus tis is a surprise for her..Went back to slp and very fast 5.30am, alarm rings le..I stop and set it to 6am..ya tired..lay awhile ba..6am le..alarm rings again, so I push myself up and went to brush up..Thinking of jiiajiia will be happy to see mi so early =) My body not tat tired le ^^ Very fast I done preparing and went out le..Before I went, of cuz tis time I rmb to put the very spicy instant noodles into my bag..I bring the phone cover too..Hope jiiajiia will wan to put the same cover as zhuzhu even though jiiajiia said before u don wan tis cover..The phone cover I brought it when I was in bugis with Andy on wed but I nv mention on my blog tat time..6.28am, I reached bus stop..Let the story begins.........

I took train to tamp and reached on 6.53am, took bus 969 to yishun..7.33am reached yishun le..now gg to inter to take bus to dear house..My thigh still pain sia..Ytd training really over stretch..shag..donno need how long to recover haiis..Still thinking abt taking 2nd dan sian..Actually teach class quite fun but I scare im not up to standard lea..Everytime need to fierce them..Okay don talk abt tat le..Im on bus 812 otw to dear house le..Took some photos on bus hahas..selfies! 7.50am reached bus stop, walking to dear house ^^ 7.56am reached outside dear house..but the door is close so I called dear to help mi open door..Saw dear got phone cover le..haiis..dear don wan slp after I reached...haiis..scare her tired tired ar..jiu force dear go slp..jiiajiia say gg wake up le..haiis..I noe I siao nv slp alot den come find jiiajiia..but cuz of jiiajiia I become siao..The day before ytd I woke up 7am plus 8am like tat den ytd nite I slp a few hrs jiu wake up le..See jiiajiia, zhuzhu jiu not tired le ar..

I feel like im extra...haiis..slept awhile juz now..10.20am, done preparing and went out le..Eat very bao sia..but jiiajiia come den very pain vomit out all the food..I send dear hm, her family go si ma lu..I take care dear like she have baby..ppl give mi tat kind of face..lol..How I wish it real..lol..Like got xin fu xin fu de feel..hahas..Went we reached yishun inter and waiting for bus, we saw her family juz nice oso reached and waiting for bus..We took bus back hm..Now 2.57pm, dear resting..sian..till now dear still don let mi kiss her..haiis...Now 3.36pm, dear sleeping..I feel so shag..haiis..dear juz now say 4pm wake her up..I believe wat basheer had told mi before..Tis is our obstacles and if we pass through tis, our relationship will be very strong liao..I noe this is not easy but I will go for it..Fight for my happiness!

4pm le..wake jiiajiia up le..Now 4.04pm le..jiiajiia rest rest again..Went to slp with dear juz now..7.30pm, went to eat dinner den after tat went to room to rest..We talk talk den on 8.46pm we are back to couples! Hope we can be like tat forever! *happy* We talk alot of things out..Now 9.55pm gg to shower le..Done shower den rest awhile, teaching dear her homework..Dear stop studying at 1am den we went to eat again..After tat we play ard with each other and we slept at 3am..Before we slp we took out all our memories..Wat a happy day! Hope we can be like tis forever!

Sorry for the late post! The new post is coming up soon =)

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Johnny♡yiijiia

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2day is my bro birthday!! Tis morning, my aunt came and give mi and my sis late present, my bro present and my cousin too(2day not his birthday)..My aunt spent alot on us..We all got watch from her, my and my sister's watch cost $60+, bro's watch cost $70+ and my cousin got $40+ watch tat worth $60+..

My dad oso gave mi a Rolex watch tat cost a few thousand dollar..Happy sio =D I nv take it cuz i not going wear it, it too expensive le so i ask him 2 keep it 4 mi..ok back 2 my bro celebration..So very fast my 2nd aunt bring his son(my cousin) came le..

Pass him his present le and started took out all those food tat need 2 deep fry de..2day seem 2 have fun but we all r tired le..We cook nugget all tis and very fast we done everything..den my mum started 2 cook bee hoon and noodle..

