.Friday, April 25, 2014 ' 2:05 AM Y
Hi readers,
I gg to shorten the story..so late le..need to rest..okay here we go..
I bring my cam go sch..damm heavy sia..After sch I went to ite for tkd training and patricia is my 1st model..thank you so much mei! After take photo, went to training and I train till esther vomit..So sorry doesn't mean it..After training went to tamp to eat den go hm..After shower meet ayu and talk abt the exhibition thing and asking ayu is okay to be my model and she okay..accompany ayu go eat den go hm..Now 2.03am le..pei my dear sleeping on phone..gg rest le..tml 9am class..shall slp le..
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.Thursday, April 17, 2014 ' 9:31 AM Y
Hi readers,
back again!
Woken up by alarm on 5.30am as dear gg sch but after I wake her up, I slept back..tired ba..I woke up at 8.13am and I donno y too..stomach abit pain...text jiiajiia den lay down on bed..nowaday jiiajiia only text "oh" even though I text her 3 messages or even more..sian...haiis don say le..Now feel like ordering mac lea cuz lazy go down..but waste money lea..sian..Now 10.11am getting up...cook noodles eat and watch show at the same time..damm bao sia..Now 12.33pm juz finish 1 show..missing dear..haiis..Now 1.23pm, wonder wat jiiajiia doing now..Watching tis show and it quite meaningful..It talking abt before Judgement day and after do Judgement day..How ppl change when they are abt to die..Nice show..I saw a quote too in the show..It says "There is no right time to break up but there is also no worng time to fall in love" wat a nice quote!
If u guys have the chance pls go and watch the movie.."Judgement day" It is from Singapore..
Now is 2.14pm gg to take a bath and get ready for tkd training..I find myself hard to pull out from tkd..I noe I love martial arts but only tkd is not enough..I stay in ignite cuz there is too memories in there..Ignite is the place where I fell in love with my dear..No matter how I wont leave ignite..I can join other places or other martial arts but still I will still come back to ignite..It the place to let mi be happy..It the place to rmb all the past and recall all the sweet memories..I noe dear nv come back for tkd le..but it is still the place where we 1st met and fall in love too! That is why I don wan leave even my friends have been asking mi to go join other clubs..Even I went to tp tkd training I still went back to ignite for training..I noe it tiring but I don mind =) Didn't go for tp training as I don like the ppl there..As for ignite, I been staying quite a long time le..plus I most senior ther so no1 will command mi except sir..
Miss those time when training with dear..Going grading with dear..Sparring with dear..(of cuz nv really spar..hahas) 3pm done shower..waiting for tine to pass..fat die mi liao..juz now watching show I eat ice cream lea..Need to do some training l8r..btw deon say he will be coming for training! So long nv meet him liao..hahas..Now 3.51pm still early..laying on my bed..feel like sleeping..dear text mi juz now saying tat tml buffet 11.30am at bras basah..cant wait to meet jiiajiia..So wish dear will come over and see mi train..haiis..Now 4.44pm le..feel like sleeping..lol..jiiajiia talk to mi keep oh de..haiis..So bored at hm..Wonder wat training will it be l8r as new comer is coming for trail..miss jiiajiia haiis...
5.15pm, went out le..reach ther should be 5.45pm or 6pm like tat ba..Today training 6.30pm start..If I got a car how great..I can drive ard den when reaching time den I drive over..Now 5.25pm, I was on bus and 1 more stop reaching inter and I suddenly rmb I nv bring my belt...wat a blur mi..stm sia...now I alighted and went across to take bus back..sian...5.36pm reached and take le..Cannot late...already sweating liao..sian..5.43pm on bus again..wont late ba..5.53pm, on bus 24 le..cannot be half an hr den reach ba..woo lucky nv late..6.10pm reached sport hall le..Train juniors and new comer..Teach new comer commands only..like so sian..Lead juniors patterns..nth much..Juz tat deon came hahas so long nv see him liao..hahas..Got another friend came too..oso very long nv come training le..Will post some photos here l8r..Very fast training ended so sir drive mi and deon go market 85 eat..Deon 1st time come here to eat..Sir treat again bak chok mee..Deon treat us sugar cane..After eating, sir send deon to his nearer mrt station and I walked hm..pat nv come 2day really make mi do everything alone sia..but it a good experience..Now 1.07am le..shall go slp le..l8r morning will go dear house 1st..dear donno I gg hehe ^^ tired nvm..can faster see dear plus give dear surprise ar..hahas..okay good nite readers!
