.Wednesday, April 6, 2011 ' 12:13 AM Y
Porridge~
My mum open some can food 4 mi 2 mix
2day actually going 2 meet kok yee and friends go ice-skating...@5:30pm got class PE1001G(2010) BBQ organized by Mr Basheer, my last yr Joker Class Adviser(CA)...Happy with his teaching oso^^..always like 2 disturb him hahas..
Didn't went ice-skating with kok yee and they all cuz my sick juz recover nia..Basheer called mi and ask mi am I going 4 his BBQ...I don think I going cuz I cant eat cuz doc say canot eat too oily food den I only can sit down see they all eat, very sian lea...
Basheer keep telling mi go sit and relax..go ther chat but like tat very sian lea..All tis days I eating porridge and some can food, if continue like tis i confirm slim down hahas..Slim down oso gd, i'm too fat ar..l8r some1 don wan mi ar...Tis few days oso keep eating medi, sian~
Kok Yee keep asking 2 go tat BBQ but really very sian nth 2 do ther..He want 2 go 2 the beach..4wat sia..emo? He always hahas..We went 2 ther @ 6pm and he is with Jia Yi...I sit down talk with friends but cant eat...When 9pm, Kok Yee say Jia Yi need 2 go back le den I oso follow them started 2 go back..
Otw back we will pass by the ehub and request them 2 help mi find present 4 my dear jiiajiia^^ We went shop by shop..looking around...Don have anything I like...Suddenly Kok Yee say wan 2 go toilet den when he go, Jia Yi saw a shop and ask mi 2 go in see..I went in see and I saw alot of ######(*edit stuff toys)*happy*
She like ######(*edit Winni the Pooh) and I keep looking..I saw 2 and the most ex 1 nicer den another 1...After tat Kok Yee came in and we saw sth nicer den tat 2 and it cheaper somemore dear don wan mi 2 spent 2 much $$..Funny thing is tat I wont find it heart pain when I spent $$ 4 her..I can imagine how happy when I pass her the present^^ Wan 2 give her a surprise!!
Omw hm, she keep asking mi about the price and I told her roughly de price...She started 2 go crazy and say I spent 2 much $$...I told her tat it a 1st present ma, den she juz keep saying I spent 2 much...I started 2 promise her tat I wont every month buy thing 4 her and I tell her 2 believe mi but she say 信你才怪 (tis word hurt mi) den I started 2 ask her if she don wan tat present and I throw away..I started 2 hard pain and I told her tat tis is the 1st present and I wan 2 make it special and a surprise 4 her but she continue say don wan mi 2 spent 2 much $$...My tears started 2 drop, my heart feel pain...
She don believe mi...Y she cant understand tat I juz wan 2 make a special day 4 her so when we think back we'll smile..She did stop mi fm throwing away tat present but I still can feel tat hurt in my heart..haiis...After I shower finish, I saw a show, a girl lie 2 tat guy..Tat guy told her tat he cant believe her anymore and request 2 break up...I saw le my heart even pain...I hope the day wont come...
She keep saying sorry when I told her tat she hurt mi all tis but nvm it ok..It not her fault..In relationship don have surprise or any pain den the relationship will be very boring..Pain will have but juz tat do u wan 2 let go so u wont feel the pain but regret next time..or endure the pain so tat ur relationship can go further down..which 1 do u 1 to choose?? 4 mi I will choose the 2nd one, don u think so dear?
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Dear jiiajiia,
no need say sorry..It not ur fault..I noe u care 4 mi and don wan mi 2 spent too much but pls believe mi..I Love You dear!~ forever!! Labels: Happy, Sad
ii loves my dear jiiajiia. <3