My 3rd aunt need 2 go back so we cut the birthday cake early, like 5:30PM..We sing birthday song(of cuz) English and Chinese..3 wishes 4 him, 2 wishes say out and the last 1 hide in his heart..After he done with wishing of cuz the next step is cutting the cake..

com: WAIT!! NO, not cutting the cake 1st...

mi WAT IS IT THEN??

com: BLOW OFF THE FIRE OF CUZ..LOL

mi: OK U SO CLEVER DEN WAT NEXT??

com: CUT THE CAKE LA...

mi: WRONG!!

com: DEN?? ?.?

mi: TAKE AWAY USED CANDLE LA STUPID...

mi and com: OWNED!!

hahas i nth better 2 do sia...cut the cake le, we all resting cuz we busy the whole day le hahas..eat the cake all tis..A fun and a tired day hahas..btw i dye my hair again and now my colour more nicer yay!! kk stopping here le..er..1 more thing, THANK YOU AUNT!!!

Johnny logging off~

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2day nth much 2 write abt...slp till afternoon 12:30pm den wake up cuz not going out with jiiajiia ar...She cannot come find mi den she went 2 pray her grandmother...Wake up cuz jiiajiia called ar den i see my phone got message..I saw tat jiiajiia can come meet mi!! Happy!!

Got off the bed and went 2 prepare...when i done shower, i went 2 cook noodle 4 jiiajiia as i promise her be4...When i almost done cooking, jiiajiia reached outside my house..Bring her come in le den give her eat..She oso pass mi dark choco cuz she noe i like ar..So SWEET of her ^^

After finish eating, we went out 2 Junction 8 walk walk..wanted 2 buy shorts 4 jiiajiia as she say she pants very loose ar..She oso wanted 2 buy but we juz cant find any..After tat we went 2 AMK 2 see and walk walk...nth oso sian....nv buy anything...

Went back 2 Yishun walk walk den find wat 2 eat 4 dinner...We went 2 eat buffet again..damm full sia..After tat sth happened, tis time need 2 run fm some1 oso..sian sia the stupid aunti...haiis but nvm we had a fun day though...
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Johnny~

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jiiajiia gave de present^^ see tat?? "Always by your side" jiiajiia always did tat =D

2day woke up @6am as i heard jiiajiia hang up my phone...ya we on the phone the whole nite hahas...After tat i went back 2 slp till 7am den wake up, our sch starts @8am 2day...Get out of my bed le den went 2 brush up and get prepared 4 sch..

@1st don feel like going but 4 attendant no chioce ar..sian~ 2day my teacher went 4 course so go class like nv go oso..Went out of my house le den called jiiajiia, she reached sch le but i juz reached my house ther de bus stop nia=.=

Reached sch le, went 2 class...really sia slack in class..nth 2 do sia, slack around and play games lo...Very fast the 1st lesson end le den went 2 the next lesson, S&W sian even don fell like going...Went ther and waited 4 teacher but the teacher nv come but relief teacher...

Teacher say 12pm den will release us and say wat game we wan 2 play den play lo..Most of my classmate went 2 play game but i sit down with some friends play Iphone de game "Street Fighter IV" hahas..I waited till 11:48am like tat and ask teacher 2 mark my attendant 1st as i need 2 go off 1st..

Y don wait awhile more?? cuz l8r wait need wait even longer cuz alot ppl wan mark attendant den will drag time sia as I need 2 go hm and prepare 4 my SP thing, so i faster mark le den went off hahas ^^ I the 1st 1 go off sia hahas^^

After tat i rush hm and prepare my things, shower all tis lo..jiiajiia very fast sia when she reached Bedok i juz finish my lunch nia and packing my bag..I faster rush out of my house cuz i don wan let jiiajiia wait 2 long ar but she already wait quite long le hais...