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.Wednesday, April 16, 2014 ' 2:03 AM Y
Hi readers,
Wa..Ytd nite shouldn't drink coffee sia! I cant slp=.= I turn here and ther till 3am plus 4am like tat slowly den slp sia..shag..Wake up at 7am to tell dear to wake up le..den I lay down till 7.30am cai wake up..abit tired..jiiajiia angry..psps..don mean to slp so late de..don angry oh..After get up le, I slowly get prepared..Jayson say he meet mi at bedok 8.40am so I slowly lo..since still got so much time..
8.36am I went out..Should have go out earlier..late liao sure kanna gan by him...=.= dear ate Nutella with bread..glad she haven eaten sth..but cannot eat too much Nutella oh..Must drink more water oh..So long nv so early go ite le..like last time gg sch to study sia..hahahas
Reached abit late like ard 9.20am? So i pass pat extension cable den mi and jayson went to eat..Ate Chicken rice..Eat halfway pat jiu text mi say start liao and tell mi faster..After eat jiu faster went up le den we started to give flyer..I went back to my mobile lab too..Saw a lot of my teachers =) So long nv see them le..Talk to Basheer for awhile too..Bash ask mi and dear and i told him we don have le..haiis wish i no need say tat..He ask mi wat happened so i told him..Basheer say wan knock my head..I noe it i not good..HE say dear is a very good gal..Rarely see some1 tat will care so much and treat mi so good..I noe ar..Is zhuzhu blur blur..gong gong..Is zhuzhu bu hao..haiis..zhuzhu wan jiiajiia =(
After talking finish, i went back..kanna scold cuz cannot find mi..plus my grp members kanna ask den all blur blur donno do wat..haiis...So after scolding, i gather my grp 3 to the back..I told them tat i wont scold them cuz i didn't do a gd job too..so i brief them wat to do and where to go den i dismiss them..I walk ard with Jayson den after awhile we plan to wear padding cuz very hard to pull ppl juz by asking them to join or giving them flyer..They need to see some performers to attract them..So we did kicking and a bit of light sparring..Very fast the event ends, of cuz alot of things but hard to explain everything out only can see photos..Oh ya sir drive mi and 2 junior to Simpang bedok to eat fishball noodles..I treat them drinks..Drinks tgt $7 sia..Means i eat 1 fishball noodles $7 =.= Lucky not everytime..They heng lo..So we rush back after eating and when we reach, they started to keep le..3pm le ma..So we help to keep and wait here and there..Sir ask all the committees to the back..Should be kanna scold den i wait for pat lo..Wait till 2 hrs den done sia...so damm long...Pat say they talking who got potential all tis..Should be stepping down and now gg to see who gd enough to take over the places..hahas good luck juniors! So i went back hm..pat actually asked mi go sengkang eat with her but i cant and too tired to go till so far..Cuz i still got cop to do l8r..
So i went hm den called jiiajiia..miss her so much..unpack things and rest for l8r cop..Actually called jiiajiia a lot of times when i resting and doing my photos..I called 17 times..jiiajiia answered and dear told mi tat she was helping her mum with the food and house chores..I den continue to do my photos, very fast 7pm le and jiiajiia say she gg eat dinner. Dear requested to hang up the phone cuz i 7.30 need go down for cop plus tonight cant pei jiiajiia slp slp den i don wan to hang up but still hang up le..haiis..Why the hang up feels like hanging myself up..so hard...haiis..Very fast i went down for cop..cop today do banner..tie up the banner and i almost got a rope burn..Told jiiajiia but i cant feel her care..haiis..Actually both of my instep pain..ya both...i did told jiiajiia but i feel any care, maybe abit ba..scolding mi so careless instead of sayang mi or asking mi..haiis...dear, do u noe tat ur 1 word makes alot of different? haiis..After cop, i go listen abt the youth pap things..Will go in ba..Help out in PAP will be fun? I guess..but of cuz i told them i wont be very active cuz i got too much things..Family, Sch, TKD, Friends, CC, RC and of cuz more important my dear! I will spend more time on dear! More and more things coming into my life but of cuz dear will be the priority of everythings!
