Hi blog!
so long nv write le..
I have no wher to express my feeling only except here..my dear..not any more who I treating mi so cold and mean..I nv felt so pain be4..
Now I den saw her blog..she suffer so much with mi and I didn't noe tat..I am so bad to her..I make her so pain..She endure all my shit and I treat her like tat...I didn't even noe..All she wan is my care and love..I noe I nv love her enough last time..After sally tis incident den I realise I love her so much..zhuzhu kanna physiol.
zhuzhu too easy kanna physiol haiis..I keep hurting her from last time..sorry dear..I noe sorry doesn't cure ur pain..but I need to thank you so much for loving mi and endure so much from mi..im a shit bf tat donno how to treasure u..now I noe y u wanted to leave mi..u cannot endure my attitude le..
Now I only can see u far away..be ur guardian from far..look after u..watch u happy..I will hide my feeling and hidden my love..I will love you without u knowing..I guess u will be more happy without mi ba..at least ther is no more ppl hurt u like tat..but y didn't u talk to mi abt all those in the blog u written..im a shit I noe..u did so much and I didn't even noe..u r a great gf really!
I now den realise tat is not u chnage..it MI! I have change and I didn't even noe..I willing to chnage back..really hope u can give mi 1 last chance to be a good bf..I will change back like the 1st time u met mi..some1 who wont let u suffer so much..I noe i like tat very selfish but how to not selfish..haiis..but I noe u don wan to suffer with mi..I took you for granted and i feel tat wat u did for mi is of cuz de cuz im ur bf but I nv tot of ur feeling..I was wrong so long ago..haiis..I didn't mean it..haiis..
I love you so much! I will be ther whenever u need mi..I noe u not reading tis but i wan to let u noe tat i will be waiting for u! Tis time forever really forever, i will be waiting for you to come back..im keen to see u back! I will be ur hidden guardian..dear, u will always be my be princess! *muackz*
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Johnny~
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