I reached Bedok inter and rush 2 Bedok MRT platform as she waiting 4 mi @ ther..When i saw her i took out and hide the present behind my back, after i walk 2wards her i took out the present and pass 2 her and say 2 her "Happy 3rd Months Anniversary!!" =D happy happy ^^

After i pass her my present, she took out her present too..We both got almost the same present 4 each other sia..We got pillow 4 each other, juz tat i gave her tat pillow is bigger den her plus mine got light inside the pillow ^^ We pass each other letter oso^^




jiiajiia scare of dark @ nite ar tat y i brought tat pillow 4 her..She can hug 2 slp oso and she oso get a pillow 4 mi 2 hug 2 slp hahas ^^ "heart to heart" sia, we buy things oso thinking the same stuff sia hahas ^^

After tat we went 2 took train 2 Dover and when we reach Dover, going out the platform jiiajiia have some prob when tapping out...She stay too long le kanna fine $2 haiis..cuz of mi la, make her wait haiis..Wan 2 give jiiajiia $2 but she don wan lea, nvm going 2 treat her others things..

We walk around SP 2 find sit 2 sit down..Find sit with socket so tat jiiajiia can charge her phone ma hahas =D Very fast my lesson going 2 start le so i hug and kiss jiiajiia and went 4 my lesson...Damm sian in the class sia, teacher teach so fast oso haiis hard 2 catch up sia...

I miss jiiajiia sia when i went 2 class le haiis...Endure endure!! After tat class end le yay!! 1st 1 ran out of class hahas cuz i miss my dear jiiajiia laopo ar..wan faster meet her ar..She oso bored @ ther ar and tired oso..

Went 2 find her i saw her friends Hui Ling with her plus 1 more gal..After i came le they started 2 stand up and going off as we oso need 2 go back ar..Sending jiiajiia hm...MRT @ tat time alot of ppl ar push her push ther sia, MY BAG!! arh!! wan scold ppl sia!! heart pain my bag sia =(

After sending jiiajiia 2 Yishun, we went 2 inter and waited 4 my bus..very fast my bus came le and i got up the bus..I STARTED TO MISS MY GIRL!!!  =( miss miss~~ Don no how 2 live without her sia..


Chat with her on the phone while she on her way back hm and we hang up as she reach hm...My bus like very slow ar..slp awhile in the bus and reached Bedok inter le, went 2 took bus 2 my church's cell grp..

Reached ther juz nice ar, haven start ar hahas..After finish cell grp, talk with my friend ther abt my BGR things as he oso noe all abt my "love history" ar...He give mi alot of comments tat can let mi think of..I strongly agree with wat he told mi abt tis..

"Time can show everythings" ya i will use the time 2 show jiiajiia de parents how much i love jiiajiia!!~ After tat i went hm, while on my way hm i chat on phone with jiiajiia ^^

I Miss her sooo much sia haiis...Walked hm, shower and eat dinner..now in front of com playing fb, plurk all tis lo...talking with jiiajiia on phone of cuz..we sing those childhood songs when we r bored juz now..kk ending here le...need 2 go slp as i need 2 go 4 my cousin de 21st birthday~

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dear jiiajiia laopo~
                                      HAPPY 3rd MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!~
We will stay long long de..No1 can pull us apart de no1!!! No matter wat we will be together forever de!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS and FOREVER!!~

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Woke up @ 9am as jiiajiia called mi...2day sch starts @ 10am...All the pri and sec no sch 2day 4 them as the election thing...We hang up le den i went 2 prepared 4 sch..brush up all tis den went out of the house...jiiajiia in train le...Reached Bedok inter by 10am le..ya i late le...Reached sch 10:20am den went in 2 class..half on the class is ther le...

Y suddenly all scare cannot take exam wor hahas..tot they wont scare 1 cuz always nv come 4 class...nvm back 2 topic..very fast lunch time le...promise jiiajiia and she oso promise mi tat we 2 will eat more as we nv eat breakfast tis morning...

