.Wednesday, April 30, 2014 ' 11:44 PM Y
Hi readers,
back on writing again..Okay let go..
I ytd night went down to eat with peng and ayu ard 12am plus..I went to try the new burger..Not bad..Finally I eat sth which is spicy enough in mac..Nice! After eating I went back hm..Reached hm ard 2am plus and I started to do my photos and rose..Do till 3am plus 4am den rest..Before I started to do den got prob..haiis..shag..Tired sia after done everything..Still got alot more to do..Need spent more money too..After done, I went to pei jiiajiia slp on phone..Really feel my bone resting..Slp till 7am den wake up and chiong preparing cuz gg late le..
Very fast done le jiu went out le..7.50am plus reached sch..lucky not late..Went in class den not much ppl inside..Lesson nth much..Eat breakfast when having break..After lesson end, we went for lunch..After lunch den slack at ray class..tired...After 2hrs of waiting, finally 2pm gg for cds..I suddenly rmb wat Xue Qi and my conversation abt dear de..I forgot wat I asked her but we both answered with the same answer..jiiajiia most attractive part is her eyes! hahas same answer sia..hahas Very attractive indeed hahas! Now 3pm still in cds..Watching movie..damm sian..I den keep playing game, 2048. This game becoming more and more challenging. Soon the lesson ended and i went hm..Was thinking to go dear house de but i still got things to do so cant..haiis..
After I reached hm, dear voice chat mi..dear said love you. I reply I love you den i told dear that why every time the I missing? I told dear that she always eat the I away..I told dear before tat saying "love you" without the I means like who? no1? People tends to short cut too much..I love you is more sincere..I told jiiajiia alot of times le..7pm, mi and jiiajiia done with dinner le..I purposely wait awhile see jiiajiia will text mi anot but nv so i text jiiajiia and jiiajiia reply..Okay..den i purposely wait see jiiajiia will call mi anot..I text jiiajiia some more but jiiajiia nv call..haiis.....jiiajiia still say miss zhuzhu..haiis...I donno how to tell jiiajiia, not i wan to hide but it hard to say..haiis..I scare will make we both sad..but still i asked and say le..I actually glad to her jiiajiia wan to call zhuzhu de..zhuzhu trust jiiajiia jiu almost every time the timing when jiiajiia wan call, zhuzhu jiu called jiiajiia le..
When going through Facebook, I saw my friend posted something..It a quote "You don't need someone to complete you. You only need someone to accept you completely." It a good quote and i wanted to asked jiiajiia that did jiiajiia accept mi completely? If jiiajiia accept mi completely, jiiajiia jiu wont be so xin gu..I noe i do something wrong and i trying my best to put in all my effort juz to make jiiajiia happy..Of cuz not only wan to make jiiajiia happy but of cuz build up jiiajiia de trust of zhuzhu..zhuzhu wont do anything stupid anymore i promise with my life!
Talking with dear on phone and dear say she coming over tml =D *happy*jumping ard* I haven tell jiiajiia y i keep playing and get so high points for my game, 2048. Cuz i saw her friends oso playing and get so high points and i wan to do something tat jiiajiia can use mi to show off to her friends and say, "see my bf so good!" or "see my bf do tis for mi!" I will be very happy cuz i wan show other ppl tat not all guys is bad, maybe i did something bad but i go and comfort and mii bu what i have done wrong. I wan jiiajiia to be happy and be proud to be with mi! dear told mi say her friend de score is 6 digit and i was like....siao..how to beat sia...sian..zhuzhu missing jiiajiia..Cant wait for jiiajiia to come over..
Now 11.42pm, jiiajiia asked jiiajiia go slp slp as jiiajiia tml 8am need wake up and come over..Before tat, we been chatting and happened alot of things..But i wan to thanks Alicia! She really gd..helping mi from my back..thank you soo much! I only can wait......wait till jiiajiia really back..I scare when jiiajiia is back, im no longer there le..Lets hope things get well soon..Shall end here le..Still haven finish my origami flowers..This pack give mi alot of prob...
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