Readers will feel abit weird as ther is no time indication cuz i have no time to write on the spot and now i trying to rmb everything wat happened from morning till now..Now 1.15am and i still writing..Started to like writing blog again..seriously blog is a place for mi to blast all my feelings out man so readers u might get bored to my blog post..Sorry~ Okay back to wat i gg write..
So i went hm after my cop den i go to have my light dinner since i nv take my dinner l8r jiiajiia angry so i went to eat..When i was eating halfway, my phone rings~ it the heart to heart ringtone! means it jiiajiia called! I was eating halfway and i jump up sia..den chiong to pick my phone cuz it has been a long time i have heard tis ringtone le..means jiiajiia very long nv call zhuzhu le..*happy* jiiajiia called and plus jiiajiia told mi tat her phone wont take away 1st..tml den take away cuz dear gg changing phone..So i ask jiiajiia to slp early as dear tml 5am need wake up and have practical test..jia you jia you oh!! zhuzhu will always be here for you de =) After finish eating, i continue writing my blog as my mum went shower den i told dear abt CCA fair de things..I told jiiajiia abt i hold a gal as she holding power pack for sir jason so need support her from behind..white belt some more..I explain asi scare jiiajiia misunderstood den jiiajiia told mi tat she wont jealous...My heart juz crack..haiis...After tat i went to shower and jiiajiia slp le..Continue my blog and listening to emo songs till now 1.55am..haiis...
LOVE how hard can u hurt mi? Come ba..HURT mi ba! No matter how i will stand up again and win jiiajiia back de! Stab mi to the heart ba..I will still endure de..cuz i wan to go for my happiness and no1 can stop mi! Saw a chinese quote and it says tat pain is ytd de but happiness is tml! Will put the photo up..late le, shall go rest le..jiiajiia waiting for mi on bed le..even it is through phone but i can hear dear de breathing ^^ *happy*
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.Thursday, April 10, 2014 ' 3:51 PM Y
Hi readers,
It mi again..
Now 10.15am I was waken up by a postman as he keep shouting cuz my neighbour brought sth I think and no1 at hm..so ask mi to help her collect..I help her collect and went back to bed..
I saw dear messages..It a heartache as I cant reply her..I wan her noe tat I not like last time de mi le..im now the 1 u wanted..a bf noe how to love and care for u le..now is 10.26am shall go back to slp..l8r will chiong for my training..wa my wound on my knee still pain..=.=
Now 12.10pm..nv even slp from juz now..cant slp..y suicide mindset is always in my head..ahhh..so shag..haiis..I cry when I slp almost everyday..dear, I miss you so much..haiis
I received a message from my mei Alicia as Xue Qi os inviting mi to her 21st birthday party..Alicia ask mi abt mi and my gf..I told her im single now..shag..I don even wan to say tat haiis...Xue Qi invited you too dear..haiis..
Now 12.36pm..cooking noodles to eat..the damm hot 1..I keep wan to reply my dear but cant..we need to cool ourselves down 1st..haiis..I miss her so much..
Now 12.45pm..I'm eating le..hope she have eaten..Now 2.16pm gg shower..my friend text mi say next week den meet him den train him..I now damm sian..stay at hm donno do wat..I miss my jiiajiia..
Now 4.09pm..went out for my tkd training..juz now serene came to my house so I talk with her abt her relationship with wei jie..After tat I post photo on 8 April 2014 de album to fb as it is Wee Siong 21st Birthday..
Now 4.43pm..reached ite east. tony came and train with mi..train train train..tony went back hm as nth much for him to train..I reply jiiajiia le..cannot tahan le..haiis..den train halfway, my bro Jayson finally reached..Train poomsae 1st dan, 2nd dan and 3rd dan..sian..I told Jayson abt mi and my dear de prob..he juz flip mi to the ground and pin mi down..of cuz he went down with mi..my strength improve alot..I noe I should deserve kanna beat..
After training sir drive us go market 85 to eat..thanks sir for the treat! After eating, I pei Jayson walk to bedok inter to take bus..I took bus hm too..Suddenly feel stomach pain..Went hm took my phone, earpiece and clothing to toilet..Called jiiajiia..Done my shower..accompany dear on the phone to slp..Now 11.49pm le..still stomach pain even though I went to toilet juz now le..I miss my dear~ When r u coming back to mi..haiis..I cannot tahan lea..I noe I very selfish but I really put my heart in..if not y I so 死缠烂打 cuz I really cannot 没有你..haiis..Shall stop here le..
signing off~
Johnny
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