Went 2 Cafe2 and buy chicken rice(add rice)...full sia..drink Coke Zero, so long nv drink le hahas..jiiajiia see i so gd, got listen 2 u eat more more lea..u lea got eat more more ma? below is the pic of wat i have eaten tis morning...


See the rice so many...full sia...After lunch, went back 2 class...slack...nth 2 do sia, play game lo...text jiiajiia lo...After tat went 2 another lesson...study study lo...My friend jio mi go out eat Carl Jr. after sch, i was like huh? I cant finish lea plus i need loss weight and save $$..I oso juz ate buffet ytd...brother u juz ask mi on wrong timming sia...

Very fast sch finish le den i faster go hm...While i on my way hm i called jiiajiia, i miss her sia haiis...Reached hm den went 2 shower and use com...After awhile jiiajiia oso reached hm and shower le...We 2 promise each other will have a nap after we reached hm and done our things...

Everything seen gd and normal now but sth happen after all tis.........Her dad came hm and her mum told her dad tat jiiajiia got bf and went 2 ask jiiajiia 2 hang up the phone..I knew sth bad going 2 happen...jiiajiia text mi and told mi tat her dad don like she have a bf but more details i not sure juz tat i don have a gd feeling abt tis sia haiis.....Really scare her parents will don no do wat sia haiis.....I don wan let go~ NO!! jiiajiia will be my wife de!! WILL de!!! Thanks jiiajiia 2 pull mi back fm my messy mind..

After tat i unable 2 slp oso...Slept 4 half an hr nia...no mood ar...sian...I get off my bed and started 2 use my com..play fb, plurk and write blog~After awhile jiiajiia called mi but i scare tat jiiajiia will get scold sia...We keep hang and call till now we still on phone...don no tml wan go sch anot..no mood sia sian~Heart pain my dear as she need 2 go through all tis haiis~

jiiajiia need 2 slp early sia as she tml got 8am sch and got tkd training sia haiis~ take care lea...I wont leave you de as we promise be4 ar..I Love and Miss You!!!!
logging off~
Johnny~

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2day woke up @ 7am den see my phone, we haven hang up den i hung le text jiiajiia tat i hang 1st as l8r i need prepare 4 work l8r..scare disturb her slp...Went back 2 slp after tat...Woke up @ 10am , don worry i nv overslept..yes work starts @ 11am but 2day is P.H ma so is 12pm to 7pm hahas^^

Woke up le text jiiajiia den went 2 prepare 4 work...Went out @ 11:30am plus den go 2 bus stop blah blah blah...On the way ther jiiajiia pei mi in the phone...When i reached ther, the door haven open yet den i sit down talk with jiiajiia and play my game...

After awhile they came and open the door and very fast ther is customer coming in...tot 2day election day wil have less customer but don think so now...more and more coming in sian~Funny thing is tat 2day got 1 customer bring in his laptop and told mi tat his ear-phone ther de plug when plug in with ear-phone no sound comes out...I took out my ear-phone and plug in den went in 2 youtube and on "heart to heart"..Guess wat got sound sia! hahas listening 2 "heart to heart" when working^^ Everytime got customer say their prob tat link 2 music or sound de, i will use "heart to heart" 2 test cuz i miss my dear...whenever got chance 4 mi 2 on music, i will on "heart to heart" ^^

kk back 2 topic...Try le can work den the customer oso blur blur hahas den he nv send in and bring back 2 see again...Work Work Work~ Went 4 lunch, eat mac den went back after 40mins den grace told mi tat P.H and sun de lunch break only have 15mins nia...I was like huh? I tot 1hr but no1 told mi and i 1st time work P.H oso...nvm now noe next time don repeat can le...

jiiajiia oso did a quote 4 mi happy^^tis is wat she send, see below...

She wrote tis 2 mi cuz i told her tat i cannot "yang" her 4 now as i need 2 save $$ if not i will feel bad tat i keep take $$ fm my dad...I don wan her 2 work as i don wan see her so tired...find easy de job, don find like mind like tis de...very tiring de...I feel so touch by ur quote^^ Thanks 4 understanding...

tired of the 1 day work...7pm plus tap out and go hm~jiiajiia still @ her grandma house so nv chat while i go hm..i listen my music while going hm lo...jiiajiia told mi tat she told her mum tat she got bf le den i was like erm....tot don wan let her noe...When she reached hm~ done with everything den u told mi the whole story...nvm sooner or l8r her mum will noe tat i'm jiiajiia bf de cuz we will marry next time de..correct my dear?

On phone now with my dear jiiajiia laopo^^ I miss her soo much sia nvm tml meet her yay!! tml need go Church as i tml need take disc fm friends..Writing blog, play fb and talking with my dear jiiajiia laopo in a same time^^ I love and miss you my dear!!
logging off~
Johnny~

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2day i woke up @ 8am as my sch starts @ 9am..When i woke up, i text jiiajiia wondering if she in sch le ma..jiiajiia promise mi tat she will text mi when she wake up but i nv see any message lea tat y i text her..I found out tat she juz wake up not long ago...Her sch starts 8am sia, she damm late haiis..jiiajiia tired tired..

Went 2 prepared blah blah blah~ Went down 2 the bus stop den jiiajiia started 2 call mi 2 chat while we on the way 2 sch...Reached sch~ Pass my parent letter 2 teacher den teacher pass mi the exam time-table and told mi 2 sign tat i have took the time-table...

Sian~ 6/6/11 exam start sia...stress!! need 2 chiong 4 studies sia if not course medal cannot get...cannot get nvm but i wan chiong Poly!! If i got the course medal, i might chiong 4 LKY award sia...even stress!!! Back 2 topic.....My CA told mi tat 2day got E-biz sian~ need stay till 5pm sia but after awhile, i juz found out tat he juz joking nia...wth....

2day the movie "fast and furious 5" came out le..My friends planning 2 watch after sch...Do job-sheets while teacher was teaching cuz the job-sheets shoukd be done ytd but i nv go sch ytd ma...Very fast finish le and the time oso very fast pass le...The teacher i/c of the Vietnam GEP trip wanted 2 find us ytd but mi and 1 friend nv come sch so we went 2 look 4 him..

We tried looking 4 him but cannot find him den nvm lo...Actually 2day 3pm got the Vietnam trip de talk but we all nv go cuz so late..We release @ 11:30am plus like tat and expect us 2 wait in sch till 3pm hahas..Impossible man...

Went 2 the bus stop, thinking tat since i end early i wan go find jiiajiia, I Miss her soo much sia!! Text her asking her wher she is and wat time she end..Guess wat she end @ 12pm hahas juz nice sia...I told her tat i going 2 meet her so tell her 2 wait 4 mi..She say she wait mi @ Lot 1 den i say ok...I faster took train 2 CCK...Alot of ppl sia...

Reach CCK le find jiiajiia den she bring mi 2 food court 2 eat den we walk around @ Lot 1..We went 2 "Zinc" as i wan 2 buy bag sia..My bag like going "CMI" le...I might buying the same bag as jiiajiia de but juz nice the colour of tat bag no stock hahas...See see others but nv see any nice nice de lea so nv buy...We continue 2 walk den went 2 popular as jiiajiia wan 2 buy colour paper...She went 2 find the "heart" jigsaw puzzle as she wan 2 fix le den pass 2 mi but nv buy maybe she next time buy ba...



Went 2 the cinema 2 see got wat show 2 watch as she 7pm den need 2 reach hm...Juz now "Fast and Furious 5" came out 2day and the timing juz nice...We brought le den went in 2 the theater 2 watch...sth happen in between shall not go into details hehe only mi and jiiajiia noe^^ we had a happy time~ The movie quite nice but like very less racing lea sian~

After the movie, we plan 4 our dinner den we went 2 walk around 1st but sth happen in between oso shall not go into datails hehe~ When the time reached 5:30pm, we went 2 eat sub-way 4 dinner..full sia~After tat we took train back 2 Yishun...I told jiiajiia abt my Vietnam trip tat the date and ppl who had choosen be going...We 2 started 2 emo as we miss each other when i went 2 Vietnam for 5days haiis...No phone 2 call sia..don no got internet anot...

My tears almost drop sia...I don bare 2 leave her even a few days, few hrs, few min or even few seconds! =( We comfort each other and now it ok le...Send her back 2 Yishun, I took bus854 back 2 Bedok...Nv talk with her on phone as she reached hm..Without her, the time pass damm slow sia, feel tat the time had pass like 1hr le but actually only half an hr nia haiis...How 2 live in Vietnam sia..5days without her by my side haiis...60 more days 2 my Vietnam trip sia, so fast haiis...4/7/11 is the day...

Reached hm den went 2 shower and when i during shower, i rmb tat i 2day nv send her a quote sia..I promise her be4 tat i will send her a quote everyday de but during shower, i think of a quote fm my heart and mind 2 give her...Without any copy fm internet, everything fm my heart..Below is the quote tat i made,the very 1st quote tat i made 4 her.. I noe it not very gd but it juz a simple quote tat i wan 2 show tat my gal give mi tis kind of feeling^^

Now in front of my com writing blog, playing fb while talking with jiiajiia...On bus juz now already started 2 miss her le..how 2 live without her sia...haiis...

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dear jiiajiia laopo,
                        I will miss you when i @ Vietnam de...I will try my best 2 contact u when i @ Vietnam de...U must take care urself when i not with u lea...rmb 2 eat, if not feeling well must eat medi hor...I will take care myself de don worry..We r "heart to heart" de ma so we will noe each other doing wat de..No matter how far am i, i will still love you!!~I love and miss you!!~

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2day woke up @ 10am den saw jiiajiia text...tired~ I reply her back, i saw she woke up @ 9am plus...jiiajiia told mi don go out 1st cuz she went 2 ntuc with her mum, she telling mi tis cuz i going her house 2 meet her 1st den go out...

jiiajiia oso told mi tat she eat breakfast le...After i saw all the text, i slowly take my time 2 do my things den i went 2 shower but i got a feeling tat she coming over lo so when she say went 2 ntuc with her mum is lying 2 mi...

nvm maybe i think too much liao den i went 2 shower..When i shower halfway, my bro told mi tat my friend came den the 1st thought is my dear liao..My feel cannot be wrong de lea...told my bro 2 let her in 1st den i walk out after shower den i really saw her in my house*happy!!!!~* so sweet of her ^^

Went 2 my room after tat and lie down..She took her mum gave her de food give mi eat but i don wan cuz is her mum gave her de..She keep pushing it 2 mi 2 eat den i ate le..I went 2 the kichen 2 pour milk 2 drink, i drink 1 mouth den pass 2 jiiajiia as she like oso and very fast she finish all hahas^^ den i told her 2 lie down and rest cuz she wake up so early haiis*heart pain~*

After tat we use com till 1:30pm den started 2 pack and go out...Funny thing is tat my mum chat with her de things, shall not go into details...lazy 2 write out everything ar hahas

We went out after tat 2 meet Esther, Liping and Lee Hwee(liping older sis)..We went 2 eat Shabu sushi Buffet @ AMK...Full sia~ nice eating ther cuz got jiiajiia ma..we took 1 pic like ghost like tat hahas..no lar it because we use 2 phone 2 take ma hahas but nice effect ar hahas^^

                                                                ghostly effects hahas!!~

After we finish eating, Esther went 2 look 4 his bf den we all went 2 popular den we 2 Arcade 2 play..When play MT, angry sia...waste my time write in details, don wan 2 rmb tis..lazy talk 2 them, lost den not happy come lar play again lar..y? scare lost ar? y don wan continue? hahas useless...

Lazy play no mood play oso..went 2 look 4 them around arcade as liping play drum de game...Play quite long le den they decided 2 watch movie...Went 2 AMK hub and check out 4 movie but all the movie timing CMI(cannot make it) ar den nv watch liao...Went 2 walk around @ AMK hub den went 2 eat sub-way 4 dinner...

After tat it late le, 10pm plus le den i sent jiiajiia hm and took bus hm..jiiajiia gave mi her earphone the case^^ happy happy^^ thanks dear will take care of it de..After took the bus, juz leave her awhile den i started 2 miss her le =( dear jiiajiia laopo I Miss You!!~

Reached hm le den go shower den write blog now while talking with jiiajiia on phone now...dear pls sleep early, tml still need wake up early 4 sch..I Love and Miss You!!!~stopping here~



logging off~
Johnny~

Labels: Happy, HeartPain, Loves, Miss, Thanks, Tired

2day wake up @ 7:30am den i see my phone, it already hung up le...I went 2 check and it 7hr plus long...I woke up and text my laopo den went 2 brush up...After tat went 2 prepare my things 4 sch den halfway jiiajiia text mi...Wanted 2 call her after i done or going out as she 2day start sch @ 10:30am but jiiajiia told mi tat the teacher put back the normal time-table so back to 8am start sch..sian~jiiajiia need wake up early le...

jiiajiia rush everything le den i see newspaper while she on the phone with mi and prepare 4 her sch...2day went sch with her on the phone^^ I Miss her sia...Reached sch le went 2 buy and eat bread as i promise her ma^^ I very gd boy de lea hahas=) After awhile we hang up as we need 2 do our own things...

After a few hrs in class...it time 4 lunch~ Went 2 cafe 1 but alot of ppl ar den mi and my friends went 2 Lobster Place 2 eat...Finish eating, my friend wan 2 eat 2nd round and tell mi 2 eat with him...@ last I only got 1 more bowl of rice den he get 1 more set...Thanks Jia Min 4 treating us 4 the whole Jar of drinks...

We eat and play Truth or Dare...hahas damm funny...4 ppl ther but like only 2 ppl playing hahas..They 2 keep dare each other 2 drink soft drink..."u 2 cup", "u 3 cup", "u 4 cup" and now they drink till vomit...lol...eat like nv eat...They going play tml again and wan 2 pull mi along...siao...

After all tis stupid game, we went back 2 class...nth 2 do oso..only sit down nia..use com lo..all playing games...My friend in my group think 4 the project awhile..We might change our concept 4 our project...Changing into games...maybe...

Slack~Slack~ in class...After tat, went 2 next class den see need 2 do anything but actually nth 2 do lo...Went hm after tat..Brought bubble tea but cannot drink as i got cough ar but jiiajiia don mind let mi drink...I don wan her worry so nv drink...

Reached hm~ Shower and went 4 a nap as jiiajiia went 4 tkd training...After tat she called mi when her training is ended...Abt 9:30pm, quite long sia 2day...She spar 5times sia...tired tired~ somemore hurt her toes...*Heart Pain~* jiiajiia wake mi up and tell mi 2 go eat dinner den i get off the bed and go eat dinner as she took train hm~

jiiajiia reached hm went shower den called mi and she went 2 eat dinner...After tat we talking on phone now and use com...jiiajiia sleep early 2day if not tml sch u tired....I miss you~
logging off~
Johnny~

Labels: HeartPain, Miss, Sian, Thanks, Tired

❤ Johnny Tan
❤ 04.11.1993 (21)
❤ single/attached to T.Y.J ❤
❤ Anniversary:1302112130 ❤
❤ currently studing in Temasek Polytechnic
❤ Christian
❤ Horoscope:Scorpio
❤ Zodiac:Rooster
❤ Martial Arts
❤ Taekwondo
❤ Photography
❤ First Aider


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Alicia Mei
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Class412(2009)
Chu Han
Bethesda Cathedral Church
XueQi
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
ChapterFourteen
ChapterFifteen
ChapterSixteen
ChapterSeventeen
ChapterEighteen
ChapterNinteen
ChapterTwenty

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